Canvas

"Mai?" He asked as he tried to wake me up.

I opened up my eyes and looked around.

Suga said "Come on get out of the water."

I lifted up my pruney fingers and asked "What time is it?"

Suga said "It's 3 A.M. and you fell asleep in here."

I bent my legs and bought them towards my chest. I hugged my knees with my arms to cover my body as I saw him squatting by the bathtub.

"I'll take a shower and then I'll go to bed." I said.

Suga said "Ok but hurry. You've been to long in the water and I don't want your skin to get damaged."

I chuckled and said "You always have something to say."

Suga asked "Want me to help you?"

I nodded my head sideways and then he nodded. He left the restroom and I got out to take a quick shower. I got out with a towel around my body and Suga knocked. I opened the door and he gave me one of his shirts. I looked at it and it brought me many memories of him. I smiled as I took it from his hand so I could change into that. I dried my hair with the blow dryer and then went to bed with him. I wanted to hug him so bad but I knew I couldn't.

"Goodnight." He whispered as he turned to his side to sleep.

I looked at my pruney fingers and rubbed them against eachother other. I actually didn't feel any pain on my body anymore but I would tell him until tomorrow.

*Next Morning*

I got up quietly as I didn't want to wake up Suga and got my clothes. I put my pants and shirt on then headed to my apartment. I went home to change and headed to my job.

"Mai, just work until 1 and then go home." My boss said before leaving.

I nodded my head and knew it would be a long day. There weren't probably going to be any customers and I was going to be dying with Vanessa.

Vanessa asked "How did you get the doctor to like you?"

I looked at her crazy and said "Huh?"

Vanessa looked at me annoyed and said "Don't act like you don't know."

I said "I have no clue what you're saying."

Vanessa said "Suga came yesterday asking information about you. He didn't even care about me."

I frowned and said "That doesn't mean he likes me."

Vanessa said "Yes it does! Like how does he come and ask me about you?"

I shrugged and said "I see nothing wrong with that. He just wanted to know."

Vanessa said "Wow. You can't even see that he likes you, huh?"

I sighed and said "We aren't dating. He's all yours don't worry."

Vanessa said "I asked him why he wanted to know as he kept insisting with the same question and he told me that he liked you."

I blinked a couple of times before heading out the store to clean the sidewalk with a broom.

Vanessa took a couple of minutes before coming outside and I said "Vanessa just be quiet and go back insi-"

Vanessa said "Mai! My brother had an accident! I have to go to the hospital!"

I gasped and said "Go hurry!"

I saw her rush past me to get in a taxi to leave out of my sight. I called my boss and now I had to stay over time but I didn't mind. I could hang out with Laura for the rest of the day. I had started my shift later than usual so I knew I wasn't going to be tired. Lunch time came and Suga came into the store. I gazed at him as he made his way up to me with a bag in his hand. I met him halfway so he wouldn't walk all the way to the counter.

"Hello." He said with a smile.

I blushed in madness as I didn't know who was lying Vanessa or him.

"Is everything ok?" He asked as he looked around and I waited for him to make eye contact with me again.

"Where's Vanessa?" He asked.

I relaxed as I heard him ask about her so I assumed he had interest in her. "She's at the hospital. She left a few minutes ago because her brother had an accident." I informed him not taking my eyes off of him.

Suga pouted and said "Oh wow. That's horrible. I hope it's nothing bad."

I didn't like to be lied to and I wanted to ask him. Yet, I felt frightened if it was true that he liked me.

Suga said "I got food for you."

I grabbed the bag and said "Thanks."

Suga sighed and asked "What is wrong with you?"

I said "Where are you going?"

Suga chuckled and said "You avoid my question then I'll avoid yours too."

I sighed and said "Vanessa told me that you confessed to her."

Suga laughed and said "I don't like her. I don't know where she got that from."

I said "No not that. She said that you confessed that you like me."

