Shower

"Good news the lump has gone down so much that maybe by tomorrow you won't have it anymore but it may go to the other side. So, keep it in mind so that you can attack it right away." Suga said near the sofa.

I asked concerned "You haven't ate breakfast and your leaving already?"

Suga said "It won't hurt to not eat nothing right now. I really have to go."

I asked "Will you come back early?"

Suga said "I don't know. I have a bunch of meetings today, bye!"

He rushed out the apartment and I was left alone. I watched a movie and kept glancing back at the clock. Time went by slow and I couldn't stop thinking about when he would get here. Just being with him made me feel like if I was with Jimin but all day.

*3 P.M.*

Suga came in and I smiled when he looked at me but he didn't smile back.

"What's wrong?" I asked getting up from the sofa.

Suga gave me a weak smile and said "I'm going to take a nap because these meetings got me feeling so tired."

I said "No it's cause you skipped breakfast but go to sleep. You should feel better. You ate right?"

Suga said "I did."

He went to his room and closed the door.

I frowned my eyebrows and asked lowly "Is he sick? No wait, what am I saying? He's a doctor."

I sat on the sofa again and waited for him to come out smiling like he always was but he didn't. It was already 9 and he was still sleeping. I went in his bedroom and sat right by him. I was going to touch his face but I was scared he would look into my eyes and make my heart go crazy for him. I stood up and went to go lay by him. He didn't even move or wake up.

"Wow, he really is tired." I said in my thoughts.

I woke up and Suga wasn't by me in the morning. I looked at the clock and I didn't over sleep. I stood up and walked out the room but he wasn't any where in the apartment.

"What if he felt sick and left?" I asked putting my hand over my chest. "No maybe he went out."

I went to the restroom and did my thing.

I got my phone and saw missed calls from Jimin.

I said "I forgot to call him."

I dialed his number and called him.

"Hey, what's up?" I asked with a smile.

Jimin asked "Where have you been?! I been calling you and texting you. Are you ignoring me?"

I said "No, I just didn't hear it again."

Jimin sounded upset "Just tell me you have a boyfriend already."

I gasped and said "Calm down. You know I don't have anybody."

"Then don't ignore me." He said annoyed.

I smiled and asked "Are you ok? You sound stressed out."

He said "You get me like this."

I hissed and said "RUDE!"

Jimin laughed and said "I'm stressed cause I'm throwing a party this weekend at my apartment."

I asked surprised "Really? In that small place?"

Jimin said "Yup so we can grind on eachother all night."

I said "Mhm..."

Jimin said "Sorry, I forgot you don't like parties like that cause your to young."

"Hey!" I said with a pout.

He asked "You coming?"

I said "Oh, I don't know."

Jimin said "Great! I'll wait for you then!"

"What?! I never said that!" I shouted through the phone.

Jimin said "Yeah you did."

I said "Your friends are to nasty. You'll freak out if one of them tries something and I will too."

Jimin said "I'll be there to protect you. Anyways, there won't be so many people it will just be a few."

I said "I don't know."

Jimin said "I will pick you up from that dangerous place and take you back home."

I quickly said "No!"

Jimin laughed and said "Ok you can stay with me if you insist but only one night."

"Uh, your crazy. I would never." I said rolling my eyes.

Jimin's voice got very serious that it provoked goosebumps on my skin as he said "Never say never."

I said "I'll talk to you later."

Jimin hanged up and I thought about if I would go or not.

Suga came from behind and I gasped.

"You scared me." I said looking at him with my widen eyes.

Suga asked "Who were you talking to that got you feeling like this?"

He sat down on the sofa and I asked "Where were you? I was looking for you."

Suga frowned his eyebrows and asked "Why what's wrong?"

I said "This lump went on my other side and the other is completely gone."

Suga said "That shouldn't last very long as long as you attack it right away you should be fine."

I said "I did but where were you?"

Suga smiled and asked "You sound like you care very much."

I said "You slept so much."

Suga nodded and said "Meetings drain me out and then skipping meals kind of made it worse. However, I love sleeping alot but you haven't seen that side of me until yesterday."

"Oh ok." I said.

Suga said "Have you ate?"

"I been waiting on you." I said.

"Let's make a smoothie and go for a run." He said smiling.

"Ok let me change then." I said and went to his bedroom.

I got into running clothes and went to the kitchen.

"Let's go. On our way we'll drink this." He said getting his keys from the table.

I raised my eyebrows and said "Ok."

We went to his car and I asked "Where are we going?"

"Forest." He said with a smile.

