LOST AGAIN

We took a sit in the restaurant and waited for the server, as laughing and kidding; having a good time, we kept silent for a moment and my eyes had observed Moshi and Asabi deeper in the restaurant, eating and laughing, I stood up and went to them wondering, and I found them with another boy in their table.

I got close to them, while Tina was looking at me from a distance, "Hey guys!" while smiling.

"Hey! Kasseri!" Moshi said; Asabi and that boy stopped laughing as they saw me,

"Where were you? I waited for you,"

"Oh! You know, we were a little in rush because of tomorrow's exam."

"You were in rush! And, what are you still doing here? I mean you have an exam tomorrow." I said while I was firing up inside me.

"Yes! Thank you for telling us, we were having fun and we totally forgot the time… we must go." He stood up to go.

"Don't you want to introduce your new friend?"

"That's Loki; we study in the same class."

"Loki that's Kasseri."

He shook my hand saying "nice to meet you, man"

-I knew the guy; he was Asabi's best friend."-

"Same," coldly I responded.

"Ok, I paid the bill, shall we go…? Kass, take care." He patted on my shoulder and ran away.

I was in a bad mood, and my appetite for the food stopped immediately, I returned to our table without talking, when the server came I ordered two plates.

When he brought the food, I didn't touch my dish, "Why are you not eating?" Tina asked.

"I'm not able to," I answered.

"So, why did you buy it?"

"It's for you."

"No, why did you buy two plates?"

"For the people to don't say, she eats, and he is not."

"Can I eat yours?"

"Okay,"

She took a small bite from my dish to see if I was acting serious or not, and when she confirmed that I was totally serious, "close your eyes!" she ordered me.

"What?" I wondered.

"Close your eyes!" she screamed.

"What's wrong with you?" I didn't want to bring attention.

"Now!"

"Ok, ok…"

I closed my eyes; it was dark, I felt something on my lips…"open your mouth…" she said.

It was some of the chicken that we ordered and when I took it with my mouth to eat it; thinking that she was feeding me, but I felt another thing on my lips, after a few seconds I realized that it was her lips, and she kissed me.

She had soft lips, so I also kissed her back, after the kiss, she slapped me hard and shouted "He wants to rape me!"

Suddenly, four or five men surrounded me, and the server was with them, I began explaining to them that she is lying, and I will never do something like that, with her looking with those eyes, and I started thinking; her dad died, and her mom is in jail, it's so normal if she loses her mind.

They didn't want to believe me, so they gave me some kicks and punches, and threw me out.

I walked to the home, hardly, putting a step after a step, and wondering why she did this.

When I arrived home, I went to take a shower; my head and my muscles all were in pain.

After the shower, I walked out, I heard Tina's voice in the backyard, and I ran to her.

"You sick! Why did you do that?" I insulted her.

She didn't want to answer me; I gripped both of her arms "Why?"

She said sadly "Because…You were in pain…I know that moral pain is way worse than physical pain… so I did want to give you something to distract you from your pain."

I wasn't able to find words to describe what I was feeling when she said this, and I decided; I'm not going to find someone like her again, so I took her in my hands; the astonishment marks were obvious on my face, and kissed her for a long time " congratulation! You did win of my heart," she smiled.

-Tenth lesson; DON'T MISS WHAT IN YOUR HAND, SEARCHING FOR ANOTHER, YOU DON'T KNOW IF YOU ARE GOING TO FIND SOMETHING LIKE IT EVER AGAIN.-

-The lesson is longer than usual, I know.-

And of course, Life must do its function and ruin the good moments and showing Sara that I and Tina are kissing each other.

When I saw her looking at me with those sad eyes, "Sara, please don't complicate things" I said as knowing that she was not going to listen to me.

However, it was too late, she ran away, I followed her with Tina to the living room where we found her gathering her clothes in her backpack, with tears on her rosy cheeks; I tried to stop her "Sara! Sara! I'm talking to you".

She didn't want to understand and pushed me away, Tina couldn't talk to her best friend.

She wore her backpack, her shoes and prepared to go. Once again the Life had interrupted us; the interruption was good this time.

When Sara was about to open the door, my mom and dad arrived, they found Sara crying, later then, Sara stayed since mom would never let her go as my mom was shocked when she saw Sara and took her back to talk.

I looked at Tina and we went out to discuss what happened.

We went to walk "Did you have something between you two?" she asked me.

"Nothing you haven't seen before."

"So, what we are going to do?" I asked.

"What do you mean?" she answered.

That question was like a regret because when I saw Sara again and her unusual beauty, and remembered her great mentality and the speech that she said before, my body sorted hormones that made me regret.

"I mean, we can't let her sad like this, you know."

She descended her head and stopped walking "You still have feelings for her..."

I didn't know what to say, she continued "I can't be with you and you are not sure about your feelings…" she turned around and walked away.

I just stayed in my position thinking of two points;

- If my mom's talk about feelings was all true? I arrived at some point that I couldn't see it true anymore.

- Second point, I was questioning if the human's heart can fit two people at the same time?