Suga's smile faded away slowly and I looked at him very nervous.

"Is it true?" I asked feeling very upset.

A customer came into the store and I couldn't wait to hear him.

"Don't wait for me cause I have to work longer." I said really serious as I walked away. By the time I turned around the counter he was no longer where he was standing at. I put the food down and took the customers order.

*End of Shift*

I was able to leave an hour before closing. I headed to my apartment and opened the door. There was an envelope on the floor. I picked it up and opened it. It was a note and I sighed.

*On Note*

"I'm sorry but it's true. I got really worried about you. I had no other choice but to confess so she would tell me where you were at. I know you're going to get angry at me but I can't control my feelings towards you. I do have control over my actions though and I have not disrespected you in any way. I hope that you can still join me as a friend to the doctor's appointment I have tomorrow morning. If not then maybe you can come and check up on me later. If you don't want nothing to deal with me anymore I completely understand."

I gulped really loud and got some water to drink. "No no no." I said sadly but I felt joy in me too.

I looked on the ground and sighed. I sat down on the floor and leaned my head against the wall as I fell asleep.

*Next Morning*

I waited for Suga by his car in the morning as I didn't want to go up to his apartment and bother him. I leaned over the passenger door as I got on my phone to check my job schedule. The car switches unlocked and it made me lean off the car door. I looked up and saw Suga was opening up his door. I opened the passenger door and got in. I put my seatbelt on and I could see his irresistible smile. I looked out the window as I didn't want him to see my smile. I could see the reflection of my outfit on the window. I was wearing some sweatpants, a crop top and jacket. Hospital's were freezing cold but it was hot outside too.

"Thank you for coming with me." He said as he drove off.

I looked over at him and then I saw his hand on the steering wheel. I could see his fingers blue again and I felt myself get sad. I rubbed my neck with my hand and closed my eyes. I waited for him to ask me something but he didn't. I could feel his stare on me though. The ride was quiet and we made it to the hospital. He parked the car and we headed inside.

"What will happen?" I asked nervously.

Suga let out a slow sigh and said "The results of everything that will happen."

I nodded my head as I felt more scared than him. He signed in and we waited in the lobby. I couldn't resist in shaking my legs as I was so nervous.

"Min Yoongi, please come in." The nurse said from the door.

Suga looked over at me and I looked at him so nervously that I couldn't help it. I wanted to hide it but I couldn't. He gave me a soft smile and held out his hand for me to hold. I looked at it and held it right away. We walked inside and she took his temperature. She checked his blood pressure and weight. I looked down at his hand as I had felt so much better when he held my hand in his.

"Let's go into the room and you guys will wait for the doctor here." She said before she left.

My voice shaked a little and I said "This hospital is so huge. You could get lost here for sure."

Suga chuckled and asked "You're scared of hospitals, huh?"

I rubbed the side of my arms with my hands and said "I think so."

Suga said "Don't worry we won't be here long."

I said "If you need to take all day I don't care I'll here for you."

Suga smiled and said "Facing fears is good."

The doctor came inside and said "Hello, Min Yoongi." He came to shake Suga's hand and then mine. I didn't want to shake his hand but I didn't want to be rude so I did anyways.

Suga frowned and asked "Who are you and where's my doctor?"

The old doctor said "I'm Jiff and it seems that he's in his office waiting for you. I just came here to inform you that only you can go in."

I didn't take my eyes off of him as I processed his words in my brain.

Suga got off the bed and said "Mai, you can wait for me in the lobby."

Jiff said "Here is a peeing cup because the nurse said they would take some new pee results to see if any difference is shown."

Suga grabbed it from his hand and Jiff said "Mai, you can stay here as he will come back here and join you again."

I looked over at Suga and he gave me a soft smile. I said "I'll wait here."

Jiff smiled and left the room. Suga left the room nervously and I felt more nervous now. I looked around the room and stood up. I leaned against the bed and put my purse down on the shelf. The door opened up again after awhile and I gasped.

