Sand?

Suga came out of the shower drying his hair with the towel around his wasit.

He headed towards his closet and I said "Don't put clothes on."

Suga stopped drying his hair and turned around to look at me.

"What? Why?" He asked confused.

"Come over here and lay down." I ordered him.

I walked around the bed to my side and took out the small heavy red bag. I got some warm water that I had near me and walked by where he usually slept.

"Don't be scared. It won't hurt. I promise." I said looking at him with a comforting smile.

He put the towel that he was using for his hair away and sat on the bed.

"I can't change?" He asked looking up at me.

I laughed and said "No cause I'm going to need you to shower after this. I promise you this is going to get messy."

He raised his eyebrows and I opened up the bag.

"What is it?" He asked trying to look inside.

I simply just said "Sand."

He frowned his eyebrows and repeated "Sand?"

"Mhm." I said as I mixed some sand with warm water.

I played with it for awhile until the sand soaked all the water up.

"This isn't just any sand. People that have cancer or tumors use this to prevent it from spreading. However, for some people it gets rid of it completely and you don't need to proceed with no treatments. My aunt had a very big tumor in her breast and it got rid of it. She already had surgery three times and the forth time she used this. Luckily, it helped her get rid of it the forth time and she didn't need surgery. If she would have known about this sand before she got surgery it would have saved her from getting it removed." I informed Suga.

"Who recommended this?" He asked.

"A nutritionist." I said going around the bed with the bowl.

"Oh I understand now. They work with natural medicine's that don't harm like the medicine we work with it." He said as he laid back on the bed.

I said "Yeah organic stuff. It can't harm you in any way. Just trust me and this sand."

Suga smiled and said "I do."

I got on the bed and crawled over Suga.

"Woah! What are you doing?" He asked trying to sit up.

I laughed and said "I'm on you. What does it look like? I'm going to put this on your chest and then I'm off."

Suga asked blushing "Can't you just sit on my side and do it?"

I couldn't help but smile really big at his cheeks turned red.

"No I can't. That's not comfortable for me. Now, lay back and relax or I'll be here longer." I smirked as I warned him.

Suga laid back and asked "Are you trying to get pay back?"

I frowned and asked "How would I? And why?"

Suga sighed and closed his eyes. "Nevermind just go ahead." He said.

I got some sand in my hands and looked at his chest a couple of seconds before starting.

"This guy is so hot." I thought as I bit my lip.

He opened his eyes and asked "What?"

I said "I forgot to tell you. I didn't pay for what you did that day you fixed my hand."

Suga asked "Were you really glazing at my chest for that?"

I rolled my eyes and started to rub the sand of his chest really slowly. A small moan came out of his mouth and I quickly glanced up at his eyes.

"It's cold." He said.

"Well, you were so busy asking so many questions that it got cold. So, man up." I said with a smirk as I continued to rub it around his nipples.

"Is it necessary there?" He asked looking down at my hands.

I chuckled and asked "Is there a problem?"

He bit his lip and I pushed myself down lower to his crotch.

"What are you doing?" He gasped as he asked putting his hands on my waist.

I looked down at my wasit and asked "Uh, what are you doing?"

Suga said "You're going to low."

I said "I'm not going to get myself dirty with sand because I already took a shower. There's nothing wrong. I'm just trying not to get any on me. Now, your hands are on me and that's a problem."

"Is it?" He asked challenging me.

"Oh I see what you're doing." I said nodding my head. I got some more sand not caring that his hands were on me. I rubbed some more on him and he asked "What am I doing?"

"You're trying to get me uncomfortable so I can get off but it won't work. I'm doing this for your own good." I said rubbing his whole chest and some of his six pack. I felt something under me go hard and I looked up at him.

His phone ranged somewhere by my leg and he used me to sit up completely. Making his chest touch mine and rubbing it with wet sand.

"Hey!" I pouted looking down at my shirt as I pulled away a little.

He tried to contain his laugh as he answered the phone call. I squinted my eyes at him as I wanted to murder him. He brought me into a hug with his right arm and I gasped. I tried to push myself back but I couldn't. Then he let go and I was going to smack his arm but I remembered maybe he could get a heart attack.

"No, just send it to my email and I'll take a look at it tomorrow. Thank you." He said before hanging up.

I crawled off of him and asked "You think this is funny?" I pulled my shirt forward so he could see it.

Suga laughed and said "I do and alot."

"Whatever." I said walking to his closet and taking off my shirt.

Suga asked "What do I do?"

