What?!

When I came back to Suga's apartment he wasn't there and I just went to go collect my clothes. It was the only thing I had there that was mine and I left his apartment. I got to have free rent for the first month. So, I didn't worry about paying them the rent but my first check would be for Suga. I didn't have nothing in the apartment but I didn't care. Hopefully, that would change soon.

*Monday*

"Do you know why Min Yoongi didn't come today?" I asked Vanessa.

"Why do you like him?" She asked with a smirk.

I smirked back and said "He didn't come today so I thought you would obviously know."

She rolled her eyes and turned her back towards me. "I don't know. Why?" She asked.

I laughed and corrected her "I wonder where he's with or with who? You should say!"

Vanessa said "Obviously, when I leave I'll go see him again."

I frowned my eyebrows and asked "What do you mean?"

Vanessa turned to smile at me and said "We spent the weekend together."

I raised my eyebrows and wanted to laugh so bad because he was with me the whole time. "Really?" I asked acting surprised.

"Yes." She said smiling.

I chuckled and I said "Well, then go ahead and leave. There's no customers coming anyways."

She smiled and left the cafe. I got paid early in the morning but he didn't come. I was going to give it to him here. So, I wouldn't have to go to his apartment.

Laura called in and said she wouldn't make it cause she got sick with something she ate. Now, Vanessa had to come back and work with me in the afternoon. My boss didn't want me to stay by myself in the evening as I already had been working since the morning. I decided I would give him the money tomorrow morning when he came but he didn't. He never showed up and I wondered that maybe he didn't want to see me because he was upset with me for leaving. My boss let me leave at 12 P.M. sense I already had worked alot.

I made my way to his job and went to the nurse in the front. "You have an appointment?" She asked.

I said "No I'm looking for a doctor. His name is Min Yoongi."

"Oh, I'm sorry it looks like he didn't come today." She informed me as she looked on the computer.

"Do you know if he'll come tomorrow?" I asked biting my lip.

"I wouldn't know. You would have to come tomorrow or later and ask another nurse. I'm still knew here and the others are in lunch break." She informed me.

"I'll just come tomorrow." I said.

*Next Day*

I got out during my lunch break which was only 30 minutes.

I saw the same nurse and she said "Oh Min Yoongi is here today."

I said "Could you tell him it's Mai and that I'm here to give him something."

She called him by phone and he answered her. She handed the phone to me and I put it over my ear. She stood up to go to the back and I said "Hey I came to pay you the rent."

He coldly said "I don't want it."

I said "I'm paying you back whether you-"

He hanged up and I looked at the phone. "I can't believe him!" I said looking at the phone and rolling my eyes.

The nurse came back and I handed her back the phone. I said "Thank you."

She nodded and I left the building.

"So rude!" I said in my head really upset.

I went back to work and finished.

"Fine, I won't beg him to accept my money! That means I'll never see him again." I said in my apartment.

*Few Days Later*

I had to work in the afternoon with Laura and I liked it better than working with Vanessa. However, I wouldn't know if Suga would come to buy something. I was still willing to pay him back for everything he did for me even if he didn't accept.

"What's wrong with you?" Laura asked.

"Nothing." I said looking out the window.

"Mhm." She said smiling at me cause she knew me well.

Laura heard the bell from the front and she went to go attend the customer. I stayed in the back to wash the dishes. Vanessa didn't do nothing for sure as the sink was filled with dirty dishes. I opened up the sink water and let it rinse over the plates as I started to wash them. I frowned my eyebrows and noticed the water wasn't going down the drain. I sighed and tried to hurry so I would be done before the water reached the top. I sticked both of my hands in the sink and the water already reached over my elbows. I couldn't see nothing because of the bubbles above the water floating.

Laura came back and asked "Why won't the water go down?"

As I looked back to see her I winced in pain as I took out my arms out the water.

"OW!" I groaned as I looked at my hand.

Laura widen her eyes and said "Oh my goodness your bleeding!"

She grabbed a towel and dried my arms.

I wanted to cry so bad and I looked at my left hand. It kept bleeding and she shouted "You have glass in you hand!"

"Take it out." I said as I groaned in pain.

Laura said "Go to the doctor! I'll call the boss to let him know."

My hand kept bleeding and she said "I don't know if you should put pressure! I think the glass will go more in! Oh my! Please, hurry! I can't see blood!"

I said "This hurts so bad. I don't want to go."