I said "That sounds good."

We made it and it had a park for children in the front. Once, you past it the tennis court was there then it became the forest. I thought it was pretty nice and so did my lungs.

"Ready?" He asked.

I nodded and he began to stretch. When we did our warm up then we left to jog.

"It's pretty lonely out here." I said looking around in the green forest.

Suga said "Yeah, I like coming out here because it's more peaceful."

We stopped running and started to power walk.

I said "I don't think it's good for just one person to come here alone, though."

Suga said "I used to come here around 4 or 5 A.M. but they said to come around 6 or 7 A.M. instead. I'm not sure why but maybe it was unsafe."

I said "That's really early."

Suga chuckled and said "Yeah cause in the afternoon it's bad to do exercise. We need to kill early in the morning."

I nodded my head and said "How long have you been a doctor?"

"It's been about a year." He said looking up at the trees and then back at me.

I stopped power walking and asked "Your kidding right?"

Suga stopped and said "No, I just graduated like two years ago. I'm just getting started with my life."

"All these years studying. That's really crazy." I said walking away.

Suga followed after me and said "Yeah I got to skip the last year and I was so happy."

I frowned and asked "Wait you didn't date Alina for many years then?"

Suga jogged away and I pouted as I tried to catch up to him but he had longer legs.

"Wait for me!" I shouted but my voice echoed. I chuckled as I liked how it sounded.

I just continued to walk and see if I catched up to him or not.

A few minutes later I saw him over a bridge and I said "Hey! You left me! I could have been murdered out there."

Suga laughed and said "Come over here I want to show you this."

I went to stand by him and he pointed down. "Look." He said with a gummy smile.

I didn't want to look away from his big smile but I did.

"Aw they're so cute." I said looking down.

"I love coming here to see all these turtles hanging around here." He said.

"They're so huge but I don't know who I love more the parents or the babies." I said squating down to look at them closer.

Suga smiled and said "Yeah."

"Suga?" A female voice said from behind.

I stood up and looked back. I instantly turned red and I couldn't resist in looking at Suga's face.

He said "Hey, how are you?"

"I'm good." She said looking at Suga awkwardly.

"Aren't you Mai? Um ,from the cafe?" She asked me.

"You're Alina, right?" I asked trying to smile but I really couldn't.

She said "Yeah, I am."

I nodded my head and she asked Suga "Can I speak to you?"

Suga looked over at me and I said "I'll continue my jog. I'll see you some other day. Have a good day, guys!" I made it sound like we didn't come together because I didn't want her to hate me.

Suga looked at me crazy and quickly caught up to what I was doing. I jogged away and power walked again. I came across a two way and I didn't know which side to walk on, left or right. My eyes went from left to right and took the right side. I sighed and decided to run. I just wanted to get back to the car and hide. I kept running and still saw no car. I squinted my eyes as I saw a bridge and laughed as I couldn't believe it was the same bridge from earlier. I made a circle and was where I was at with Suga. "It was left then." I chuckled as I stopped to see the turtles again but they weren't even there anymore.

I swallowed really hard and asked "Wait, it's here where I was earlier right?"

I looked around and stopped. "I'll just go left this time." I said nodding my head. I walked to the two paths where I was once at and went left this time. I saw three boys riding in bicycles and asked them "Hey! Do you guys know where the playground is at?"

"Which one?" A boy asked.

"What there's more than one?" I asked confused.

Another boy said "There's two."

I said "It has a tennies court by the playground."

They laughed and the same boy said "They both do."

"Just follow us. It's probably the one we're going to. It's not far from here." He said.

I asked "There's not a playground behind you guys? I mean from the direction you guys came from?"

They nodded there head sideways and I was very confused.

"Actually, I'll just go back the same way I came from. Thank you, anyways." I said waiting for them to get ahead of me.

I grabbed my phone from my pocket but there was no signal. "Of course! Why would there be signal out here?" I sarcastically asked myself.

I headed back the same way and finally made it back to the playground. I made my way to the parking lot but the car wasn't there anymore.

"What?! I can't believe he left me here." I tried to say it in a very calmly way but I just couldn't believe it.

I sat down in the bench and tried to calm myself before doing something dumb like Suga. I looked at my dumb phone and said "You suck for not having signal when I need you the most."

I saw some parents starring at me and I think they thought I was there to kidnap their kids. They were right what was I doing there if I didn't have a kid playing on the playground. I stood up and headed towards the street.

"I should get signal there and then I can call a taxi or someone to pick me up." I said in my head.

