Night

"Hello, I came to tell you what my problem is." I said through the phone.

My aunt said "What is it?"

I said "It's a lump."

"Why did you get that?" She asked.

"My underwear was the wrong size." I sighed as I told her.

"Mai, when will you grow up. Come on get it together!" She said disappointed in me.

I said "I know I'm dumb."

My aunt said "I would get some Vaporub or anything similar and rub it against maybe a towel. Then warm it up and put it over the lump and the area affected. Don't touch it with unwashed hands or it'll get worse. Maybe even take a warm bath with salt and that should help the swollen reduce."

I couldn't believe my ears and I said "Thank you so much."

She said "Stop wasting time and go do it!"

She hanged up and I said with a smile "After the four hours I will."

*Four Hours Later*

I stood up slowly to go to the kitchen and to find salt. I filled up the bath tub with salt and warm water. After, it filled up I sat in it and it burned alot. I just sat in there until the water started to lose it's heatness. I got a towel and put it over my body. I hardly could stand the towel rub against my lump that I just wanted to take it off but I couldn't be walking around naked. I went to go heat up a paper towel, put Vaporub and put it over my lump. Then I went to go get another of Suga's shirt and it was the last item in the closet. It now looked like he packed all his clothes to leave the apartment. I knew I had to wash all his clothes. I slowly made my way to get all the dirty laundry and put it in the washing machine. I started it and went to the kitchen to make myself some food. After, I was done I went to go lay down on his bed. My eyes just starred at the ceiling and I couldn't believe he had almost seen every inch of my body. Then I let him touch me and the worst part was I liked the feeling very much.

*Dream*

"You think I would like a girl like you with all these ugly marks. Feeling you was so disgustingn that instead of turning me on I wanted to throw up. I would never want you!" Suga shouted in the most breaking way anyone could ever do.

"Stop it! Suga don't say this too me!" I shouted and felt my voice echo.

Suga said "It's the truth! Look at yourself! You don't even do it cause you know well it's true."

He looked at me like garbage and I couldn't help but cry. I never wanted him to say this to me but he did and it hurt very much.

I sat up quickly on the bed and opened my eyes. I felt sweat going down my face and I looked around. It was so dark outside and I looked at the clock beside me.

*1:11 A.M.*

My eyes widen and I looked under the blanket. The paper towel had been changed and I looked beside me. Suga was sleeping beside me but he kept his distance. I saw he didn't have a shirt on and he was sleeping so peacefully.

I widen my eyes again and felt my heart go crazy. I leaned in closer to Suga and whispered "Suga, wake up."

He didn't wake up and I poked his chubby cheek.

He frowned in his sleep and I poked him again. He opened his eyes and looked over at me slowly trying to process the situation.

"Don't get mad at me, ok?" I immediately said before continuing. "I forgot to dry your clothes. I'm so sorry! I just fell asleep but I didn't think I would sleep so much. This has never happened. I know how to dry clothes but I just knocked out." I finished telling him while tearing up.

He sat up and said "Mai, your covered in sweat."

"I'm sorry. I don't know why. I promise I'll wash your blanket and make sure it dries up!" I said turning red.

He touched the blanket and said "It's a little wet but I'm sure your shirt is very wet. You can just move over here to sleep."

He got out of bed and said "This is normal. The Vaporub is making you release all the bad in that lump. This is really good but it's bad to keep it on. You need to take it off or it'll make the lump worse or go back to how it was earlier."

I said feeling really bad "I changed it after the four hours but I don't know what happened."

"It's normal to feel like this and I changed it when I got here. I been keeping track and I saw a small difference." He said giving me a soft smile.

I nodded as I looked away and said "Thanks."

Suga said "Let me go put the clothes in the dryer before it goes bad."

I said "I did it early in the morning. I'm sorry."

Suga said before leaving the room "It's fine. I can go shopping and buy myself new clothes."

I felt so bad and I felt so nasty in the sweat.

I got off the bed and his shirt felt heavy on me. I went to him and he was putting the clothes in the dryer.

"It smells better when you do it." He jokingly said as he saw me.

I said "Mhm sure."

He said "I would turn on the air but it's bad for your lump.

I asked "What do I wear now? Everything's wet."

Suga said "Just put a towel over your body for now. I don't even have a shirt on so I can't give you nothing either. I'm going to go ahead and wait for you in the kitchen when I'm done putting these in the dryer. Then I'll prepare the Vaporub."

I bit my lip as I didn't say anything back.

