Chapter 90

“Neither of us was prepared for this, but it is what it is. I love you, and I hate that I am making myself move on. I have to put you in my past so I can move on with my future, whatever it may be. Mark is treating me as his wife now. I have been his ‘wife’ in every essence of that word for years. In order for me to stay and be happy, I have to let you go. God, it hurts to even write that. I feel like I am being ripped apart. This is so much harder than I thought it would be. But, I have decided to be happy, even if it is only a little bit. Goodbye, my love.”