Suga chuckled and said "It's me. Look I'll leave my pee with you cause I didn't see that nurse down the hall. Maybe she'll come back to get it here."

I said "Ok I'll keep it."

I grabbed the container that was in the bag and put it on the shelf. I looked back at him and hugged him.

"Everything will be fine." I whispered to him.

Suga hugged me back and then he let go.

"Thank you." He said before leaving the room.

A few minutes past and Jiff knocked on the door. I immediately turned my face towards the door and he came in.

"Any questions, Mai?" He asked.

I smiled and said "Yeah, I have the pee here but the nurse hasn't came to get it."

Jiff looked at it and then back at me. "Oh she left already. Come with me, please. We'll put this up ourselfs with your help."

I said "What if Yoongi comes back?"

Jiff smiled and said "You'll be back before him trust me. These talks take a long time to process. This isn't easy you know."

I nodded my head as he was right and I grabbed the bag. I walked past him to get out the room and walked right next to him down the hall.

Jiff said "The laboratory is up on the third floor so we have to take the elevator. You can tell them his info so they can go ahead and process it."

I said "Oh ok."

We went up the elevator, the nurse asked for his birthday, address and phone number. I gave it to them and we headed back to the room I was in. A nurse came out of the room and I frowned.

She asked "May I help you?"

Jiff said "Is the room being used?"

She said "Oh yes we saw the room empty so I used it."

I looked at Jiff and he said "Oh it's ok."

She smiled and left.

I sighed and said "Now, what do I do?"

Jiff said "Don't worry give me a second."

He got out his phone and made a call. He said on the phone "Hi this Jiff. Could you tell Min Yoongi that Mai will wait in my office? Whenever he's done with you send him to my office so that they can leave together to a new room. The room they were at is in use now, thank you."

He hanged up and I said "It's ok I'll wait in the lobby."

Jiff said "I can't call him again cause they're in the middle of talking but if you want me to interrupt them again, I will."

I stopped him and said "No, it's ok I'll just wait in your office then."

Jiff said "Ok lets go."

We got in the elevator and went up to the 6th floor.

I asked "What kind of doctor are you?"

Jiff said with a big smile "I help bring babies into this world."

I raised my eyebrows and said "Wow. That's cool."

Jiff said "Maybe, I brought you into this world. I'm pretty old and been here a long time."

I said "I've never came here before."

I looked around and asked "Why is it so lonely here?"

Jiff said "Nurses are probably busy in the rooms."

We walked into his office and I looked around. Jiff said "Oh theres my nurse. I'm going to go talk to her and I'll come back."

I said in my head "Please don't. Hurry, Yoongi and come back."

I turned to look back and saw no windows except the one from the door.

He came back inside and asked "How can you be in here with no sunlight or Windows? I would like to see something different besides these white boring walls."

Jiff said "I'm hardly in here. I'm always in the rooms with the women's."

I nodded my head and he got closer to me. I walked back a little and felt the desk hit my butt.

He asked "Did you come here for a check up?"

I frowned my eyebrows and said "No."

Jiff asked "What's that on your neck?"

I held my neck quickly and asked "What do you mean?"

I got scared as I thought maybe it was my rash again or something worse. He attacked my neck with his lips and I gasped. I pushed him away from me and I was about to run away but he was faster. He held my arm tightly and I winced in pain. He picked me up by my arms and sat me over his desk aggressively. He spread my legs and attacked my neck with his lips.

I screamed and he said with a smirk "Scream all you want. They'll think you're giving labor in here."

His hands slipped under my crop shirt and I spit in his face. That made him stop and I kicked him away. I screamed for help and got off the desk. I ran towards the door but he yanked me back by my hair.

I screamed in pain and shouted "STOP! YOONGI HELP ME!"

He threw me over his desk roughly and said "Now I'll give it to you rough!"