I grabbed another shirt and said "Just leave it on for about 10 minutes and then you can shower. If it's not very dry on you then leave it on a couple of more minutes. It needs to shrink that tumor of you so you can be healthy again."

I turned around putting a new shirt on and said "Lay back."

He laid back down and I looked at his crotch.

"What are you doing?" He asked as he looked at me.

I gulped and said "Thinking how should I pay you."

Suga got the blanket and was about to cover himself up but I rushed to him to stop him.

"Don't or you'll take it off then I have to do it all over again." I said pushing the blanket away from him.

Suga pulled me over him and I slipped onto his chest. I pushed myself back up and stood up.

"Suga! You just rubbed all the sand all over my shirt and my arm!" I said gushing at my arm.

"I'm sorry." He said.

I looked at him with disbelief and got on him again.

"Guess, I'll do it again. Since, you decided to take most of the sand off." I said getting ready to rub some on him.

"What? There's still sand on me." He said looking down at his chest.

"I'm blind and can't see nothing. So to bad!" I said rubbing some on him.

He took some off of his chest with his fingers and rubbed them across my face.

"Can you feel it?" He asked trying not to laugh.

I cleared my eyes with my wrist and said "Stop! This is serious."

Suga said "This is very serious. I'm going to have to check your eyes." Then his hands slipped under my shirt to hold my wasit.

"What are you doing?!" I gasped as I saw his hands under my shirt.

"You said you can't see. I wanted to see if you can feel my touch. Can you?" He asked smirking.

I took off my shirt and threw it over his face.

"How about you shut up and let me do my job? Don't even try to take it off or I'll blind you for sure." I said in a very serious tone.

Suga asked "Did you wash this shirt?"

I took my shirt off of his face and rubbed his eyes with sand.

"Hey! What are you doing?!" He shouted trying to clean his eyes with his hands.

I wanted to laugh so bad as I continued to rub the sand all over his chest until I got ever centimeter covered.

"Look at my face." He ordered.

"I can't." I said trying really hard not to laugh.

He sat up again and brought me into a tight hug.

"Suga!" I shouted.

He let go and I looked at him.

"I thought you said you couldn't." He smirked as he savagely recalled.

I squinted my eyes at him and said "Stop rubbing the sand on me!"

Suga looked down at my chest and I tried to get up but he had his hands around me.

"I'm getting up." I said making him look back at me.

Suga let go and I got off of him.

"I can't believe you." I said nodding my head sideways.

Suga laughed and I said "I'm going to shower again thanks to you."

Suga kept laughing but then he stopped and started to groan in pain.

I rushed to him and asked "What's wrong?"

Suga held his chest and whispered "Nothing go shower."

I said "No I won't leave you alone! Are you ok?!"

Suga said "I feel pain but it's normal."

I sat by him and hugged him but not to tight.

"I'm sure it's because of the sand. People tend to feel pain a few seconds or minutes after it's put on. Don't worry. It's doing its thing. It's pain but the good kind." I said rubbing his back and grabbing the back of his neck. I could feel his heart thumping really fast and hard against our chest. He never let go of his chest as I knew it hurt him but it was for his own good. His other hand was in a fist but as time went by it slowly started to wrap around my back.

I wanted to cry because I didn't want him to feel any pain. He didn't deserve it as he had helped so many people and he was to young to die. I felt his hand slip out from under my chest and I let go.

I looked at him very worried and asked "You ok?"

Suga just nodded and I said "It's been awhile you've had the sand on. I think you should take it off already. If you can't move then I'll give you a bath here."

Suga smiled and softly said "No I think I'm fine now."

I stood up and asked "Are you sure?"

He stood up slowly and I saw his towel was about to fall off. I rushed to grab it and he looked down at my hands.

"I don't think you can shower." I said still very concerned about him.

Suga said "Don't worry."

I sighed and said "I need to shower too."

Suga chuckled as he looked at my body but then groaned in pain.

"Don't look at me. I don't want you to laugh." I ordered him.

Suga said "I want to laugh and not feel pain."

I smiled and he said "Help me into the shower, please."

"Yes just walk slowly." I said walking right by him.

When we got into the bathroom, I got the water running warm and I looked over at Suga. He was looking down and I felt like he was going to die if he made another move.

"The water is ready." I said walking up to him.

Suga smiled and said "You look very worried."

I said "I care about my friends way to much."

Suga looked away and I asked "What?"

Suga gave me a soft smile and said "Nothing I'm going to shower."

I said "I'll shower you cause you look like if you move another muscle you'll die for sure."

"I don't want you too. I'm fine." He said really serious.