"What?" He asked as he stopped putting the clothes in the dryer and looked at me.

I awkwardly said "The towels are in the washing machine."

Suga said "Well, that needed cleaning too. Thank you."

I kind of shouted "What do I do now?!"

Suga said "Hold on."

He finished putting in the clothes in the dryer and went to the kitchen. He came back with a very extra small kitchen towel.

"Are you serious?" I asked looking at him unbelievably.

"It's to clean the sweat and nothing else." He said handling it over to me.

I said "I can't stay naked."

Suga said "Dry yourself up and go cover yourself with the blanket. I'll just apply the Vaporub and head to sleep. I won't even look at you."

"I don't agree with you at all but my dumb self doesn't have another choice right?" I asked kind of mad at myself.

He nodded his head sideways and left the laundry room. I took off my shirt and put it in the washing machine. I wiped the sweat off my body and blew air on myself. I took off the paper towel and threw it in the trash.

"Cool down." I softly told myself but I just felt really hot.

I walked out the room and went into his room. I laid down and put the blanket over my naked body. I started to get really hot and I just didn't think I would resist the blanket.

Suga yelled from the hall "Are you ready?!"

"Yeah." I said.

He came in and said "Alright, I'm only doing this once this time."

I pulled the blanket up to my stomach area and cover my chest. He sat down and put it on me again.

He put on the tape and I said "I can't believe I didn't feel you when you did this earlier."

Suga said "You were half asleep cause you had your eyes halfly open and said "It hurt."

"I don't remember." I chuckled nervously.

Suga said "Yeah when people feel very weak this usually happens. They don't remember things that happen or what they say."

I worried as I asked "Did I say something?"

Suga said "No, did you want too?"

I stuttered as I said "No-o I-I don't think s-so."

Suga pulled the blanket down and went to put on hand sanitizer.

He said "I was going to sleep on the sofa but you told me to stay."

I looked at him surprised and said "Really? I mean yeah. It's your room and bed, not mine."

Suga said "Ok cause I don't want you to get mad or upset with me."

He went to lay by me and I felt very uncomfortable. I turned to my side facing the opposite of him and pulled the blanket up to my butt area. I couldn't stand the heat that was killing me inside and I just wanted to lay free.

I couldn't stop moving and Suga asked "Are you ok?"

I said "I'm sorry. I just can't handle the heatness."

Suga said "I'll turn the fan on but you have to cover your area good. I don't want it to get swollen again."

I said "Yes! Thank you!"

He stood up to turn on the fan and I was so happy.

"Goodnight." He said laying back down and closing his eyes.

I looked back at him slowly as I didn't want him to open his eyes. I started to pull the blanket from my back down to my butt area. I just wanted it to cover my chest, butt and my private area. The heatness was ending me in pieces to the point I wasn't going to care anymore.

"Cool down please Mai." I told myself in my head.

After, half an hour I finally fell asleep but I kept waking up to heat or hurting myself.

*Two hours later*

I started to shake as I felt really cold now.

"What the hell is wrong with me now?" I asked in my head.

I was covered head to toe now and I couldn't get rid of the coldness.

"Yoongi" I shivered pulling the blanket off my head as I turned to speak to him.

To my luck he turned to look at me.

"What's wrong?" He asked very worried.

"I'm so cold." I said shaking.

He got up to turn off the fan and said "This is very normal so don't freak out. Usually, you get really hot and then really cold."

He came to lay by me and he said "It actually feels very good in here but it's just your lump is making you feel like this. Soon, this will get better."

I kept shivering and said "Ok."

I tried to roll up in a ball and I winced in pain.

Suga turned to look at me and asked in panic "What's wrong?!"

I said "I hurt myself but I'm ok."

Suga said "Don't move to much."

I nodded and covered half my face with his blanket.

*30 Minutes Later*

I sat up and held the blanket over my chest.

Suga opened his eyes and looked at my back before he met my eyes.

"What?" He asked.

"Do you have another blanket?" I asked.

Suga sat up and said "I don't. Why? You still cold?"

I said very frustrated "I feel like my bones will break any minute! I'm so cold! I'm freezing at this point! I'M NOT FEELING BETTER!"

Suga said "There is a way you can warm up."

"How?" I asked.

"You won't agree though." He said looking away.

I sighed and asked "Why is the answer things I don't like?"

He shrugged and I asked "What is it?"

Suga said "I could warm you up by hugging you. When bodies come together they warm eachother up fast."

