Aisya_Snow

"You don't really know who you're going to fall in love with at what time in their life. They can be the worst off they've ever been in their life, but you can't help who you fall in love with. That's part of the excitement of life - new people, new experiences."

Love Or Lies

Tears crashed down my cheek when he said it. 


I love him so much but why did he just end up like this. 


Why is he doing this to me? I thought that he loved me more than I loved him but why did he break this relationship? It hurts me.


"Why did you do this to me? Why did you hurt my feelings?" 


"You promised me that you wanted to stay with me but why did you break the promise? What is actually my mistake? Tell me. " 


I can't handle my tears. It kept on falling down like a river. 


I woke up with tears coming out from my eyes. 


I looked it up on my phone and it's 11pm. 


I wiped my tears and tried to sleep again but my eyes won't shut. 


I weakly got off my bed and decided to take some fresh air near the Han River. 


As I reached there, I stared at the river and closed my eyes. 


I feel very low and my mind cannot forget about the scene that arose a few weeks ago. 


I still can't stop thinking about it. I tried so hard to forget those moments but I ended up crying. 


The steamy tears came out again without I realizing it. Suddenly I heard someone call my name. 


I quickly rubbed my tears with my hand and looked for the owner of the voice. 


It turns out to be the same person again, Jeon Jungkook. 


"Nothing, I -just, it's too cold outside.I need to go home. "


I tried to ignore the fact that I was crying but I failed.


"Don't lie to me.I saw you were sobbing just now. Are you okay? Did something bother you? " 


I don't want to share my feelings with him because I'm afraid. 


"Let me guess, is it because you miss you parent?" 


"Hah I know, did you break up with your boyfriend? " 


This time, it hit me really hard. I shook my head once again and tried to cover my sadness but my tears fell down again and this time I sobbed even harder. 


He was offended while staring at me in disbelief. He didn't know that he guessed it right. 


He then suddenly put his hand on my shoulder and pulled me closer. 


"Hey, it's okay. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt your feelings. "


I didn't expect my last guess to be right. I made a big mistake. 


This is my first time seeing Aerin crying so hard. She must have a really rough time. I felt pity for her.


"Aerin, things might be hard this time but I promise you that it will be okay soon."


I pulled her closer and stared up at the sky while humming with a soft tone. 


She then turned to me and smile. Her eyes were red. I felt relieved to see her smile again. 


I looked at the watch in my hand until I realized that it was almost midnight, so I decided to walk her home because it's kind of dangerous out here. 


She kept silent and didn't say anything after she was crying. 


As we arrived in front of her house, she finally spoke to me. 


"Thank you for walking me to my house. " 


I curved a big smile on my face until suddenly an idea blown out of my head. 


"Do you want to hang out with me tomorrow night? I won't tell you the place, it's secret. "


The reason I wanted to hang out with her is to repay my mistake because I'm the one who made her cry so hard until both of her eyes became swollen. 


We bpid goodbye and I went to my house. 


My heart felt very sad seeing her crying. I think that I want to protect her. I wanted to punch the man for making her life miserable. 


I felt very happy the first time I met her. 


But then I throw myself on the bed, with a smile glued to my face. 


I'm Hurting