I raised an eyebrow and asked "Are you shy? I've seen you already. It's ok."

Suga said "I'm not shy but I don't need your help. So, you may go."

I ordered him with a smirk "Walk over to the shower and make me believe you."

He looked away and sighed. Then he winced in pain as it hurt for him to sigh like that. He slowly turned to walk over there but it was hard.

I sighed and said "That's enough for me to see you need my help." I walked to hold him but he pulled away slowly.

I looked at him hurt and he said "I don't want to lose my friend. Please, leave."

"Why are you being like this?" I asked confused.

"I don't want you to run away again and think I'm like the other doctors." He said looking at me very sad.

"I'm not running away. I'm staying here to help you. Suga you helped me and now it's my turn. It's uncomfortable but we need you alive. This won't take long." I said comforting him with a smile.

"Promise me you won't run away." He said looking at me very serious.

I frowned and asked "Why would I?"

Suga sighed and looked away. "Just promise me or I'll shower on my own."

I raised an eyebrow and chuckled as I said "You know I thought you would never threaten me again but I see you still will. To make you feel better I promise I won't leave running away."

Suga asked "You're staying?"

I smiled and said "Yes now get inside slowly."

Suga asked "You're showering too?"

I suggested "Might as well don't you think?"

Suga said "I know you're a virgin but don't get scared when you see me."

I frowned and asked "See what?"

Suga said "Don't look down at me."

I said "I'm washing your chest and face."

Suga said "You promised."

I said "Yeah yeah just get it."

He took off his towel and got inside. I followed behind him and he turned around.

I looked down at him because I couldn't help it.

"You can't run." He said looking at me.

I asked "Was it Vanessa who called you earlier?"

"What?! Where are you getting this from?" He asked holding his chest.

I said "There's no reason to be like this only if you heard her voice."

Suga said "You were the one touching me earlier if you don't remember."

I looked away surprised and asked "I made you like this?"

Suga got a sponge and I grabbed it from him. I got some soap and started to put it on the sponge. Suga slowly put his arms down and I started to rub his chest.

Suga said "Your quiet."

I continued to rub his chest and said "I'm just washing you."

Suga asked "You aren't going to run away?"

I said "No cause you need my help."

Suga looked at my body and I quickly said "I don't need you're help!"

Suga chuckled and said "I thought you finally accepted yourself."

I frowned and asked "What do you mean?"

Suga said "You know very well what I'm saying. I know you don't like your body because of everything that's left scars on your body. How doctors have touched you and everything else."

I bit the inside of my lip and didn't say anything as he was right.

Suga held my hands and said "You have a beautiful body even with those scars here and there. The only thing that matters is people's personalities and nothing else. One day we'll have wrinkles and not look completely the same. Don't focus on the outside worry about the inside of you."

I pulled my hands away and said "Thanks but sweet words like that won't get me in bed with you."

Suga sighed and said "I'm not trying to. If I wanted to I would have done it a long time ago and not with words."

I looked at him disgusted and said "I can't believe you talk like you would have any girl at your feet whenever you want. I'm not like that!"

Suga said "When you're doing good things like that you don't even think straight. Next, thing you know your in someone's else's bed."

I turned around and said "You're clean you may leave."

Suga said "I can't I need help sense I don't feel completely well and my face has sand."

"Oh shut up. You sound very perfect to me sense you want to be doing those nasty things in bed with Vanessa." I said getting more soap.

Suga chuckled and said "Not with her but it doesn't matter."

He unhooked my bra and I said "Quit it. Don't even try again."

Suga said "You promised you wouldn't leave."

I said "I won't but you will before I murder your friend again."

Suga stayed quiet from behind I turned a little to look back at him and asked "What are you doing?"

Suga said "Nothing I'm waiting for you to wash the sand off of your chest and for you to rinse my body."

Then he poked my arm and I said "Don't even touch me."

Suga asked "What if you want me too?"

"I'm not listening to you anymore." I said annoyed.

Suga said "You will miss my voice when I die."

I turned around and said "Don't say that or I'll smack you!"

Suga said "Before, I die you know what I want to do?"

I held my bra in place as I was unsure if I wanted to hear what he would say.

"No nevermind." He said looking down.

"Can you hook up my bra? I'll rinse you off, help you back to the room and I'll finish taking a shower." I said.

Suga said "No I don't want to move. I feel tired."

I said "I'm not comfortable now."

Suga said "I'll close my eyes again even though I've seen your beautiful body and felt it."

I remembered his touch and felt something in me coming down.