I looked down at my goosebumps on my arms and just the rest of my body. I laid back and said "Ok just don't try to do something."

Suga sighed and said "I won't help you if you don't trust in me."

I said "I'm sorry. It's just hard."

Suga said "I'm going to sleep are you in or not?"

I sadly said "Ok."

Suga said "I'm going to back hug you and hold you. That way you warm up fast."

I nervously let out a sigh and laid infront of him. He pulled me back into his embrace and I gasped.

"Relax." He whispered in my ear as he got closer to me.

I relaxed and he put his hands over my boobs. I put my hands over his as I widen my eyes and I asked "What are you doing?!"

He whispered in my ear "I'm warming you up now."

My heart skipped a beat as he held me tighter in his embrace and I immediately heated up but my bones were still killing me. I didn't know what to do at this point and I just held his hands tight.

"You don't have a rash anymore on your back or neck anymore, congratulations." He said breathing in my ear.

I didn't say anything as I felt weird with his hands over my boobs holding them tight. Now, I couldn't sleep with him holding me like that and after awhile he seemed to release me slowly. I made a move but he tighten his grip over me again. His right hand went down, around my lower stomach area, close to my private area. Which made me feel something in me coming down.

I squeezed my lips and said in my head "Go to sleep."

To my luck I relaxed and went to sleep.

*Two hours later*

He released me from his embrace and I felt myself get cold again.

"It's time to change it." He whispered before leaving.

He did it again and came back to bed.

"You got warm didn't you?" He asked trying to hide a smirk.

"I'm fine. Thank you." I said covering myself up and going to sleep.

*Morning*

I opened my eyes slowly and saw I was hugging Suga. I had my left nipple on him and I looked up to see if he was awake. I slowly moved away from him and rolled my eyes as I couldn't believe how I was on him like that. He rubbed his eyes before opening them up completely.

He looked over at me and said "Good morning. How are you?"

I turned to my side to look at him and fixed the pillow from under my ear. "This still hurts." I said with a pout.

He chuckled and said "It's going to take time."

I said "No good. I need to find a job quick."

Suga turned away and said "I have to tell you something."

I said "What? You don't want me here anymore?"

Suga sat up and said "No don't say that. I really care for you."

I said "Yeah I know. Thank you, doctor."

Suga said "That lump has a 50/50 chance that it will appear on the right side of your groin."

"What?!" I sat up as I covered myself up with the blanket and looked at him with disgust.

Suga said "Sadly, they come to attack the opposite side but it's less painful. You can get rid of that faster."

I looked at him very upset and he said "Don't worry about nothing just your health."

I nodded my head and he said "Go take a shower and I'll go downstairs to get breakfast."

I asked "What about your job?"

Suga said as he got up "I'm going in after I eat and I have another busy day."

"Ok." I said.

He went to go brush his teeth and then he left. I went to his dryer and got a shirt. Then, I went to go take a bath in salt and got out. I went to the kitchen and Suga was already throwing away his trash.

"Your done?" I asked shocked.

He laughed and said "I'm trying to hurry so I can put this on you. Come over here and sit on the counter."

I looked at the kitchen counter and I said "Your doing it here?"

Suga said "Yeah hurry."

I gulped and tried to get on but I couldn't.

Suga said "I'll help you." He lift me up like I didn't weigh nothing to him.

I sat up straight and pushed myself back.

He said "Come forward."

I did and he opened up my legs. I gasped and I pulled my shirt down.

He said "Mai don't."

I slowly let go and he pushed my shirt out of the way. He turned on the stove and waited for it to heat up. He stood in between my legs and I could feel his body rub against my vagina. I slouched back so I could get away a little.

"That should be hot enough. Ready?" He asked.

I was already breathing kind of fast and didn't think I could handle his touch.

"Ready." I said.

He put the paper towel over my groin and on the side of my vagina. He put his whole hand over my area and his fingers went in me. I immediately sat up straight, gasped and put my hands over his shoulders. Worst part I looked into his eyes and felt like I fell for him. He wrapped his arm around me and pulled me closer to him making his fingers go further in me. His face was now infront of my chest making me want to back away but I couldn't. My eyes shut, a moan slipped out my mouth and I covered it. He took out his fingers and they just kept going in and out. My finger nails started to dig a little in his skin and I felt my body twitch a little. My breath started to accelerate a little more than normal.

Suga made me open me eyes as he said "Ok I'm going to do this one more time and then put tape."

I let go of him and he went to go get another paper towel. He warmed it up and squat down.

