AS LONG AS WITH ME YOU ALLOW TO BE A SELFISH WOMAN

Yudha continues to accompany Gina next to her. He's not budging a step away from Gina's bed. Stare on the pale face of the wife with a glut. It's been one day Gina hasn't been unconscious, doctors say something has made her not want to be conscious.

In Gina's subconscious, she is sitting on her own in the park

"Gina, what are you doing? Why don't you come home?" An elderly man greets Gina and sits next to her

"Grandpa, I'm glad to see you. Why did Grandpa leave me alone in that house?

Dad never believed me. Grandma since childhood did hate me.. But I'm not allowed to go to mom's house, hiks.. hiks.. Grandpa, until when are they going to keep torturing me? Hiks... hiks.. hiks.. I never fought dad, even though he hit and locked me up in a dark shed, I always believed that one day I could realize that all this time I was innocent.. hiks.. hiks.. hiks.. hiks.. But until now, dad never wanted to listen to me hiks... hiks... hiks.."

Gina in her dream cries choked, pouring out her heart's contents to the granting of the grandfather who so doted on her. He is Surya Atmaja

"My dear granddaughter, grandpa knows what you're going through all these years. Grandpa was always sure that you were a strong girl and could go through it all before you found happy. Happiness is waiting for you in plain sight. But if you can't accept any more pain. Grandpa will take you away with grandpa"

"I want to come with grandpa. Take me away with you grandpa.. hiks... hiks... hiks.."

Gina grabbed the grandfather's hand and stood up from his seat then walked with the grandfather, but was heard the voice of someone calling her name

"Gina! Gina! Gina. Don't go! Don't leave me alone!"

Gina looked at the source of the voice, seeing a man with a tall body standing at a distance. With tears streaming down his cheeks, his looked at her pain. Gina's heart ached from seeing the man's tears. She shed her tears, too

"Gina, we're just starting our new life. You can't just leave me like this. We promised we'd be together and start over. How could you just leave me alone?"

The man said with a smile carved across his lips, the dimples of his cheeks perfecting his good looks, but tears would not stop running down his cheeks. It makes anyone who watches his feel his bitterness. Gina's heart sank even more with the sadness of the man she had recently married, Yudha. With his sobs Yudha made Gina even more confused.

"Gina, grandpa won't force you. Just hang in there. There is someone who is sincerely waiting for you. I'm sure he can protect you in the future. Don't let the man down. Look at the sadness etched in her eyes. Go with him, daughter. Grandpa will always wait for you until the day comes for us to get back together."

The grandfather smiled gently as he stroked Gina's head, then walked toward the dazzling white light before disappearing. Gina kept staring at the grandpa's invisible trail, without her knowing Yudha was approaching and grasping his hand and then saying

From this moment on, I will never let go of your hand and leave you alone"

Gina and Yudha look at each other. Yudha's hands clasped Gina's heart. Gina finally came to her senses, slowly opening her eyes and blinking again and again. The first person he saw was the mark clutching his hand

"You're awake at last. Lady, do you know how worried I am?" says Yudha with a smile on his lips as Gina opened her eyes

Gina tried to sit down and Yudha helped her, she remembered her last moment at the party

"Sir, do you know what happened at the party? I was naive and stupid enough to think that she really missed me, and I thought that dad would be sorry after what he did to me last time. Hiks... Hiks... They don't feel sorry for me at all. They just keep trying to bully me."

Gina bowed down by hugging her benched knee and her chin above her knee. Tears continued to flow down her pretty face. Yudha stroked Gina's head gently and said softly

"You've been working hard all these years. Yesterday was the end of your sacrifice for Atmaja's family"

Gina raises her head and stares at Yudha's face. Yudha wipes away Gina's tears with her thumb while saying

"You don't need to enthuse them anymore. They don't deserve to be part of your life. Now there's me next to you. You don't have to sacrifice anything anymore!" Yudha's voice sounds very soft but the gaze of her eyes is very sharp

"They asked for shares of mine in Atmaja's company. That's the only one that grandpa left for me. Now they take it too" says Gina with a sad face and a lyrical voice

"Do you want atmaja's company?" Yudha asks in low tones

"You mean?" Gina looked at the digging Yudha

"If you want the company, I'll get it for you."

"I don't know"Gina again bowed her head

"Well, you better get some rest now. You can't move around too much right now. We'll talk about this later, after you get out of the hospital."

Yudha came back to help Gina lie down

"Yudha, do you regret having married me? Are you also not going to believe my word and leave me?" Another Gina lying down asked with tears streaming down her cheeks.

Yudha wiped Gina's tears away before dripping into her ears

"I told you already. I'm right next to you, so you don't have to worry. And I will always trust you, because I'm sure you're not someone who easily breaks someone's heart. From now on, cease to think of others, you must put yourself first." Yudha told Gina in a very gentle tone of voice

"But if I'm only putting myself first. I can be a very selfish woman"

"No problem. As long as you're allowed to be a selfish woman. You've done enough to make them happy. It's time you became yourself. No need to think of anything. Just do what you want to do!"

Yudha's smile was so soothing that Gina smiled even with red eyes and dropsy from crying. She slowly turned a blind eye