Pizza

I woke up a few hours later with a headache but I could walk on my own. I went into the bathroom to take a cold shower to help with my pain. I went into Suga's room to change and then I walked out. Suga was in the kitchen and I walked over to him.

"I'm glad your awake." He said giving me a pill.

"What is this?" I asked not grabbing it.

Suga said "I wish you asked the same thing last night with all that stuff you drinked."

I rolled my eyes and grabbed it out of his hand. "I don't understand what is wrong with humans. See why I have trust issues?" I said getting some water.

Suga said "No I feel like you just don't trust me."

I said "You touched me and I won't ever forget that."

I drinked the pill and he said "It's for your headache."

He gave me my plate of soup and I asked "No work?"

Suga said "Maybe, I'll do online work if I have anything to do."

I sat down and started to eat my soup slowly.

"Is it not good?" He asked.

"I'm just thinking." I said.

"You won't ever remember what completely happened last night." He informed me.

"Thank you for saving me stalker." I said looking up at him.

He tried to put his hand over my forhead but I pulled back.

"What?" He asked confused.

I said "Did you wash your hand with Clorox?"

"Why would I?" He asked.

"You still ask after fingering Vanessa." I almost shouted at him.

Suga laughed and said "Is that what she told you."

I rolled my eyes and said "You disgust me. Now, that your done with me now you want to go touch her. For your information she be after the rich guys."

"Good." He said smiling.

I looked at him insane "What?! Your crazy how can you even like her! Whatever you can do what you want. I don't care. No wait I do."

He stopped eating and asked "You do?"

I nodded my head and said "Yeah cause then she'll annoy me at work about you fingering her and moaning your name out loud!"

He laughed and asked "Wow that's funny."

I sighed and said "Then you'll bring her here and I'm going to feel like shit."

Suga said "Wow Mai watch your language."

"No! Don't even bring her here or your dead!" I shouted.

Suga said "Look I don't know what she told you but-"

I interrupted him by saying "Don't even lie to me or deny it. I know everything."

Suga said "I just can't believe you looked up what it was. I didn't think you cared that much about her health or should I say what I was going to do to her."

I stood up and put my shoes on.

"Where are you going again?" He asked getting up.

"Want to talk about her so much go stalk her and not me!" I said walking to the door.

Suga rushed past me to go stand in front of the door and said "Walk out that means your jealous."

I gazed at his bright white shirt and looked up at him. "Why are you always doing this?" I asked.

Suga asked "Why you always leaving and getting into trouble?"

I sighed and said "I'm going to buy myself a phone."

Suga said "Ok I'm going with you."

"No! Go with Vanessa." I said getting mad.

Suga said "I'm not interested in her."

"Why did you fuck her already or what?" I asked trying to piss him off.

Suga said "I did not because I resp-"

"Some people don't have or give respect." I said annoyed.

Suga said "Go get my keys."

"I'm walking down the street." I said trying to get by.

Suga tried to put his hand over my forhead again but I slapped it away.

"Don't ever touch me." I said walking away from him.

Suga asked "Why are you so mad that I fingered her? Why do you care? Let me remind you I am a doctor."

"You're a pervert doctor just like the rest." I said annoyed going into his room.

Suga walked into the room and said "If you call me that one more time your going to regret it. I hate being mean and rude but your pushing my buttons."

I smirked and said "Good! That's the point!"

Suga frowned and looked at me like he understood. "Oh I see your trying to get rid of me." He said.

I nodded my head and said "I'm leaving and without you."

Suga said "I'm going with you."

"Ugh! Go with Vanessa. I don't care." I ordered him trying to convince him of leaving me alone.

Suga nodded his head sideways and put his shoes on. We walked out of his apartment together and I didn't speak to him as we walked down the sidewalk. We walked into the store and they gave me a new phone since Jimin took it.

We walked out and Suga said "I want to buy something."

"Go I'll wait out here." I said.