He tried to pull my sweatpants down but I kept resisting.

"Let me fuck you or it'll be worse!" He yelled twisting my fingers.

I groaned in so much pain and I shouted "Y-YOONGI!"

The door flew open and it was Suga with two police officers. I quickly got off the desk and ran to jump on Suga. I didn't want him to kill Jiff so I got on him to distract him so the police could arrest him. I wrapped my legs around his body and hugged him tight. I let out my tears and Suga hugged me tighter. He burried his face in my neck and I closed my eyes tight against eachother. So, I wouldn't see Jiff get arrested and taken out of there. Suga rubbed the back of my hair with his hand to comfort me as he walked into the elevator with me. I didn't care how people looked at me but I wasn't letting go until I felt completely ok. We made it to his car and he sat me over the trunk. I let go slowly as I knew he would be tired of carrying me and I knew his poor heart couldn't resist so much exercise. I wiped my tears off my face but they just wouldn't stop streaming down my cheeks. Suga cupped my face and kissed my forhead. I pulled him into a hug again and suffered in his neck. He rubbed my back over and over again.

"I have some good news." Suga said softly in my ear.

It took awhile but I finally let go of him. I wiped my face until it was completely dry and I took a deep breath.

"What?" I asked trying to smile.

Suga said "Thanks to you the tumor shrunk not a lot but it did. My doctor said I'll be getting surgery soon. He'll tell me when later but it's just best they get rid of it now."

I gasped with excitement and said "Really?! This is amazing!"

Suga smiled once he saw me smile really big for him and he said "Yeah, I'm really happy."

Then I saw his smile fade and I asked "What?"

Suga said "It'll leave a big scar on my chest for ever."

I cupped his face and said "Your cute either way."

Suga chuckled and I felt his checks burn in my hands.

"Thank you for saving me." I said looking down as I released him from my hands.

Suga held my hands and kissed them really gently. "He'll pay for what he did to your little fingers and the rest of you." He said in a very rough voice.

I smiled softly and he came closer to me. I wrapped my legs and arms around him so I could get off his trunk.

"Let's go on a friends date. I'm not taking a no for an answer because I will make sure you forget this moment and leave it in the past." He said looking down at me.

I gazed at his chest with a soft smile and said "I don't have another choice."

Suga opened the door for me and I got in. Suga opened up one of the car cabinets and took out alcohol.

"Here rub this on your neck." He said giving it to me.

I rubbed it all over my neck and said "I'm so happy he didn't leave his disgusting salvia on me but he left those nasty kisses on me."

Suga looked at my stomach and asked "I see marks on you. Does it hurt?"

I looked down at my stomach and lifted up my shirt a little more. I saw how red my stomach area was and then I saw it was because of his scratches.

Suga sighed and said "I want to kill him so bad!"

I grabbed Suga's hand and said "Don't say that. It's ok this will go away and if it doesn't then that's ok too."

Suga looked over at me and said "I wish I could take all of your pain away."

I smiled and said "You already are. Don't worry."

Suga blushed and smiled.

I rubbed alcohol all over my stomach and winced in pain.

Suga said "I would say don't but it's for your best."

I nodded my head in pain and after the pain calmed down. I put my seatbelt on and Suga drove off.

Suga stopped at the store and said "Wait here."

I said scared "No I want to go with you."

Suga looked around and said "Mai, don't worry. No o-"

I took off my seatbelt and got off the car. "I'm going with you. I don't care what you say." I said stubbornly.

Suga smiled and got off the car. "Ok let's go but don't questioned me." He said.

I walked really close by Suga as I felt nervous to my surroundings.

Suga put his arm around me and said "Not everyone will hurt you ok. I'm here to protect you."

I sighed as it was hard not to think that everyone wanted to hurt me in some way. Suga went to the painting section and I looked at him confused. I didn't questioned him and he got canvas. We left the store and headed to the park. He set up the towel on the ground for us to sit down and I sat across from him.