My phone started to ring and I declined it as I saw it was Suga. I made it into the street and it rang again. I declined it and it rang again.

"What?!" I shouted.

"Where you at? I'm in the car waiting on you and you haven't came. It's not good to jog and walk alot." He said.

I frowned my eyebrows and asked "Are you messing with me or what?"

"No why?" He asked.

I chuckled and said "I don't think this is funny. I was in the parking lot like a minute ago and your car wasn't there."

"I haven't even moved the car. I'm sitting right here waiting on you. What are you talking about?" He asked.

I hanged up, turned around and walked back to the parking lot. I hissed as I saw he wasn't even there. He called me again.

I answered him "STOP PLAYING! I'M AT THE PARKING LOT AND DON'T SEE YOU!"

Suga said "I'm not! I'm right here. Look I'll send you a picture-"

"Don't! I'll see you at the house." I said hanging up the phone.

"I'm not that blind or crazy yet." I told myself.

I turned into the street again and looked around. I didn't recognize anything around me and tried to recall what was around us earlier.

"I think I'm crazy...I don't remember seeing any of this earlier." I said putting my hands over my head.

I heard honking and I got scared. It was just a squirrel running across the street infront of a truck. My phone rang again and it was Suga.

"Stop calling me." I said trying not to sound mad.

"Your at the wrong parking lot." He said.

"What?" I asked confused.

Suga said "Your at the other park. I saw these three boys and they said you must of went to the other park."

I whispered with a pout "Oh I should have followed them."

"What?" He asked.

"Nothing. I'll just see you at the house." I said upset.

Suga said "I'm on my way over there."

"No." I said.

"Yes." He said.

I hanged up and he pulled up from infront of me after awhile.

"Get in." He said lowering the window.

"Go to your job." I said ignoring him.

"I need to shower and then I'll go." He said with a smile.

I said "Don't waste your t-"

"Get in, Mai." He interrupted me.

I rolled my eyes and got in the car.

"Why are you being like this?" He asked.

"I just couldn't believe you ditched me at the park." I said looking at him.

"You shouldn't had left my side." He said.

"Alina obviously didn't want me there and she wanted to yell at you." I told him.

Suga said "You should've waited for me a few feet away."

I chuckled and said "I didn't want her to think I came with you."

"Why? Don't lie to her." He ordered.

"Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't think it would bother you. I thought you would be thankful that I saved you from getting murdered." I gave him a fake smile when I told him that.

"She needs to get used to you because your going to be with me everyday and all the time." He informed me.

"No, I'm not." I answered him.

Suga said "Yeah you will."

"One day, I'll get my apartment and leave." I said nodding my head.

"Until further notice you'll be with me." He smirked.

I didn't say anything as he was right but anything can happen I thought.

We got home and he said "Go take a shower, first."

"No, your going to your job any time soon." I said.

"You can't be in sweat or your groin will get infected." He informed me.

"I'm taking a bath and it's going to be a long one." I told him with a smile.

"Fine we'll take a shower at the same time." He said with a smirk.

"What?!" I looked at him disgusted.

"It's a full bathroom. So, when you're taking a bath I'll be showering in the other." He said.

I quickly said "No."

Suga sighed and got our towels. Then he stated "I won't see you. I mean I kind of already have but-"

I seriously said "I don't care."

Suga said "Don't make me make you cause I will. I don't want you to call me saying that your groin is in pain or anything related to that."

I nodded my head and said "I won't!"

Suga said "When I order you to pull your underwear down and I have to touch you don't complain crybaby."

I gasped and said "You are so rude!"

Suga shrugged and went into the bathroom. I stomped on my foot frustrated.

"The longer you take. The more it will get infected." He teased me.

I walked towards the bathroom and asked "Why don't you just admit that you want to see me?!"

Suga said "Touching is better than looking. Our bodies change within time-"

I closed his bathroom door shut and yelled from the other side "I don't care. Hurry up and shower."

Suga opened the door and rushed after me. He picked me up and put me over his shoulder.

"Suga! Put me down! What are you doing?! Someone help me!" I shouted.

He put me down and locked the door.

"Take a bath." He pointed towards it as he ordered.

"No!" I madly said.

"I will undress you if I have too." He said.

I turned around and acted like I was taking off my shirt.

"Open the water." He ordered.

"Stop looking at me and take a shower cause you stink." I said smiling.

"Look who's talking the one who decided to walk extra." He smirked as he started to be savage.

I turned around and said "Cause of you!"

Suga took off his sweaty shirt and then his shorts.