"I don't trust you." He said giving me the look.

I pointed at the bench and said "I'm going to sit here and fix my contacts."

Suga said "You better or else."

I raised an eyebrow and asked "Is that a threat?"

Suga said "Take it how you want."

He went inside and I rolled my eyes. I sat down and fixed some other things on my phone.

Laura called me and said "Finally, you pick up!"

I said "Jimin took my phone and I didn't get it back."

Laura said "Be careful cause he's out there free! Why didn't you put charges on him?!"

I said "I don't remember most things. What will I say? I was under drugs and don't even know who did it. I'm so confused with everything I drinked. I shouldn't had drinked all of that and he was drinking too. I just don't want him near me ever again."

Laura said "This just all got out of hand!"

I shrugged and said "As he never comes around me again, then I'm good. But my own bestfriend like wow..."

Laura said "Oh yeah and you had off today. I sent you your schedule."

I laughed and said "Wow."

She hanged up and I smelled cheese.

I sighed and heard my stomach grumble. "I just ate! What are you grumbling about?!" I said in my head.

I stood up and saw at the end of the intersection, there was pizza.

I looked through the windows and saw Suga inside looking at caps. I rushed to the pizza and said "Just one piece!"

I smiled as I rushed over there like a little kid. I paid for a slice and I said "For a fundraiser. Well, now I won't feel to bad." I convinced myself with my thought.

I took a bite from the hot pizza and said "Hot hot hot."

I made my way back to the bench as I hurried in eating the pizza before Suga saw.

Suga came out the store and I cleaned my mouth and put the napkin in my pocket. He waited for me and I finally made it back to him.

"Where were you?" He asked examining me.

I said "I was looking over there that's it."

Suga leaned towards my face and I pushed him away.

"What are you doing?!" I shouted.

"You smell like pizza." He said looking at my lips.

"I do not!" I lied to him.

Suga smiled and said "Ok I trust you BUT I hope you can trust me one day too."

I looked away as I felt guilty and then continued to walk.

Suga said "I need to go to the grocery store to buy things we need but we can do it tomorrow morning."

I said "What did you buy?"

Suga said "Caps because I love them."

I nodded and we went back home. I went to the restroom to brush my teeth as I didn't want Suga to know I ate pizza. Then I came out and he came out of his room.

"What?" He asked.

"Nothing." I smiled as I lied.

Suga said as he went towards the dining table "I'm going to do some work."

I said "Ok." I sat on the sofa and took out my phone.

*11 P.M.*

I started to feel my skin burn under my bra and I looked back to see Suga.

"What?" He asked without looking directly at me.

"I thought you were asleep." I said laughing.

Suga said "No I just get lost in my work."

I nodded and said "Well, I'm going to bed."

Suga looked at me as I headed towards his room and he said "I thought you would never sleep with me again?"

I ignored him and went to his room. I went to look in my purse for my rash cream but it wasn't there. My eyes got huge at the thought of me not finding it before Suga came in. I looked around his room and asked "Where did I put it?"

Suga walked in and asked "Put what?"

I looked at him and said with a smile "Oh nothing."

I headed towards his bed and laid down. He took off his shirt and laid by me. I turned to my side and waited for him to sleep so I could look for the cream. Then, he turned on the night lamp and I turned to look at him.

"What are you doing?" I asked confused.

"I'm going to read. I can't sleep anymore." He said taking out his book.

I nodded my head awkwardly.

"Is there something you need?" He asked.

I sat up and grabbed his hand. I put it over my lap and he looked at me.

"Don't get mad." I said.

He looked down at my hand as I patted it with my other hand.

I sighed and said "I ate cheese and I need my cream that I can't find."

Suga pulled his hand away and asked "Why did you do this?"

I said "I love cheese!"

Suga sighed and got my cream that was right by the lamp. He handed it over to me and I asked "Why did you take it?!"