"Will we be painting?" I asked with a smile.

Suga gave me a chessy smile and nodded back at me. He got a cup and filled it half way with water. Then he opened up some paint and got our brushes. I grabbed one from his hand and he started to draw.

"I'm not good at drawing." He insisted.

I rolled my eyes as I knew he was saying that just to make me feel better but I knew he was good at everything he did. I couldn't contain myself from asking about the topic but I just had too.

"I don't understand why he called you where we would be located if he wanted to rape me." I asked very confused and looking at Suga.

Suga frowned his eyebrows and said "He didn't tell me nothing."

I gasped and shouted "Your doctor is involved in this too!"

Suga said "No!"

I asked "How can you be so sure?"

Suga said "I was with him the whole time and we never received no call."

I asked "Then how did you find me?"

Suga continued to draw and said "I went back to the room and saw a nurse. She informed me that you left with Jiff and that's when I knew something fishy was going on. I knew you would never go with some doctor anywhere."

I slouched down and said "I did go with him but because I thought you knew I was in his office."

Suga looked up at me and said "Mai, I believe you and this isn't your fault ok."

I sighed and said "Maybe, I should get fat so I won't be a target anymore."

Suga said "Anyone can get raped. Don't say those things."

"Then what do I do?" I asked hopelessly.

"You know how to defend yourself." He said smiling.

I sat up and said "Yeah but if you wouldn't have came I think it would have happened."

Suga disagreed "Not even. I believe that you would have made it out of all of this."

I asked "How are you so sure?"

He chuckled and said "Deep down you knew I would save you. If you knew I wouldn't have came then obviously you would have came up with something."

I looked away as he was right because I was shouting his name for him to help me.

"Stop thinking about that stuff." He said touching my nose with his index finger that had paint on it.

"Yoongi!" I shouted as I gasped.

I put my canvas by me and pushed him down. I got over his stomach and grabbed his hair.

"Don't move!" I shouted.

Suga said "Wow! So aggressive you are. Get off of me."

"No!" I shouted with a smirk.

I turned his face to the side and drew a heart on his left cheek with my finger for faster results. Suga held my wrist and I looked at it.

"Hey! You just got some on my wrist." I said holding my wrist in the air.

Suga laughed and then put his hands on my waist. I slapped his hands so he would he let go off me.

"Let go." I said pouting.

Suga said "Let me draw on you."

"Is this not enough?" I asked pointing at my waist.

Suga moved his eyes down at my wasit and then back at my eyes. He nodded his head sideways.

"I can't believe you!" I shouted as I couldn't resist a smile forming on my lips.

I tried to get up but he didn't let go.

"Suga stop." I said smiling.

Suga smiled back and said "Rules are rules.

I rolled my eyes and he quickly rolled over me. I gasped as I didn't see that coming and now he was on me.

I said "You-"

Suga hushed me and began to draw on my stomach. I covered my face as the brush tickled my stomach.

"Stop breathing so hard you're going to mess up my masterpiece." He ordered.

I started to giggle and he sighed. I covered my mouth and tried to stop moving. He continued and then he stopped. I sat up and looked.

"A flower? What does it say?" I asked trying to read my stomach upside down.

Suga laughed and said "Suga was here with a smiley face."

I chuckled and quickly poked his nose with my finger. "Gotcha!" I shouted.

Suga pouted and I looked down at his canvas.

"Wow!" I said holding it in my hands.

Suga blushed and looked at mine.

"Why a real looking heart?" He asked.

I said "I want your heart to be healthy and forever."

Suga smiled at me and I admired his duck that he drew. I loved ducks so much they were so cute and lovely.

Suga said "I'm giving it to you. I feel bad for bringing you with me to the hospital."

I stopped Suga from talking nonsense. "Don't even. I came because I care for you." I said really serious.