"Come forward again." He said.

I looked down at him and he looked like he was about to eat me out. I went forward and he put it over my groin. He applied the tape and stood back up.

"Wrap your legs around me so you can get off." He said coming in between my legs.

I wrapped my arms and legs around him. I giggled as I did and made eye contact with him. He was right infront of my face and my eyes couldn't resist of not looking down at his lips. Then I snapped out of it as I felt his hands on my stretch marks and I let go of him.

Suga said "Ok breakfast is there and I'm already leaving. If you feel anything new or bad then call me."

I nodded and he washed his hands before leaving in a rush.

I let out my breath as it felt like I did for ages and held my abdomen. I wanted to release but I just held it in. I didn't want to want my doctor because I didn't want to have feelings for him. I knew he was just helping me but I felt like he didn't want me like I wanted him. Deep down I think he knew that I got wet so easily and I hated that very much about myself. I was so sensitive to his touch and even his voice.

I ate my pancakes and went to go fold or hang his clothes. I went to go mop the floor and clean his restroom. I washed his blankets and dried them. I called Jimin but he said he was going to be working a double shift today. I went to go change my towel after the four hours. Then I just went to his room to watch tv but there was nothing interesting. I was missing Suga like crazy and I didn't like that.

"Mai?" He whispered.

I opened up my eyes in the dark but I couldn't see nothing. I got my pillow and attacked him.

"Mai! It's me Suga!" He yelled from the floor.

I stopped and said "Ah! I'm sorry. I thought you were a-"

Suga said "Come let's go."

I got out of bed and said "Where?"

Suga said "We're going shopping. Here are some of my sweatpants."

He handed them to me and walked out the room. I slipped them on and walked out.

"I don't have money though." I said.

"I'm buying you some cause I don't think you would want to be walking around here naked or would you?" He asked looking at me surprised.

I smiled and said "I would not."

I put my hair in a ponytail and he just starred at me as I did it. When I was done we walked down to his car and I asked "When did you even shower?"

"Right now didn't you here?" He asked as he laughed.

"No, I hate that I fall dead when I'm asleep." I said with a pout.

He drove off and said "I worry for you."

"Why?" I asked confused.

"If a disaster occured I don't think you would even feel." He said laughing.

I nodded my head and said "I worry for myself too."

Suga said "It's ok I'll be here to give you a check-up."

I raised my eyebrows and looked out the window. "You must really like giving me check-ups but I don't." I said lowly.

Suga said "Check-ups are the most important thing in the world."

I didn't say anything anymore as I didn't like talking about doctors and anything related to that. We made into the mall and went to the women's section.

"I'll go somewhere over there. When you're done, then come and join me." He said blushing as he walked away.

I went to go get clothes that actually fit this time but I saw the prices. I gushed at everything that I liked but put them back on the rack. After, awhile I went to go take a seat and just not even look anymore.

Suga came around and asked "Done?"

I looked up at him and said "Yeah I'm just going to the thrift store instead. All of this is to much for me and I'm not worth it. Don't spend your money on me."

Suga said "Believe me that I don't care about the money. Now, please just grab the clothes you had awhile ago so we can go."

I nodded my head sideways.

"Fine I will." He said.

"No! Ok fine." I said coming after him.

Suga said "Let's go. I'm starving of seeing so much clothes with pictures of food on them."

I laughed and said "I'm going to pay you back all of this when I work."

Suga said "Don't."

I looked at him annoyed and we walked up to the cashier.

"Aw, your so sweet for buying your girlfriend all of these clothes." She said as she scanned my clothes.

I looked at her and glanced slowly at Suga to see his reaction. I slowly moved behind Suga to hide my redness and he chuckled.

"Thank you." He said smiling.

I looked at the back of his head and wanted to pinch him for lying. He got the bags and we walked out the store. I didn't say anything to him as we walked back to his car. I put my seatbelt on and didn't even look back at him.

"I told her that because she's had a big crush on me for a long time. I don't want her to think she has a chance with me." He said putting on his seatbelt.

"I don't like to be used." I said really serious.

Suga sighed and said "I'm sorry for lying to her and using you. I didn't think you would care."

I said "I don't want to see her one day, when I'm out with Jimin and brings you up in front of him."

"Why do you care what he thinks?" He asked looking at me.

"He's my bestfriend and I don't want him to get jealous." I said looking at him.

"Jealous?" He questioned me.

"I would get jealous if I was replaced by some chick." I said.

"Oh jealous bestfriends." He said nodding his head.

