Chapter 11

I could do nothing but to follow with Shane. I can't let her go , aunt, wonder why we are enemies, I have no sensible answer to them by chance.

Nicolai agreed to be left at home, he said he would take care of his aunt. He is said to be the one who will make the reason when we can be reached when we are not at home.

I walk and run. I knew it was bad for me but I had to do i need to reach Shane. She mentioned to me that there is a beautiful park here that she goes to once. A few moments later I also arrived at the said place. I'm here now in the park I'm looking for Shane but I can't find her. I noticed that there were no people because the sky was a bit shady, obviously the clouds were threatening the rest of the peacock. Moments later I saw Shane sitting to one side. I approached her but she didn't seem to notice me. For a while, no one spoke to us but she continued to cry. I gave her a handkerchief I thought she would not take but she took it a few moments later. No one spoke even one of us was in that position.

A few minutes passed but still quiet, Shane stopped crying. Later the dripping rain dripped but we just let it get wet and bathed in the rain. There were a few passing by and I was probably wondering why we were not removed from our position. A few moments later I invited Shane but she only slapped me. Even though I was surprised, I was just stunned by her, I did not expect such a painful place for me. It was as if she had abandoned our friendship. I have nothing else to do there that flashes back all our memories that will never be ok especially now that our friendship is broken there is no hope. I could do nothing but apologize to her.

"Sorry" i said with teary eyes

But she did not respond to the apology and she just stared at me, we were almost wet because of the rain and it was getting stronger and stronger, we might get sick if we did not take shelter. I invited her but she just looked at me I can't figure out if she was angry, sorry, happy I don't know.

"Come on Shane, you might get sick and we'll leave tomorrow" i said to her.

"I love you Alex" i was shocked when i heard that words she said to me.

twelve letters, four words for me to be statued in my place. I don't know the mixture of joy and nervousness but this is probably the saddest event of my life.

"Wait and can you repeat like what you said" i said to her.

"I don't want to leave you alone" And she started running and paddling under the rain like a child who was so happy that she was allowed to bathe in the rain.

"I LOVE YOU ALEX" Shane shouting in the rain.

"I LOVE YOU TOO SHANE" i respond to her.

We had a good time chasing each other but it was only a matter of time and I felt bad. Shane noticed right away so he quickly supported me.

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Here I am lying just after taking care of sleeping. I never thought that everything would be like this I thought would be ruined. I am so happy to know that we both feel the same way. I also asked about the two of them and Jc said she caught it with a kissing woman so she immediately thought of having a break with it. She also said that she was able to turn her attention to others because her feelings were unusual so she turned to Jc but no matter what she did she still could not avoid thinking about how she felt for me.

I also asked why she did not say like me she was afraid that our friendship might be ruined. Mixed emotions I feel for her for us especially now that it is ok. we. We plan to tell everyone when we get home to the Philippines so we can think about her birthday.

A few moments later someone came in and I was not mistaken that Shane came in.

"Will you sleep here again?" i said to her.

"You dont like?" She ask to me.

"Of course I want you to be here" And Shane jumped on the bed she lay down next to me she hugged me while just looking at me.

Moments later the cycle of the world suddenly stopped and our faces gradually approached until our lips continued to apply. The two of us continued kissing until it deepened and her hands moved spontaneously and circled the delicate parts. As soon as our lips parted, we both chased each other. She gave a sweet smile.

"I never thought this would happen to us Shane. I have been waiting for this day to let you know how I feel" I said without hesitation.

"I've been waiting for this day for a long time Alex, I can't explain how I feel mixed emotions in my heart" I took her hand and put it in her heart so I could feel her heartbeat.

"I'm scared Shane so I don't immediately admit I know there are many negative and positive consequences of my confession. Fear and trepidation come first that you might not be able to accept and enjoy all our friendships and you suddenly walk away from me I don't want to do it I can't. But I don't want to lose without telling you how I really feel Shane "while staring at I could see the tears in her eyes and I immediately wiped her eyes with my hands and kissed her forehead to show how much I loved her.

"Alex, you're making me cry like that" she slapped my arm.

"Hey stop ouch" I moaned at her.

"Sorry" she replied smiling at me. I do not know how I will feel today. It would be so much fun I hope it never ends.

"Alex, let's go to sleep I'm already sleepy" she replied with a yawn.

"All right, let's sleep goodnight" I said.

"Goodnight sleepwell" Shane said.

"I love you Alex" once covered with a blanket like a shy child.

"Yiieee Shane is thrilled. I love you too Shane" once hugged her even covered with a blanket.

She fell asleep hugging me as if at any moment I would disappear next to her. I still can't believe it all happened and this is the consequence. I was even more motivated to continue and fight my illness. If I used to lose my appetite now I am given too much energy to continue to fight my illness. The only problem we had was her family. They are Aunt Elise and Uncle Cesar. I can't quite imagine the possibilities that happen when they happen to know everything about us. Many things can happen, firstly they may not accept us, secondly they may be angry with us and reject us, thirdly they may hate us because we know that this kind of love is against the law of god. But no matter what happens I am ready to accept and face especially now that Shane and I both feel the same way. ------