Laura gave me the death stare and said "Go or I'll take you myself!"

I looked at her in pain and left the cafe. I looked at the time, it was 4:57 P.M. and I rushed to Suga's job as fast as I could.

The same nurse that had called Suga was there packing up her bag. I rushed to her and said "Hey! I need help!"

She looked back at me and saw my wincing face.

"What happened?" She tried to see why I was in pain.

I lifted up my hand and she gasped.

"We're already closed but let me see if we have any doctors still here." She said rushing to her computer to check.

"No doctor is here anymore they all left already." She said looking at the screen.

"What do I do then?!" I said panicking.

She said "I'm calling the last doctor that just left a few minutes ago. He must still be around close."

"Call Min Yoongi please I don't want another doctor." I begged her.

"Oh your that girl from the other day. Uh Mai right?" She asked as she remembered me.

I nodded my head and she called him.

"Hey could you please come back. It's an emergency." She said looking up at me.

She hanged up and said "Come over to the back. He's actually still here but I think he checked out before. That's why maybe it shows he check out already."

I went with her to the back and saw Suga in the hall.

"Suga." I said almost wanting to cry as I saw him.

He turned around and was holding some papers in his hand.

The nurse said "She hurt her hand."

Suga looked down at my hand and said "Come in here, hurry."

"Nurse you can leave." He said looking at her.

Before leaving she said "It'll be ok."

I went in and he closed the door.

"Sit." He ordered.

He got some gloves and tweezers. I held out my hand and he asked "May I ask what happened?"

He talked to me so respectfully and like he didn't know me for a second, that I couldn't resist in looking at him confused.

"I was washing the dishes in the sink at my job and there was glass in there." I said.

He started to take out the pieces of small glass out of my hand and I squeezed my lips tight against eachother. He rubbed alcohol over my small cut and started to stitch up my cut. I raised my eyebrows when I saw how small the cut was but the blood exaggerated to much making me feel like I was going to lose my hand.

"Why so much blood came out for such a small cut?" I asked.

He took awhile to answer back as he was very concentrated in tying the knot at the end. I just starred at his face as he worked on my hand really carefully.

"Blood is like that." He whispered.

He threw away the glass and removed his gloves.

"It's important to return in three days to remove the stitches. You should be fine afterwards. Try not to use that hand or you can reopen it." He said as he wrote down on his laptop what happened to me.

"You may drink ibuprofen for pain and when your ready to leave you can." He said as he continued to type.

He didn't even look at me and I felt like my heart hurt as he treated me like I was just some stranger to him. I got off the bed and said "Thanks."

I left the room but returned. I walked in and he turned back to look at me.

"There's no one in the front so I can pay." I informed him with a smile.

"Just pay whenever you come back." He said looking away.

I turned to head on out and said in my head "I'll bring the rent money with me whenever I come back."

*Next Day*

My boss asked "Why didn't you say Vanessa wasn't doing nothing? I been paying her to do nothing or what?"

I said "I didn't know what you hired her for. She's been doing the cashier work and that's it."

He said "Thanks to that your hand almost got cut off!"

I said "I know but I'm glad nothing else bad happened."

He said "Vanessa if you don't want to help then I'm firing you. I don't want people like you here."

Vanessa said feeling guilty "I'll help out."

I waited for Suga to come but he didn't again. He never came back to buy nothing and I missed him. I knew he was ok but I wanted him to come.

*2 Days Later*

I went at the end of my shift to go get my stitches removed.

"Hey!" I said smiling at the nurse from last time.

She said with a greeting smile "Oh your back."

I said "Yeah I came to get my stitches taken out."

She asked "Do you know which doctor?"

I looked at her confused and said "Min Yoongi."

She said "I know he's your doctor but like which doctor will you see today?"

I asked confused "He's not here?"

She said "No he doesn't come that much anymore. You were very lucky you got to see him that day cause he hardly ever comes now. I'm glad though so he can take care of his health. We all want him to get better."

I frowned my eyebrows and asked "Why what happened?"

Her eyes sadden as she asked "You don't know?"

"No what?" I asked confused.

"He has a tumor in his heart." She said it like she stabbed my heart with a knife.

"What?!" I shouted holding my chest.

She said "Yeah I'm sorry. All of us and his patients took this really hard but we're being strong for him."