Suga said "Cause your a liar that I don't trust. I knew that you ate that pizza from earlier."

I got my pillow and smacked Suga's arm. I jumped off the bed and went to the restroom.

Suga came after me and asked "Where did you get a rash?"

I said "Onions."

Suga sighed and didn't say anything anymore. I got out the restroom and he was standing right by it. He grabbed my hand and pulled me back.

"I'm going to sleep." I said looking back at him.

"Where did it happen?" He asked really serious.

"I'm fine. Don't worry about me." I said with a soft smile.

"I'm your doctor and I'm very concerned." He said.

I pulled my hand away and said "Goodnight."

I went to go lay down and he turned off the light.

"Tell me." He whispered.

"I'm leaving the room if you continue." I warned him.

"If you do I'm going with you." He said.

"Respect me." I turned to look at him.

He sighed and looked at me worried.

"Don't look at me like that." I ordered him.

He came closer to my face and said "Tell me."

"Onions." I said turning around and putting the blanket over my face.

"I'll examine you myself." He said pulling the blanket off me.

I sat up and said "If I tell you will you leave me alone."

Suga said "Depends."

"It's not bad like the last time." I said.

He put the blanket over me again and I said "My chest but I'm ok. I should be fine tomorrow or later."

Suga said "I need to see-"

"STOP! LEAVE ME ALONE!" I yelled.

Suga said "If your not ok by morning I'm checking you."

I turned to my side and laid down to close my eyes.

*Morning*

I had my ear on Suga's chest and I could hear his heart beat increase more than normal. I sat up and saw Suga sweating.

"Suga?" I said trying to get him to wake up.

"Suga!" I yelled.

He opened his eyes and sat up fast.

"Dude your all sweaty are you ok?" I asked very concerned.

Suga held his head and said "I don't know if I'm catching something or if it's cause I had a nightmare."

"Go to the doct-" I stopped myself from speaking as I remembered he was a doctor. Then I asked "A nightmare about what?"

Suga shrugged and said "I can't remember anymore but I'm glad I can't. Are you ok?"

I said "Yes I'm fine."

"Your not lying right?" He asked.

"No now go shower." I ordered him.

Suga got up and went to go take a shower.

I nodded my head sideways and wondered what he dreamed about. I got his pillow and the blanket to wash it again. My phone ringed and I sat on the dryer.

"Hello?" I answered.

"Hello this is Mai?" The female voice asked.

"Yes how can I help you?" I answered back.

"Theres a room available in the building and just wanted to let you know." She informed me.

"Oh, thank you." I said and hanged up.

Suga came into the laundry room with a towel around his wasit and he asked "Your leaving?"

I looked at his chest and glanced back at his eyes.

He got my attention again as he speaked "Jimin could be there and-"

I asked "What are you doing?"

Suga stopped speaking and looked at me. He came closer to me and I got uncomfortable.

He said "I'm informing you about what will happen if you go."

I said "Your doing it again."

"What?" He asked.

"Trying to convince me of staying here but why though?" I asked confused.

Suga fixed his words and said "I don't want you to go back to that building knowing that he could actually do something this time."

I said "I don't want to stay here though."

Suga looked at me upset and asked "Why? I haven't done anything to make you go."

I hissed and said "Look, I don't want to interfere with you and Alina or Vanessa. I don't want to make your love life uncomfortable. I know your older and like having fun. I think you want your bed for a good reason and not for me to use."

Suga went to the washing machine by me and said "Stay here as long as you want. I'm not going out with anyone."

I got off the dryer and said "But you will and your going to have children. I'm moving out-"

"Don't." He said blocking my way in between his arms. I leaned against the dryer door and looked at his eyes.

"I don't think it's right sleeping with my doctor either. Plus, you know I'm not a fan of any of this medical stuff." I said glancing down at his chest.

"We're not doing nothing wrong. You know I would never do something to you." He said trying to convince me.

