Chapter 50 perfect

Soleil P.O.V

I laid on top of my bed, it's been a whole week and I still smile at the thought. Watching Ryuko run from us makes me happy but seeing that much pain makes me realize "I'm a horrible person" I said out loud. I looked at my hands, I know I can't even have Chloe. My parents wouldn't allow such a thing and I'm being greedy. Keeping Chloe all to myself, I just can't bear the thought of knowing that someone else would have her. "That's just not fair" I sat up, letting my hair down, as I picked up my green pen, opening up my diary. My hand began to move, I wrote for hours in my diary. I filled up 6 pages, I wrote my heart out. "I want her" I cried out, my tears hitting my desk, "SO why does she want you?!" I yelled, slamming my fist on my desk, "Are you okay?" I hear my mother ask me. I looked at her with water-filled eyes "I don't know what I can do anymore" I cried out