I turned around and he said "You better take a bath or I'll do it myself. I'm not kidding. If you try to run out of here I will run after you. I don't care if I wet the floor and fall naked for you. You will feel guilty if I hurt myself."

I rolled my eyes with a smile and said "Your a doctor. You'll be fine."

Suga simply just said "Ok."

I looked back and he was still standing from afar waiting for me to undress.

"I'll wait until your halfly undressed cause I don't trust you." He said.

I laughed and said "I don't trust you either. You over here telling me that you aren't dating her and you're obviously are."

Suga said "I'm not dating her and yeah she got upset seeing us together but that's not my problem. I can hang out with anyone I like cause I'm single."

He turned on the water. I sighed and turned around to face him. I took off my shirt and shorts cause I didn't want him to see my stretch marks.

"I'm not getting naked until you get in." I said turning around again. Once, I saw him taking his boxers off.

"I will walk out of here wet if you dare to leave." He said going in the shower.

I waited for him to grab his shampoo and put it on to make a run for it. I saw him grab it from the top shelf and waited a couple of seconds. I ran for the door and unlocked it. I heard the glass door from his shower open and I panicked. I screamed when I reached his room and he put me over his shoulder again.

"Put me down!" I shouted.

He went into the bathroom kicked the door shut with his foot and walked with me inside his shower. He put me down and he closed the glass door.

"Let me out." I said trying to get passed him.

"You had your chance to take a bath now you will shower." He said handing over my shampoo.

"No I will take a bath." I said stubbornly.

"I will take a bath with you if I have to." He said really serious.

"Ugh!" I said grabbing the shampoo from him and turning around so I wouldn't see his face anymore. I put my shampoo over my hair. He started to rub the shampoo over my eyes with his hands.

"What are you doing?!" I asked shouting.

"Oh sorry. I thought it was your hair." He laughed from behind.

"What are you blind or what? Don't touch my hair and touch yours." I ordered him with my eyes closed.

"You shower like this?" He asked from behind.

"Mind your own business and let me shower the way that I want!" I said aggressively.

"I'm your doctor and that will get infected. Take your clothes off." He ordered from behind.

"I will not." I said.

"Fine, I will." He said about to unhook my bra.

I turned around with my eyes closed and said "Touch me and your dead!"

Suga laughed and said "Your pointing at the glass door."

"Get out of way. I need to rinse this off." I said turning around slowly as the floor was slippery.

Suga said "No, not until you take it off."

I smacked Suga on the arm and yelled move! Suga turned me around and said "Fine."

I smiled as I rinsed the shampoo off my head and face. I turned around and smacked his arm again. Once, I opened my eyes again.

"What was that for?!" He held his arm as he asked.

"For not letting me shower right!" I shouted.

Suga grabbed some soap and started to rub it on his chest. I just looked at him and he asked "May I help you?"

"I'm not doing that. Could you move?" I asked waiting for him to move out the way.

"No you better wash your body or you'll be in big trouble." He said.

"I'm not getting naked in front of you." I smiled trying not to kill him.

"I already seen you naked. What's the problem?" He asked rubbing his muscular arms with soap.

"You have not seen me fully naked and you don't see me trying to look at you naked." I said crossing my arms.

Suga said "I will rub the soap on you if you keep resisting and you won't like it."

I said "Once, you leave I will-"

He pulled me into a soap hug and I felt his private part in between my legs. I gasped and pushed him away. I looked down at my body and said "Look what you did! You rubbed all your soap on me!" I yelled as I looked up at him with disbelief.

He turned me around and unhooked my bra really fast. I grabbed my bra from the front so it wouldn't fall off my chest. He pulled my underwear down and took it off.

I gasped and said "Stop! What are you doing?!" I panicked as I looked down at my feet and saw my napkin on the shower floor.

He then stood up and turned me around.

He tried to pull my hands away from my bra but I was pulling back with all my strength.

"Mai! Take it off. Stop being like this." He said.

"You stop being like this." I said getting teary eyes.

"I'm trying to help you and your not letting me." He said grabbing my sponge and trying to rub it on me.

"Don't touch me." I said grabbing my sponge but not letting go of my bra.

Suga said "Turn around and take it off. I won't see you."

I turned around said "You will die for this."

Suga chuckled and I looked back a little. "Hey! This isn't funny." I said kind of upset.

"Sorry, you look funny when you're like this." He said.

I took off my bra and started to scrub my body.

"Want me to scrub you back?" He asked.

"No, don't touch me and don't look at me." I said bending down to scrub my knees.

"How do I not if you're in my view?" He asked.

