I was drawing a card for Valentine's Day and I wanted to give it to Suga but I knew we were just friends. Sadly, I had got feelings for Suga and I knew he had more. I tried to get away but he was just constantly there. Honestly, that's what I needed in my life and that was love. I never got it from my parents and he would give it to me without hesitation.
"Moni?" The teacher said from the classroom door.
"Here." I said without looking back.
She said "No, come here."
I looked back at her and got up to walk towards her.
She handed me a flower and candy.
"Grab it and take a seat." She said.
I grabbed it and took a seat. I opened the note that was attached to the flower stem.
I read "I know you said you didn't want anything but don't be mean to my flower-Suga."
I sighed and looked how others got their flowers too. They always sold them every year for a dollar.
I got out of class when the bell rang and went to the office.
"Pist" I heard a noise from the hallway and looked to see who it was.
It was Jennie I asked to go to the restroom and the lady let me.
I walked with her down the hall and I said "What's up?"
Jennie said "You heard about Dillon?"
I frowned and said "No."
Jennie said "She's going out with Sebes."
I laughed so loud and said "She don't like him though. Poor guy I swear."
Jennie said "Aren't you going to do something?"
I ate the candy Suga gave me and I chuckled as I said "Nope."
Jennie gasped and said "Why?"
I said as I chewed my candy "She will fall in love with him or she'll break up with him."
Jennie raised an eyebrow and said "Your right. So, Suga got you that candy?"
I looked down at the wrapper in my hand and said "Yes."
Jennie said "Just date him."
I pouted as I looked up at her and said "You know I can't."
Suga came from ahead and said "Why can't you, Moni?"
I widen my eyes as he was almost in front of me and I calmly said "Why are you in my business?"
Suga came closer and waved his hand for Jennie to leave. She left and it was just us together alone.
Suga said "You are my business."
I turned around and said "Yeah I have to go before they notice I'm gone."
Suga turned me around and said "If you go I'll wait out here for you."
I squinted my eyes and I said "No."
Suga said "Yes or I'll snitch on you."
I looked at him surprised and I said "I'll see what I can do."
I went back to the office and the lady in the front asked "Is everything ok?"
I nodded my head sideways and said "May I go to the nurse office I'm feeling really dizzy and my stomach hurts."
The lady said "Oh! Don't worry go ahead and go. Take your things and tell them you'll stay there until you feel better."
I nodded and said "Thank you."
I got my things and left the office. Suga waved his hand and I walked towards him. I sighed and said in my head "I'm doomed."
We sneaked into the auditorium through the back hall from the theater room. It scared me to go through there because it was so dark and cold. We got off the stage and went to go sit in the back.
"You better hope we don't get caught because I'll tell them you forced me to come here." I said kind of mad.
Suga said "That's very true and that's fine."
I rolled my eyes and Suga said "Tell me why you can't date me?"
I simply said "I don't want to date you."
Suga looked down at my things and asked "Did you murder my flower?"
I looked at him and said "I gave it away and your welcome."
Suga pouted and said "Wow your so mean."
I was about to leave as I said "Well I'll see you around."
Suga pushed me down and said "I need an explanation why!"
His voice echoed and my heart pounded. I quickly put my hand over his mouth and I said in a whisper yell "Dude shut up!"
Suga kissed my hand and I pulled it back as I wiped it off my hand. I said annoyed "Can you not?"
Suga said "I will yell again if you don't tell me why."
I looked at him a couple of seconds and I saw him open his mouth.
"Fine! I'll tell you." I said in a panic tone.
Suga nodded and waited.
I looked at him and said "My parent's don't let me date."
Suga laughed and I didn't.
Suga got serious and said "Your lying. How did you date Jack?"
I kept eye contact with him and I said "I didn't get caught."
Suga smiled and said "I won't let them find out!"
I shushed him.
Suga said "Come on. Wait you like me back?"
I looked away and said "I can't date so it doesn't matter."
Suga grabbed my hand and said "I will love you and make you happy."
I looked down at his hand and felt his warm hand on mine.
I quickly got up and said "I really can't."
Suga said "Then you are lying about you not being able to date."
I got mad as I didn't like what he was saying and I said "If I get caught I'll leave this school."
Suga smiled and stood up as he said "Deal!"
He pulled me in for a kiss and I gasped.
"Hey you need to take it slow." I said.
Suga said "Yes anything for you as long as your happy."
I couldn't hide my smile and I said "I can't believe I'm going to die because of you."
Suga chuckled amd said "You won't! Trust me!"
I held his hands and I said "I do."
Suga showed me his gummy smile and said "We will deny our relationship until we really can't hide it. We can tell our close friends but that's it."
I bit my lip and said "Alright but this plan may change."
Suga grabbed my hands tighter and said "I don't care as long as were together."
My grip became lose and Suga asked "What's wrong."
I looked at him sad and said "I won't be able to go on real dates with you."
Suga still gave me a soft smile and said "As long as I get to see you around that's fine."
My heart melted the more I heard him speak. He made me feel so much better, something my parent's never made me feel but I fell hard for Suga.
Suga made me feel amazing he would buy me extra food from the snack bar like ice cream, americano's, and donuts. He would wait for me after every class we didn't have in common. He was always flirting with me in class and was always checking up on me. He pushed away every girl that came his way and he was very respectful.
I saw Suga coming my way with a sad look and asked "What's wrong?"
Suga said "I'm leaving for a week."
I gasped and asked "Why?"
Suga smiled as he saw me get worried and he said "I'm going out of town with my family for vacation."
"During school time?!" I asked.
Suga chuckled and said "Yes it's spring break after school is over today remember?"
I looked away and said "I forgot it's going to be spring break."
Suga laughed and said "I'm going to an Island so I won't have signal and my parents want us all to not use technology too."
I chuckled as I saw his pout and asked "Why you sad?"
Suga said "I'm going to miss my music."
I looked at him confused and said "Music?"
Suga said "Oh yeah and you obviously."
I repeated "Music."
Suga said "I'm a rapper."
I looked at him surprised and said "Really?"
Suga said "Yes it's my dream."
I raised my eyebrows and asked "Why the face?"
Suga looked down and said "My parents aren't fans of this. So, I been hiding it from them just until I get famous."
I nodded my head and said "Wow I thought your parents were different."
Suga frowned his eyebrows and said "My parents? What about yours?"
I quickly said "I need to go to class."
Suga said "Meet me after school ends to give you the last kiss until we see eachother again."
"Don't tell me your plan just do it like in the movies." I said as I went into my class.
Suga smirked and ran to class.