Who's My Sun
After we dance and drink a lot of tequila, my girlfriend is still talking to some of her visitors while I am watching how flawless she is with her red dress. I don't mind if she's busy Lena is with me anyway.
"Come with me" Lena said, but before I could speak she hold my hand and pulled me upstairs.
"H-hey where are we going?"
"You'll like this" She threw me a grin while she's still holding my hand while we go upstairs.
At the end of the path, Lena opened the door that reveals a stockroom and a dusty window. She walk through the window and opened it, Lena climb at the window and helped me to do it too. Outside of the window reveals the roof of the house. The place is so quiet, there's no one in here.
"H-how did you-"
"I just thought it is the comfort room" I smiled at her, she knows that I'm not comfortable partying with people I don't know.
"This is the coolest comfort room you've ever seen" She chuckled and lend me a hand to balance myself. We both lay on the roof and stare at the stars quietly.
"Lena.. I'm sorry for everything. I've been a dork for the past few days" She answered me with a nod, thank you for your understanding Lena.
"Sum.."
"Yeah?" I asked.
"Can I ask something?"
"You're already asking" She rolled her eyes and stare again to the stars.
"What's love for you?" For a moment, what is love for me? I don't know. After all of these things happened to me, I forgot what love is.
"I don't really know.. I think.. Love is.. Really hard to find."
"You don't have to find that"
"In my case? It's so hard to find." She didn't respond and instead of saying something she only stare at the stars. "I've been through a lot this past.. few days.. I think.." I took a glimpse of this blonde girl, she didn't say a thing as if she wanted to continue what am I talking about. "The people I expected to stay with me tomorrow.. Just.." I swallowed hard before I finished my sentence. "Left me.."
"In that case, they aren't the people who love you genuinely." She simply said and didn't remove her eyes to the stars. "You're like a moon you know.." It's my time to turn my head to her with my questioning look.
"W-why?"
"The moon only live by night... With all of the stars that she expected to be with her.." I didn't say a thing and let her continue what she's talking about. "Then one time, a rain came and the stars are covered by the thick clouds.. Leaving the moon alone.."
"You mean.. There's no one will help me through my darkest hours?" My eyebrows meet while looking at this blonde.
"The sun"
"What sun?"
"The sun is the one who loves you the most"
"What do you mean?"
"Even if the sun can't see you, he will do everything for you to live.. He let himself die every night just to make the moon alive.. But unfortunately, while the sun dies the moon tries to find her true love to the stars forgetting how the sun make her live."
"The sun.. That will protect me.." I whispered.. Realizing everything.
"The sun that will never get tired of you" Lena said still staring at the midnight sun.
"The sun that will.. Do everything for me.. The sun that will make me happy and-" My eyes and cheeks were full of tears. Realizing everything.. I saw how this blonde girl's eyes widened looking at me. She immediately wiped my tears from her palm and tucked my strays of hair through my ear that covers my whole messed up face.
"W-why are you crying?"
"I need to fix these shit" She didn't get me but I realized everything. I AM SO DUMB! I am so blind! I tried to find my true love and didn't realize that SHE IS THE ONE! "Spike me"
"W-what are you talking about?"
"Just spike me!" She nodded and ran downstairs to get what I need. After seven minutes of waiting she handed me the drink and I didn't mind but drink it straightly. At first I didn't feel strange but the more I blink my eyes the more it darke-
One..
Two..
"THREE!"
"Okay nice pose! Another one!" I heard inside this white room. Ughhh, I feel like my head's breaking. I scan the whole area and I think I'm in a photoshoot.
"Okay, that's it let's have a break"
A blonde girl immediately walking towards me.. None other than, Gigi wearing a bikini. Wait, she's not with her pink hair anymore.
"THE TOWEL!!!!" I was surprised when she yelled at me like that. I tried to find the towel but hell! I have no idea where the freak is that! "You're a trash" I was out of my track that time when I heard those words. She called me a trash.. Before I could speak, she grab the towel from behind and rolled it up to her. I sat on a vacant chair trying to sink in the words I heard from my angel.
What in the world is happening right now. She changed a lot, she is not the Gigi I met in high school.
After the photoshoot we head down to the parking lot. While I carry all of her stuffs, she's just walking like a queen. Damn this girl, do I look like her assistant?!
When we get to her car she stood dead in front of it and immediately embraced me.
"I'm sorry Summy from what I've done earlier.."
"You can say please but why in the world you have to say those awful words at me. I am your girlfriend"
"B-But we talked about it right?" Talk about what? I f*cking skip the whole four years of my life with you, I have no idea about it!
"I'm sorry, I can't remember it" With a confused look on my face, yes I don't really understand what's happening right now.
"Three years ago, a talent scout found me. We have a deal and I stop studying.." She continue telling everything while we put her stuff in the backseat. "Because of that, you also stop studying"
"What?!" Am I this crazy about her?!
"Yes, you said you can't live without me that's why we had a deal that you will be my assistant so that you can still check out on me and be with me everywhere I go" Is this really me? I can feel that she love me but is it worth it?
"Then what's with your actions earlier?"
"I have known in the city as the ice princess, that's why I have to act that way.. It is very hard for me to do it but I have to.." That's why.. She can't be true to her feelings and love me secretly. Obviously she's not the one..
"What's the day today?"
"Uhm.. June 1st"
"Can you drop me somewhere?"