"Turn around." I said.

Suga said "No I will not."

"I need to rinse my body so turn around or close your eyes." I said.

Suga said "Your back isn't scrubbed well."

"I don't care." I said.

Suga started to speak all medical to me again "Well, I do. I'm your doctor and that can cause-"

"If I let you will you close your eyes?" I asked.

"Ok." He said.

I gave him my sponge and he started to scrub my back.

"Imagen if you had no arms?" He said from from behind.

"That's horrible." I said.

Suga laughed and said "I have patients like that and they say they're happy. But you, you would have a heart attack if they would shower you."

"I would order a girl nurse for that." I said.

Suga said "You can't pick and I will bet that it will be a guy."

"Shut up you guys disgust me." I said getting mad.

"You disgust me cause I didn't see you clean your part with soap." He said.

"I will not touch myself infront of you." I said still hiding my boobs in my hands and blushing.

He said from behind "You have to wash your area. I see this is how you actually got infected. Your a dirty-"

I turned around and saw he didn't even close his eyes. I said "Close your eyes. I'm rinsing my body!"

Suga said "No, not until you wash your-"

"Stop! I'm clean. I will not rub my butt with soap infront of you. If your done get out. Your wasting space in here." I said looking up at him.

Suga said "I'm not done. I'm not leaving."

"Get behind me then." I said really serious.

Suga said "Be careful."

"No stop. Now, I'm scared. I'm going to fall. Just close your eyes." I ordered him.

"Wash yourself completely." He said closing his eyes.

I looked down at his body and gasped as I saw his area. He opened his eyes and said "I can't trust you. Why are you looking at me?!"

"I'm sorry! Wait no I'm not because you've seen me!" I said as I got revenge with a smile across my face.

Suga said "If you don't hurry up the hot water will finish and you'll shower with cold water."

"You finish then I will." I said turning around slowly.

Suga sighed and said "Don't make me touch you."

"Don't you dare touch my butt or any of my area!" I said holding myself tighter.

Suga got my sponge and started to rub it on my butt checks.

"Min yoongi dare to touch me and this will be the death of you." I said getting mad.

"I will rub soap over your area and that's it." He said leaning in my ear.

"You will regret this if you do! I'm not playing." I said looking at the shower wall.

"Deal." He said putting his left hand on my waist and pulling me back. Making me bend and almost losing my balance on the slippery floor. I put my hands over the wall as I got scared I would fall and hurt myself. He quickly slipped his right hand over my vagina and rubbed it. I put my right hand over my mouth and closed my eyes as I gasped. Then he he bent over me and his left hand grabbed my right boob and squeezed it. His fingers just kept rubbing against it, really good and I whispered "Stop."

We both pushed ourselfs back up and he brought his right hand to the front and started to rub it. I tried to push his hand with both of mine but he just wouldn't stop. I was getting mad and trying to hold in my moans. He didn't let go but we turned around so the water would hit against my body. I gasped as I could feel the water getting cold.

"Suga stop." I tried to say it clearly as possible like if his touch wasn't affecting me in any way. He stopped, turned me around and brought me into a hug. The water hit my butt and he spreaded my butt checks with his hands. His chin on my shoulder trying to hold me in his embrace and I was so frustrated.

Once, he let me go and I immediately squeezed his dick. He groaned in so much pain as he let himself slide down on the ground. I opened the door and grabbed my towel. I went to his room and got his clothes that was on the bed. Then I hanged it up on the laundry door, went back into his room and locked the door.

I went to go change and go hide under the blankets. I thought he would come and knock on the door. Insist in coming in or something else but he didn't. I kept my ear open to when he would leave the apartment and when he did I let out a loud laugh.

"I love revenge!" I smiled covering my face.

Then I got mad. "I can't believe he touched me and I told him not to. Ugh! He didn't care but this will teach him to respect my decisions!" I said with a smirk.

I walked out to go to the kitchen and do my thing. Then, I sat on the sofa and just remembered how I was moaning to a simple touch. He didn't even finger me or eat me out. I gushed at the moment of remembering his touch and then hurting him at the end. I didn't even know if I was mad that he didn't touch me the way that I wanted him to or if I was mad that he touched me when I told him not too. I didn't even understand myself or maybe I did and I was just scared to where this would take me too.

I went to the restroom and it was cleaned up. My belongs weren't there and I looked on the floor. It was dry too and I went to the laundry room. The wet and dirty clothes were in there. I pushed the start button since they were already wet and didn't want them to rot. I sat on the dryer machine and just took out my phone to get on social media.