I rushed out the place and went running to his apartment. I tried to control myself before getting there I didn't want to yell at him like I wanted to so bad. I knocked on his door without stopping and he opened the door looking at me confused. I rushed inside and he didn't say anything like the last time he joked. He closed the door and I turned around to face him.

He looked at me and I said "I came to leave the money on your table sinse you don't want to grab it with your hands."

Suga didn't say anything and he just stood there like a statue.

"What?" I asked.

Suga said "Thanks."

I walked up to him and I smacked his arm with my envelope that had the money inside.

"Why didn't you tell me?!" I asked tearing up.

Suga looked down at me and said "You didn't ask."

"What?! You were suppose to tell me!" I said trying not to shout.

Suga said "You left."

"So?" I said disgusted.

Suga asked "Why would I tell you? You don't like me cause I'm a doctor. So, why would you even care about me in the first place. It doesn't matter how many times I have saved you I'll never be someone you like."

"I'm here right now because it hurts. I feel like I'm going to die because of you." I said wiping a tear that escaped my eye with my hand.

"You didn't go to the doctor?!" He asked grabbing my hand.

I pulled my hand away and said "I'm not letting no other doctor touch me. Only you can so you better tell me that you aren't going to die!"

Suga sighed and said "Sit so I can take the stitches out."

Watching him leave my sight hurt my heart more and I imagined him dead.

"I love him so much." I whispered holding my throat as it hurt to say it. I put the envelope on the table and took a seat. He came back and the process was much faster.

"Some cause scars and others don't." He informed me as he absorbed me.

I looked back at him really sad and said "I'm used to the scars."

He looked at me surprised and stood back up. I didn't want him to leave my side as I felt scared for his life.

"Will you live?" I asked trying not to let him hear my voice crack.

I stood up and got closer to him.

He chuckled as he asked "Remember how you said that sometimes bugs would come along to join you in the shower and they died so they wouldn't tell the world?"

"I want you to live." I said looking up at him very serious.

He looked down at me and said "They need to see if it can be removed through surgery if not then I'll get another treatment. Which they think nothing else would work except for the surgery. If nothing can be done I only have 7 months to live."

"You won't die." I said.

Suga said "I don't-"

I smiled really big and said "I can't believe this."

Suga said "No I don't know until I get the results back of what will happen."

I hugged Suga quickly and said "You will live I know it. Don't worry."

Suga looked at me confused and I rushed out of his apartment. I left heart broken as I couldn't believe it but I didn't want him to lose hope. I went to the supermarket and bought some things to make for Suga. I came back and knocked on his door. He opened it and I rushed back inside. I went into his kitchen and got a pot out.

"What are you doing?" He asked confused.

"I'm going to fix you." I said adding water to the pot and heating it up. I took out my items I bought from the store which was onion, carrot, celery and garlic.

Suga stood by me and said "I eat this all the time-"

"Suga be quiet and have faith in me please." I said adding frog legs into the pot.

"What is that?" He asked kind of disgusted.

"Go lay down or do something besides standing by me. I'm not here to kill you." I said looking up at him.

He sighed and walked away.

After, a few minutes the soup was ready and Suga came to look at it.

"Taste it." I ordered him smiling.

He sat down and tasted it.

"And?!" I asked smiling.

"Taste like chicken soup." He said nodding his head.

"Good this is what you'll eat from now on." I said getting up.

"You're leaving?" He asked.

I said "I'm going to go look for something that can't be found here in stores. I'm going to have to go to a farmers outlet."

Suga said "I'm going with you."

My heart skipped a beat how he was starting to be the same again and I loved it.

I smiled and said "First, eat all your soup then we'll go."

He smiled and he noticed mine too. He finished his soup and we left together. We finally got to a farmers outlet but it was closed.

"Ugh! I can't believe this. I'm going to have to come tomorrow." I said nodding my head sideways.

Suga said "It's ok."

I immediately said "No it's not. This is important for your health. We don't have time to waste."

Suga smiled at me and looked down at his feet.

I said "Well, I should get going. I'm working tomorrow morning until lunch time because of my hand. So, I'll see you tomorrow."

Suga said "I'll drive you back if that's ok with you."

I smiled and said "Yeah, thank you."

We walked back to his car and got inside.

I asked "So, you been having more symptoms over these few days."

Suga said "Yeah, that's why I barely go to work now."

I said "I'm glad I cut my hand or I wouldn't have known about you."

Suga sighed and said "Sometime's things have to happen so people can gather up again."