I pushed his arm away and got out of his trap. "You've done enough and I will prove to you that I don't like you." I said.

"I know you don't like me or any doctor. I know you won't come back every 6 months unless you get really sick." He said really serious.

"Your absolutely right." I said smiling.

Suga said "If I wanted to hurt you I would have done it a long time ago."

I said "You've already touched me and seen me! That mattered a lot to me and you just ruined everything."

Suga said "I'm sorry but there wasn't no other way."

I said "I know that your trying to get me to like you but I'm not going to. Every time I see you I see a doctor trying to hurt me."

Suga said "You need to focus more on your dumb friends! Those are the ones that are always trying to hurt you not me!"

I said "Look they tricked me ok but those doctors get to the point. They don't waste no time in trying to do something!"

Suga said "Exactly! So, I'm not trying to do something."

I sighed and said "I don't know."

Suga said "What?! If I wanted to rape you I would have done it when you were all drunk and drugged you wouldn't have even known."

I gasped and asked "Did you do that?!"

Suga said "No! Why on earth would I do that. I don't need to drug any women out there to get what I want."

I sarcastically said "Obviously, you just give orders and everyone does it!"

Suga asked "Why are you being like this again? You really make me think you want me really bad."

I gasped again and said "Don't switch this on me!"

Suga said "Well, that's the only thing I can think of to why you're being like this. Is that what you want? I wouldn't be surprised because everytime I touch you your already wet."

"I'm wet everyday. Don't feel special. Get in line." I said getting mad.

Suga savagely said "I won't because when your ready to admit that you want me you'll come to my line instead."

My mouth flew open and I walked away from him. Suga came after me and teasingly said "Yeah keep going the line is over there."

I flicked him off and he said "I thought you were only like that when you got drunk but I think the drugs are still in you."

"I don't want to listen to you. Go away." I said sitting on the very edge of the bed.

He teasingly said "Virgin's are so-"

I threw my pillow at him and said "Speak one more time about fucking and that will mean you want to fuck!"

"Nothing changes if I do or does it." He asked.

"Go fuck Vanessa or who the fuck you want but leave me alone. You're getting on my nerves." I said turning my back to him.

He said softly "You're very needy that's all. It's normal to-"

I stood up and tried to walk past him.

"Don't run again." He said blocking my way.

"Your the needy one here not me. Move out my way." I said pushing his arm away.

"If you leave then you're the needy one here." He smirked as he said.

"I'm moving out and no one is stopping me." I said pointing my finger at him.

Suga smiled and said "Don't assume I'll come rescue you every time something happens."

I looked at his bruised lip and he held his head.

"What's wrong with you?" I asked getting closer to him.

"I forgot to eat something while doing my work. I just got really dizzy." He said wincing.

"Well go eat! Hurry up." I said pulling him by his arm.

"No it's to late." He said trying to pull back.

"Eat some oranges." I said pulling him into the kitchen.

I gave him some and said "Eat."

He started to eat an orange and he said "See why it's important to eat."

I rolled my eyes as he started to talk about health.

"I'm going to bed." I said walking away from him.

I went to sleep and woke up really early in the morning before Suga to go get that apartment. I went back into his room to get my jacket just in case it was cold outside but I heard Suga having trouble breathing.

I rushed to put my hands on his cheeks to try to wake him up. I said "Hey! Wake up!"

Suga opened his eyes and I asked "What's wrong with you?!"

Suga sat up and said "I don't know."

He looked around and then looked at me. "Where are you going?" He asked more concerned about me then himself.

"Don't worry about me. Go get medicine if you're feeling sick." I stood up and pointed out the door.

Suga said "You're leaving, huh?"

I said "Yes I am."

He nodded his head and said "I'm not going to be there to help you."

I shrugged my shoulders and asked as I examined his body "Are you ok?"

He stood up and said "I'm fine."

I asked "Are you sure?"

He nodded and I slowly left the apartment.