He said "So soft-"

"I'll cut it off if you don't shut up." I threatened him.

"Deal." He smirked as he opened up his mouth again.

I rubbed my hand with soap across his mouth and he pulled my bra off of me.

"Hey!" I shouted and covering myself up with my arms.

He spit on the floor and said "Fine, I'll stop."

He bit his lip and I said "Quit doing that."

"Doing what?" He asked.

"You're not taking my virginity." I said turning around.

Suga said "I'm not cause I'm not asking for it but I know deep down you want me to take it. Luckily, I'm dying soon. So, you won't ever feel my touch or see me again."

"Don't say that stuff cause I'll miss you." I said looking down.

Suga said "I don't believe you cause you're a liar. You just feel pitty for me. Once, I'm ok you'll leave forever. Just stop lying to me cause it hurts more."

"I'm not lying!" I said turning around to look at him upset.

"Prove it." He said looking down at my lips.

"How?" I asked looking back at his.

"I don't know." He whispered as he walked around me and started to rinse his body.

I frowned and gazed at his beautiful back. The smell of soap hit my nose and made me close my eyes with a smile. Then I felt the sponge rub across my face and I gasped.

I shouted "Suga! What even-"

"Shhhh" He hushed me.

"Leave so I can shower on my own. I don't need your help I got this." I ordered him.

I felt his hand grab mine and I asked "What are you doing?"

"I'm trying to give you the sponge. If you would unfold your little fingers." He said.

I didn't believe him but I opened up my hand. He put the sponge in my hand and I heard the glass door open then close. I walked up to the water and washed my face. I opened my eyes and didn't see Suga. I looked around and looked away shocked. I thought he wouldn't leave but he did. I finished showering and got out. I dried my hair and finished changing. I walked back into the room and saw Suga sleeping on his side.

"I guess he was really tired." I softly said admiring his beautiful face.

I laid beside him and gazed at his face features. I loved how he looked so cute as he slept there and I just wanted to touch his face so bad. I removed his hair away from his eyes carefully without waking him up and smiled.

He slowly opened his eyes and asked "Is everything ok?"

I said "I'm fine. What about you?"

Suga said "I'm scared for tomorrow. I'm getting my results back to see what will happen."

I said "Don't think about that. You'll be fine just sleep."

Suga gave me a soft smile before closing his eyes again.

*Morning*

Suga woke me up as he was changing so fast.

"What's going on?" I asked in a sleepy voice.

"My schedule got changed to now. I'm on my way over there." He said rushing.

I sat up and said "I'm going with you!"

Suga said "Don't you work today?"

I sighed and said "I do but-"

"Don't worry about me. Whenever you come back home I'll tell you the results." He said comforting me.

"No I want to be there with you." I said very upset.

Suga sighed and said "Go to work, please. I don't want you to lose your job because of me."

I sighed and said "Fine."

He left to the doctor and I frowned. I got up to go to my job and worried about the results.

*Afternoon*

I got to Suga's apartment and I saw him on the sofa.

"Suga?" I said getting close to him.

He opened his eyes and looked at me.

"What happened?" I asked nervously.

Suga sighed and said "They said they couldn't do surgery but I told them to redo the results. Just to make sure there's no other way of doing this."

"That's really good that you asked for double confirmation." I said smiling.

Suga nodded his head and said "If they come back the same then..."

I said "Stop if you keep eating and putting sand on yourself. Watch how the results will come back better."

Suga said "I got some good news for you."

I raised my eyebrows and sat down. "What is it?" I asked confused as I didn't know.

Suga said "The apartments behind these have an apartment available and it's pretty cheap for you."

I frowned my eyebrows and asked "Are you trying to kick me out?"

Suga said "I know how you like your space that's why I'm informing you."

I nodded my head and said "Just be clear. You don't want me here cause of some chick that will come comfort you."

I stood up to walk away.

"Mai." He said from the sofa.

I got my clothes and purse.

"Are you leaving?" He asked standing up.

"I'm going home, your welcome." I said heading towards the door.

Suga asked catching up to me "Will you take the offer?"

"No." I said about to reach his door.

He turned me around and said "Take it, I don't want you near Jimin."

"I don't move where ever you want me to go. I'm not your dog that you can give to anyone whenever you want." I said really upset.

Suga said "I don't think it's right anymore for you to stay here. That's why I think it's best if you move over there that's all."

I squinted my eyes and repeated "Anymore?" I hissed and asked "What changed?"

Suga let go off me and sighed. He didn't say anything and I left his apartment with many different emotions.