I nodded my head as he continued to drive and I looked at his hands. They looked blue and I asked "Are you cold?"

Suga looked at me a couple of seconds and looked back at the road.

"No, I'm fine. Why are you?" He asked concerned.

I said "No, it's just your fingers look blue."

Suga said "Yeah that's normal for this tumor that I have. My legs are a little swollen of walking with you but I should be fine."

I said "Do you want me to drive instead? I didn't know you were in pain."

Suga said "I'm fine."

"Mhm." I said looking at the side of his face.

"Want me to go up with you?" He asked as he parked in the front of the apartments.

"No, I'm fine. I'll see you tomorrow." I said getting off his car.

I went inside and headed towards my room. I saw Jimin coming from down the hall and I didn't want to feel like I was scared of him. He stopped a few feet away from me and he said my name. I saw his nose how it was all mest up.

"You don't have the right to speak to me!" I said yelling at him.

Jimin said "Look I was under the drug-"

"Don't lie! I know you weren't drunk! I was and you almost took advantage of me!" I said almost getting sensitive.

Jimin said "You pissed me off when you moaned Suga's name! I had been trying all these years and this dude just comes out of no where, takes you away from me!"

I rolled my eyes as I said "I was never yours and I would never be.

Jimin said "If I got you pregnant then you would have been forced to be by my side for ever."

I looked at him disgusted and said "I would never be by a rapist."

Jimin chuckled and said "You wouldn't have ever known it was me."

I rushed to him to hit his chest.

I yelled "You son of a-"

He brutally grabbed my wrist and pushed me away.

"Get out of my sight." I ordered him angry.

"Listen to her or I'll knock you out again." Suga said from behind.

Jimin looked really angry at me and then at him. He ran towards Suga to punch him but he dodged it. Making Jimin fall on the ground and Suga getting on top of him. He threw a punch against Jimin's eye.

I pulled on Suga shirt so he would get off of Jimin and I said "No he's not worth it let's go!"

I grabbed his hand and he got off of him eventually. We walked into my apartment and I said "Sorry I don't have any furniture in here yet. Just a blanket and two pillows."

Suga sat on the floor and leaned against the wall. His heart rate was pumping faster than usual again. I gave him some water and sat next to him.

"You ok?" I asked.

Suga nodded after awhile and I said "You can stay here cause I don't want you to die in the middle of the way to your apartment."

Suga turned to look at me "Want me to die here? So, I can huant you for life."

"Please don't." I begged him.

We sat there for awhile and he examined my apartment. I looked at his lip how it didn't have no bruise anymore but Jimin's nose was still mest up and now his eye. I waited for Suga's heart rate to regulate again before getting up.

"How can you sleep on the floor?" He asked getting up.

I said "I'll get a bed soon."

Suga said "Let's just go to my place instead."

I laughed and asked "Your scared of sleeping on the floor for once in your life?"

Suga said "I would do it but I can't."

"Why?" I asked frowning my eyebrows.

Suga said "I can't sleep flat on the ground because of my problem."

"Oh." I said nodding my head.

"I'll walk you over there and then come back." I informed him.

"No just get your clothes for tomorrow. Then you can sleep with me." He explained to me.

I didn't want to argue with him so I did what he wanted me to do. I got a bag and stuffed it with clothes before leaving.

"You left your car out here! It could have been towed away." I shouted.

Suga said before getting into his car "I don't care about my car. I care about you."

I sat inside and didn't even know what to feel. We went back to his place and went inside his apartment. I put my bag down and he went to his laptop.

"Don't tell me you're going to work right now." I assumed with disapproval.

Suga handed me a big envelope and I grabbed it.

"What is it?" I asked not wanting to open it.

"Open it." He ordered me.

I hesitated before opening it and taking out what was inside. It was an x-ray of his heart.

"Why are you showing me this?" I asked looking at him kind of disgusted and confused.

He pointed at his tumor and it looked big as a peach. "This is the tumor I have. You can check with another doctor if you don't believe me." He informed me.

I gasped and asked "How could you think I wouldn't believe you?"

Suga looked down at his hands and said "I didn't tell you because I didn't want you to think I was going to manipulate you in staying here with me."

"I didn't even think about this at all. I don't think you would lie to me about something so serious." I said looking up at him.