Suga said "Maybe, it was a bad idea telling you. I should have waited until the afternoon to tell you."

I said "I would be mad if you didn't take me with you!"

Suga chuckled and looked away.

"What?" I asked.

Suga shrugged and I said "Ask."

Suga asked "Do you feel comfortable with me besides knowing my true feelings for you?"

I said "I've been thinking."

Suga sighed and I continued.

"I think you're confused." I said nodding my head.

He looked at me crazy and asked "How?"

I said "You're in love with my body not me though."

Suga chuckled and said "Nope I'm completely in love with you."

My eyes widen and my heart skipped a beat.

Suga said "Oh I'm sorry. Wait you are uncomfortable, huh?"

I didn't know what to say to him.

Suga said "Don't worry. I won't do it again." He looked away like a little lost kitten and started to pack up.

"No." I said.

Suga stopped and looked up at me. "What?" He asked.

I rubbed my neck and was about to say something but his phone ringed. He took it out and answered it. I felt so relieved because I didn't even know what I was going to say. I started to pack up as he continued to talk on the phone and then he hanged up.

"My friend is coming over." He said smiling.

I said "Oh I'll go to my apartment."

Suga quickly said "No! I want you to stay with me."

I said "Don't worry when he leaves I'll come back."

He smiled and said "No I want you to eat with us."

I asked "This is more like guy to guy talk."

Suga said "Fine you may feel uncomfortable but you have to stay in my room then. I don't want you to go back over there."

I laughed and said "You make it sound like it horrible."

Suga said "I feel your neck pain all the way over here."

I pouted and said "Rude."

He laughed and we walked back to his car. We headed home and he went straight to the kitchen.

I asked "You're making dinner for him?"

Suga said "All of us. We'll eat together and then he'll leave. I'll telling you to join us."

"Fine." I said putting the canvas on the sofa and then going into the kitchen to help him.

*Door bell rings after done cooking*

"We didn't even shower?" I questioned him.

Suga chuckled and said "It's ok. We can shower afterwards."

I said "You really like showering with me don't you?"

He nodded and said "Yeah cause you don't know how to shower."

I blushed as I remembered when he showered me.

He opened the door and he said with a smile "Come in."

I looked and it was a very handsome young guy just like Suga. He walked inside and they hugged.

Suga said "Mai, this is Jin."

Jin said "Hi, how are you?"

I nodded my head and said "Good and you."

Jin said "Very very good."

I chuckled as I couldn't take his answer seriously and I looked over at Suga.

We all went to sit down and Jin asked "What will we eat today?"

Suga said "Your favorite ramen and steak."

Jin held his flat stomach and said "Oh my it sounds so delicious already!"

I couldn't help but smile. We began to eat and Jin said "Yummy!"

Suga smiled and I asked "Why hadn't you come over?"

Suga looked over at him and Jin cleared out his throat. "Work is pretty busy."

I nodded my head and Suga said "Let's no talk about that. Let's talk about something else."

Jin asked "What's up with the paint?"

I smiled and Suga said "I got attacked."

Jin laughed and said "Pink heart on your cheek. That's something we don't see alot."

I tried not to rub my neck every time I looked down at my plate but it was hard. Jin made alot of dad jokes that Suga didn't really understand which made him just stare at him. I got done and excused myself to shower. When I was done I headed to Suga's room but I could hear there conversation. I got on my phone and rested my neck on the pillow. I knew Jin wouldn't stay for just the dinner. Obviously, he would stay here hours and hours. After, awhile I couldn't hear them talk anymore. I frowned my eyebrows and I got up to see if they left. I opened up the door and heard whispering. I closed it but enough for me to still hear.

Jin whispered "The surgery could be risky are you sure you're going to do it?"

Suga whispered "I don't care if it's risky."

Jin said "You could die."

Suga hushed him as Jin voice rised up a little. I closed the door softly and held my chest.

"Will he die?" I whispered to myself in a very weak tone.