Hello Present
"Wake up sleepy head" I heard mom's voice while someone pulled my blanket. As I open my eyes, well obviously I only see blurry things so I wore my glasses and saw mom and dad standing in front of me.
"D-Dad?"
"Good morning dear, how's your sleep?" Dad asked me.
"Y-your alive?" He pinch his arms and smiled at me.
"Well, I was hurt so yeah I'm alive"
I checked my phone and it's still 2014.
"Come on now get up, you're late for your graduation
Okay, I leapt through time on my graduation day. In that case, I have to witness again everything about dad's death. What a great day.
After a half an hour of preparation, we went to the venue of our graduation day. I saw my friends waiting for me and see how Lena being sad in everything. Yes, because tomorrow she have to go to France.
After the closing remarks of our principal, everyone were crying and hugging each other. While I on the other hand looking for Lena. This is the time where she's retreating and no one notices. I run in the crowd to look for the blonde girl that I love.
I am hopeless because the gym filled with people is now empty. My family is waiting for me at the parking, so I must go there now. I just want to see Lena for the last minute. But yeah, no one's here so I must go.
*Pooooog*
"OUCH!!!" I yelled and groaned in pain. I look for the thing that hit me, and saw a potato.
"That's what you called smashed potato" I look for the one who speak and I automatically smiled seeing Lena when I turned my head.
"That was an awful joke" I threw her an apple and she caught it.
"Wow, you have an apple?"
"Yeah, I brought it for you. Where have you been?"
"We were leaving but we saw your dad at the parking. He said that you're looking for me that's why I'm here" Dad, thank you.
"So uhm, what's your plans in college?" Damn Sum, don't speak to much. She has to go to France!
"That's a secret. You, what's your plans?"
"To chase my exes and find my true love"
"You sure about that? You're sometimes weird you know?" That's how it goes anyway, and I really don't have a clue on what will happen to my future.
"Yes." I smirked at her and continue talking. "As I said last time, choose your passion. Okay?"
"I chose it"
"I'm proud of you" I smiled at her and turned my heel and decided to walk away.
"Wait up" I stop in my track when I heard Lena.
"Can I be your ex?"
I didn't answered her but I know I'm turning red because of her confession.
"That's your way of confessing huh?"
"Well what do you think?"
"Study hard Lena" I winked at her.
"Summer.." I didn't say a thing and let her speak. "Even if I'm away, don't ever feel and think that everyone will leave you. Even people leaves, I want you to know that they love you." I know that she's going to leave Royalwood but I feel like Lena wants to tell me something, I can see it in her eyes.
Lena walk towards me and hug me so tight, I hug her back. I need this hug before witnessing dad's...
- -
CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!" Dad, mom and Van said in unison. Tonight will be the night where dad is about to die. I just can't really enjoy the food, and in any second I might burst out crying.
"Baby, only Nancy and Ellen took a picture with you. Where is Lena? I didn't see her after the ceremony." Mom asked as she took a bite of her fish fillet.
"I saw Lena at the parking" Dad said and sit after his phone call. "I said that Sum is looking for her. Did you see her?"
"I talked to her dad earlier, he said that they are leaving Royalwood tomorrow."
"Ohh I see.. Where they heading?" I asked as if I didn't know.
"France? I don't know" Dad simply answered. While we're eating I saw dad looking outside. I closed my eyes and a teardrop fell into my eyes, I covered my face with my hair so they can't notice my crying.
"There's a mail. Why didn't I notice that earlier?" He stood up and went to the mail box to get what's in it. "Sum! This letter's for you!" I heard dad yelling my name.
- -
It's raining at his burial, everyone left my father's grave except me.
"I followed your words dad" After mourning on his grave, I decided to walk away and go to mom's. I was so afraid to see again dad's accident that's why I never leave the house. At first mom and Van went mad at me for my stupid behavior but then they understood my side.. I climb into the car and the driver started to leave the cemetery.
"Here" Van handed me a letter.
"What's this?"
"The last thing that dad held. It's a letter for you"
Finally.. The letter that caused dad's death.. I didn't opened this letter the last time because I blame this letter. If only no one ever sent me a letter that day, maybe dad is still alive.
I decided to open the letter and saw who is it from and what is written in the letter.
After reading everything, I am now so confused of what's happening. My head aches and I am crying because of the letter.
I stressed out and everything becomes blurry.
- - -
Where am I? What's that noise? Am I in the hospital? WHY CAN'T I SEE A THING?! WHY CAN'T I SPEAK?! WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING?!
"Sum??" I heard a familiar voice and noises. Where the hell am I?! I tried to move but the only thing I did was to move my fingers slightly. I heard the people around me move out and minutes later, the footsteps were doubled like many people were surrounding me. I heard weird noises coming from the people behind me but I really can't understand.
A warm hand held my arms, a familiar hand and a tear fell down on my face.
"Sum, it's me Lena" I want to scream for help because the only thing I see is black. I couldn't speak, I couldn't move. "I know you're awake. Don't be sad okay, everything will be alright"