Chapter 6- Curious

Luke's P.O.V

I was sitting on my bed inside my almost empty room. We were shifting to some small town tomorrow. It's not far from city and it has clubs so I don't really have a problem. And also I had some bad memories of this place so it was good for me to shift. It would be a new start for me and I was happy for that. The house we're shifting to was as big as the one we are living.

This idea of shifting was the only good thing my father decided for his family. I don't even to call him dad. He's a pain in the ass. Even thinking about him made my head ache. So instead I started thinking about that girl I had a encounter with in planetarium. A smile crept my face. Just thinking about her made me smile. Whoaa!!! Easy there man!. But there was something in those ocean blue eyes of her that made me curious. I wondered if that boy in her arms was her son. Was she a single mother? A teenage mother? She sure was about my age or maybe a year or two younger. I wonder if I would meet her again. I mean it was not that I want to but I'm curious about her. 'Really?' My subconscious mocked me. Okay, okay I wanted to meet her again. I want to cross paths with her again.

She sure for hell was pretty. So pretty and cute. I never had a interest in cute girls because they gets serious easily and just not my type but there was something about her which made me interested in her. Her eyes showed so many emotion at once that I couldn't understand, it was like a mystery. I was thinking too much about her and it was not healthy. I don't even know if I would cross paths with her again or not. I wanted to but. To avoid thinking about her I opened my laptop to pass my time. I was searching about the town I was shifting to and I found a website of the publishing company in the town. I was scrolling down the website when I found a blog of someone named 'Rose Collins'. She now was the owner of the company with someone else and her blog had so many views. I opened her blog, there was no photo of her or any information, just her words. She wrote about emotions and stuff. Hmm interesting. I thought of reading so I opened her first update. It was about flaws and acceptance.

""Everyone have a feeling of inferiority within themselves while they pretend to be the opposite, this is the reason that they want to be everyone else except themselves. They are maybe ashamed of themselves because they want to be like others, behave like others, dress like others,? Forced by their own minds to be someone else!. People need to learn that they are good enough to be themselves and do not need to be like someone else for the acceptance of people around them. Nobody is perfect and that makes complete sense, instead, being perfect doesn't make sense because everyone have flaws. These flaws makes us beautiful in a very special and unknowing manner. FLAWFUL!

"Beauty is not in being perfect but being proud to be imperfect!"

This era is hard enough to understand . Every one is puzzled and being puzzled makes them more puzzled. Not everyone is same and the dissimilarities makes everyone different and special in their very own manners and aspects.

Life was, life is and life always will be tough no matter what, so instead of crying for our problems we should just accept them. Being you means accepting your own flaws and still be okay with it. The day we will learn to accept our own mistakes and stop blaming others will be day when we truly will free ourselves from this maze of life and will see things the way they are instead of hallucinations we have and imagine the way how life should be. ACCEPTANCE!""

WOW! her words are deep. No wonder why she has so many views. She got it right. People do blame others for the things they couldn't control. Now I was looking more forward for shifting to this town and maybe meet her. She was around my age according to little information provided on website. Her mother died so she got her part of the company, articles said. Poor girl! I thought to myself.

Her body was mesmerizing. Oh god! I'm again thinking about that planetarium girl. Was it even possible to get attracted to someone just after meeting them? Why was I thinking so much about her. I don't even date. All these relationship thing sucks. I was snapped out of my thoughts when my younger brother Chase came barging in my room.

"Hey little man!" I greeted him. He hates it when I call him 'little man'.

"I'm not little anymore Luke. I'm 14 now. God, please stop calling me that." He whined and sat beside me on bed.

"Okay okayy boy calm down. So what made you come to my room?" I asked narrowing my eyes. He never comes to my room until he has something very important to talk to. Or if he needed my help.

"Nothing. I'm gonna miss this house." He said looking at the ceiling.

"Yeah me too, but I'm happy. It would be a new start for everyone." I said encouraging him. And convincing myself. We stayed like that for few minutes when he finally spoke.

"Yeah, I guess you right. Thank you brother." He smiled at me and stood up from the bed.

"Anytime brother." I smirked.

"Mom was calling you for dinner btw." With that he sprinted out of the room. I made my way to the dining hall as well. I was starving. I still had her in my mind. She had a nice physique. Her body was perfectly curved form all the right places. Her skin was so soft and smooth. When I touched her exposed skin on her waist due to her crop top electricity jolt up my spine. I have never felt that kind of spark before and this was why I couldn't get her out of mind. It was weird, there were these sparks and electricity by being near her but also this sense of peace. Her scent, her giggle, her presence, everything screamed comfort. If I kept thinking about her I'm gonna go insane.

"LUKE!." My mum shouted at me snapping me out of my thoughts. See, it's not healthy. I need to stop thinking.

"Yes mum." I said innocently.

"What has gotten inside that head of yours?" She asked with raised eyebrows.

"Nothing. Just thinking." I shrugged.

"'Just thinking', since when you started thinking?" She humored.

"What? I can't even think now?"

"No, of course you can but after your dinner."

"Yeah please I'm starving."

"You weren't starving when you were 'just thinking'!" She teased.

"Can you please serve me my food mum." I was getting irritated.

"Okay. Here." She said passing me my plate. Giggling and shaking her head. Why do women giggle so much?

"So what were you thinking about?" She asked interested.

"I saw a girl today, in planetarium." I blurted out. WHAT! I didn't have to tell her. Her eyes widen. Way to go Luke!

"You were lost in your thoughts thinking about A Girl. She must be special then." she smirked at me.

"It's not like that." I mumbled. She's not gonna stop teasing for days, will she?

"Then what is it like?" She was having way to much fun for my liking.

"Her sister stumbled on me and we had a interaction for 5 minutes. That's it." I said slightly embarrassed. That's when my sweet little brother entered and sat beside me.

"Watcha talking about?" He asked. Before my mom could reply and embarrass me further I spoke up

"Nothing. I'm going to my room. I'll eat my dinner there." I announced and took my plate with me to my room giving a knowing glace to my mother. I noticed my brother's confused expression and my mum smirked. I definitely got my smirking habit from my mother.

Ding.

My phone chirped. The text was from my mom informing me that I have college from this Tuesday. I sighed. At least I have two more days without studies.