Suga glanced back at me and said "I just wanted to show you but I don't want you think you're being forced to be here with me. I know you don't like being here but I just worry for you cause of Jimin. That's why I wanted you stay over here."

I sticked the x-ray results back inside the envelope and gave it back to him.

"Thank you for showing me that I can trust you." I said smiling.

Suga grabbed the results and put them by his laptop.

"You seem very different and I don't want you to treat me different because of this." He informed me.

I said "I'm different because I consider you as a friend now."

Suga widen his eyes and said "What?" He chucked as he couldn't believe it.

I nodded my head and said "That's why I seem different. You're not a stranger to me anymore. You're someone I care for now and I think I'll always will."

I hugged Suga and he seemed very surprised as he took awhile to hug me back.

I let go of him and I said "Let's go to sleep."

He nodded with a smile that just seemed to be a little wider than usual and I loved it.

*Next Morning*

I woke up and tried not to wake up Suga as I left to work. To my luck he was really into that sleep because he didn't wake up. I went to my job and worked for awhile until lunch time. I got out and went to a nutritionist that my aunt used to visit many years ago. After, that I finally went back to Suga's apartment. I opened the door as I knew very well he would still be asleep because of that soup I gave him. I walked inside and he wasn't in the kitchen or on the sofa. I walked to his bedroom and their he was asleep. I put down what I bought on my side of the bed and then went around back to him. I sat by him and cupped his face. He slowly opened his eyes and I smiled.

"Good afternoon. I didn't want to disturb your dreams but you have to come with me." I informed him as I let go of his face.

He rubbed his eyes and asked "Why did I sleep so much? I haven't slept like that in years."

I stood up and said "The soup."

He raised his eyebrows and said "I love it even more. I love sleep."

I smirked and said "Ok get up. We need to leave now."

He nodded his head and stood up quickly to change. When he was done we left to go back to the farmers outlet.

"What exactly are we looking for?" He asked looking around in the crowded outlet.

I smiled as I said "A fruit that's really good for what you got going on. None of this is bad for you trust me. You keep drinking your pills that you have been prescribed and I'll do my own thing. We can't always depend on medicines back then there was no such thing. It was only plants, fruits and animals don't forget. Just because a medication didn't work doesn't mean you'll give up on the other hand. Doctors will work on you while I work on you but organically. After, all medicines are drugs."

"You sound like a doctor." He said not knowing if I would get upset that he compared me to a doctor.

"Thank you." I said as I looked around.

"I found it!" After, awhile I shouted as I pointed up looking at the clear bag hanging from the ceiling.

"May I please have that bag with all the Cerans?" I asked the lady that sold them.

She nodded and I took out my money.

"Don't." He said taking out his money.

"You'll pay next time." I informed him as I paid the lady.

Suga said "Ok so many fruits out here. What do you want to eat?"

I smiled and said "Let's get mangos on a stick."

Suga smiled and he bought two. We started to eat it and we continued our walk.

"I never really came here before. I just go to the store and buy all the veggies and fruits there." He informed me.

I said "I come over here because it's cheaper and they have very unique fruits, plants, veggies and merchandise."

He said "I see that and I really like that you brought me here."

I said getting in my feelings "Most rich people don't come here. Usually, it's us the poor that come here trying to save money."

Suga had a piece of mango on the side of his lip and I got my napkin. I wiped it off and smiled at him. He looked at me and shyly glanced away.

"We should get going. We could spend hours here looking around at all the beautiful things but we don't have time." I said walking away.

Suga followed me and we left the crowded outlet. We made it back into the car and Suga grabbed his stomach.

"Are you ok?" I asked nervously.

Suga chuckled and said "That mango stuffed me. I feel like I ate a bunch of hamburgers."

I giggled and said "Yeah that's what happens when you eat a mango on a stick."

Suga turned to look at my smile and he couldn't resist smiling back. He looked away still smiling and we left the place. We went back to his apartment and I gave him the fruit.

"Looks like a small Americano mamey." He said looking at it and feeling it in his hand.

I nodded my head and said "Just eat it when you get hungry and believe me, you'll be feeling better before you know it."

Suga said "Actually, I have felt really good especially with that nap I took."

I said "When you get hungry eat the soup and then eat the fruit."

He nodded and said "Why do you sound like you're leaving?"

I said "I'm going to take a shower because I haven't in all day."

"Oh yeah me either. I'll shower after you." He informed me.

I stopped and turned back to look at him to say "Wait until tonight."