I squinted my eyes at him as I knew he was thinking of something now.

Then he opened his mouth "What if you get a boyfriend? I mean obviously he's going to have to get used to seeing him with you like all time. Imagen marriage?"

I rolled my eyes and said "Obviously he's going to have a girlfriend and then we can all hang out together. That would be amazing! Double dates!"

Suga asked "What if he never gets the girl he likes? Then he'll be single."

I gasped and said "Stop being so negative. Obviously, theres more girls in this world."

Suga chuckled and I asked confused "What's so funny?"

Suga said with a big smile "What if it was you that he was madly in love with?"

I looked away surprised and said "That's not funny. That would be awful."

Suga smiled and asked "Why?"

I said "Cause I wouldn't accept him like that then I would feel guilty."

Suga said "Wow you really love and care for your bestfriend. That's how I care for the humans in this world."

I gazed at his eyes how they shined a little brighter and said "I want a hamburger."

Suga looked at me with a big smile and said "Ok let's get it."

We left to go get hamburgers and then headed to the nearest park. We sat in the car under the shade and lowered the windows down.

"How did you meet Alina?" I asked taking my seatbelt off and turning to look at him.

Suga smiled and said "I don't want to tell you."

"Wow." I raised my eyebrows and almost choked on my french fries.

He smiled as he took a bite out of his hamburger.

I asked "Why?"

Suga said "I don't want you to hate me."

"Oh, your scared." I said nodding my head.

Suga nodded his head and I ordered him "Tell me!"

Suga laughed and said "Why do you care?"

I shrugged and said "I don't know. I just want to know."

Suga said "Don't worry about it."

I stopped eating and gazed at him with a frown.

Suga said "Hear me out before you say anything."

"Deal." I quickly said with a big smile.

He smiled once he saw my smile and looked away.

He began to speak "She came in like you but more nicer and actually obeyed everything I told her to do. Unlike others-"

I smacked his arm and said "Hey!"

Suga asked "What did I offend you?"

I squinted my eyes at him and he continued to speak.

"For hospital rules I can't say why she made a visit but after that she literally kept coming for any little reason. Then I told her that it was unnecessary to be coming for such small things like that. She confessed to me and I rejected her."

I looked at him shocked and sad as I said "You what? Why? She's so perfect."

Suga ate a fry and said "I didn't think it was right to like a patient of mine, you know. It didn't seem or look right. Then she stopped coming and she convinced me of going out with her. Finally, we became a thing. My coworkers didn't mind but I guess cause she wasn't my patient anymore."

I looked at him confused and asked "What do you mean?"

Suga smiled and said "I told her the next time she came she had to see a different doctor. I didn't want my coworkers thinking I was in the office with her doing something I wasn't supposed to be doing. I love my job to much to even risk it."

I looked at him disgusted and said "And she agreed to change doctors? That's nasty. I would never be able to do that."

Suga looked at me surprised and said "You wouldn't give me up?"

I looked at him confident and said "No, you've seen to much and I'm not starting over again with some other, dumb, pervert doctor."

Suga asked "What if I died?"

My heart stung a little and I got shocked to witness this new feeling. "I would only go if I need a surgery as soon as possible." I said nodding my head.

He nodded his head sideways and said "You need to get check-ups every 6 months."

I said "No can do."

Suga sighed and we continued to eat. We finished and I said in my head with a smile "Maybe you are different than the others."

Suga said "I'm glad you had a very good day."

I smiled and said "Thank you."

Suga finally asked "Your not going to yell at me about Alina?"

I looked at him and said "No, she's the one that made a move first and you tried to get away. I really like that you did that. I don't think another doctor would resist like you did."

Suga said "You make it seem like she's perfect when none of us are."

I opened my mouth without even thinking and said "I think your perfect."

Suga starred into my eyes a couple of seconds and turned away.

I got out the car and said walking away "Mai your dumb! Why did you say that?"

Suga came after me and turned me around.

"Don't go." He said looking down at me.

My heart was going crazy just by gazing into his eyes.

"Can I stay here?" I asked as my face blushed.

Suga said "No."

"Why?" I asked still looking up at him.

Suga whispered "It's been four hours."

I glanced away and remembered my lump. I had forgotten all about it. It hadn't been causing me pain this whole entire time.

"Come on." He said walking away.

I gasped as I thought "What if he likes me and is resisting his love for me? No but he actually went out with Alina. Wait, I don't want to date a doctor though. What's going on then?"