If you say so

"Seriously! I've rejected? darn it." Avy said. We're here in our house and we're doing our assignments

"Yes, and it's your first time, right?" Lian asked, she nodded while pouting her lips. "you're so confident, that's why"

"what's wrong with me? I am not his type? like bitch! I'm Avyanna Dizon slash queen bee slash perfect—"

"Not all men are going to like you, Avy" I suddenly spoke. They both looked at me and they looked shook about what I've said.

"damn....real talk," Lian said but in a low voice.

"Not all men's have the same taste as your exes, Avy. Not all men's wants you, and you can't blame them with that" I continued.

Lian slowly clapped and her head is slowly moving left and right. Look like she's too proud "you hit the spot, girl" she said

I'm always used to it. Among us, I'm the one who always saying real talk. Well Lian too, but sometimes she got shy to say her opinion cause she's afraid she will offend the person or she will hurt their feelings, and that is the opposite of me.

I don't care if you got hurt but at least I have an intention to. I have a valid reason why I told you that thing and hoping that it helps you a lot. While in Avy's attitude she's a trash talker.

Yes, she is, that's why she's always in a trouble. Theus is talking to each other and we usually do it why we're no longer offended.

"I know... I just didn't expect to—"

"what if.... he's a reason?" Lian said. We looked at her and furrowed our brows in confusion

"what do you mean?" I asked.

"He said that you're not his type, right?" Lian said while looking at Avy then Avy nodded "so meaning... If you're that his type so he already crushes on someone"

"What? are you crazy? is that because of that? can't he just really want to? I'm mean if I say that hes not my type it doesn't mean that I like someone else" it's based on my opinion though.

"you both have a point but can we please don't talk about it? Don't make it a big deal cause I'm just admiring him" Avy spoke. We both looked at him

"huh?" I and Lian said. I saw Avy smirk at us and because of that, we were even more confused.

"Yes I'm admiring him but it's not a LIKE level instead it's only a CRUSH. You know girls if you liking someone it means your admiration level up. In other word love is like a game"

"wait what does love have to do with it?" I was confused

"I don't know either" Lian said and shrugged. Avy take a deep breath and close her book

"Love is like a game. There's a different level and of course, before you go to the next levels you need to sacrifice anything even your strength" Avy explained and we looked like a monkey nodding multiple times

YES WE'RE OUT OF THE TOPIC

"stop that nonsense and continue what our doing lately," I said to them

"It makes sense bitch! but in a second thought, it's fine tho since you're not yet in love" Avy said to me

"Ewww bars" Lian teased.

"wow...spoke. The person who's not serious about love life spoke." I throw to her

"at least they took me seriously. How about you? they just make tremble blush but always ended up ghosting you" She said and Laugh hard even Lian laugh. I gave them a cold expression and at the same time I rolled my eyes at them but they ignored me. They keep laughing while me still finding what's funny at all.

is that a joke? should I laugh?

See? that's Avy saying some personal things from me. Not a trash talk 'cuz it's a real talk damn

"oh, this! make your solution" I gave her the blank paper with no emotions on my face

"AHAHA you're not going to teach me how?" She asked

"teach?" I asked too in confusion. What does she mean? she didn't study and she went here to me to help her? what a devil

"yes teach me....teach me how to doggy," She said and laugh again with Lian. my confused emotions turn to a blank and I even raised my middle finger to them that make them laugh again and again and again.

After a few hours,y decided to go home early because they have something to do in their house and it's already 6 pm so they were supposed to leave for their safety.

I went to my study table and check my school bag if I have already put the things I should bring. Then I went straight to my bathroom and take a half bath then I also do my skincare routines

Minutes passed I don't know if it's because of studying so that I fell asleep quickly

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I slowly strength up my arms and feet when I heard my alarm clock. I got up and sat on the bed. I yawned first and was stunned for a few seconds before I deciding to take the towel and go straight to the bathroom.

"excuse me! gosh, excuse me!!!" I'm here on our campus and I'm late holy fuck! why? because I took a bath for about an hour and fixed myself which is also took an hour and had breakfast for a few minutes so here I am. forcing myself to reach my class time

I want to cry because our first professor is very strict, and I don't want to stay outside our classroom. I embarrassed just now

I'm ultra mega super duper sure that Avy and Lian are gonna laugh at me secretly, and they're cursing me in their mind like 'look at her, such an idiot HAHA'... DAMN!!

What I'm gonna do now? I have two choices. Go straight to my class even though I know I'm late and my face is super thick for that or go anywhere?

GAWD I would rather cut a class than being embarrassed outside the classroom. Yes good I dead Zharina. You're so bright! I love it.

I left the crowd and walked around the corner of the school. I took my phone out of my pocket and sent a message to Lian and Avy.

I walked then until my feet carried me to the field. I inhaled the breeze and walk slowly. while waking I nod down and I saw a small flower fell from the tree, I guess.

I grabbed it and smell the scent. My eyes closed because of the good smell of it and at the same time the wind blew again.

I was about to walk again when I felt something hit my foot. I looked down and I saw the ball then I slowly looked up to find out from whom it came.

until I saw a man standing not far from me. it's... "KAJIK?!" I shouted. He's looking at me too and he put his left hand above his forehead to cover himself to the sunlight and narrow his eyes like he's observing who's me.

"Hey, it's me Zharina!" I shouted again and took the ball. I approached him and when I saw him thoroughly I didn't know why my heart was beating so fast.

I held it and cursing myself in my mind why I'm feeling this weird thing toward Kajik. "why are you here?" I little bit shock when Kajik suddenly spoke.

I nod down because I don't know what to say "A-ahmm....because i—"

"cutting classes?" I looked up immadiently because of what he said. Darn, how did he know? He's raising his eyebrow and when I didn't speak he nodded like he knows the answer to his question "why?"

"what why? they don't think anything—"

"I'm don't think of anything—"

"I cut my class before I have a reason—"

"was it valid?" he asked.

"can you finish my word first? and wait? why do I need to explain? I don't know what you are, You're my boyfriend?" I even raised my eyebrow to him

He licked his lower lip and pushed his tongue on his cheek. "are you...." he hung up

"what?" I asked irritably

"here because of me?" he said— HE SAID WHAT?!!!

"HUH?!"

"Are you following me?" He asked again, what a freak?! he has a thick face huh. I got more annoyed when I saw his lips rising to make him smirk but then he's trying to hold his smile.

"YOU FREAK! IM NOT FOLLOWING YOU"

"Why are you shouting? I'm just asking. You look defensive at all—"

"I'm not! and Mr. freak may I tell you that I came here because my feet carried me so stop your illusion.

And this time he didn't seem to be able to hold back his smile. I'm annoyed but why does my heartbeat say something different?

I handed him the ball I was holding which he quickly caught. He threw it up and bounced on his knee over and over " why did you reject Avy?" I suddenly asked

He stunned so the ball fell from his feet so that I stepped on the ball so as not to roll anywhere. "why are you asking? you didn't hear us?" He asked that makes me froze

"Y-you knew?" l can't believe he saw us

"yes" he simply answered "so why are you asking? you interested in me?" he teased.

The shock on my face was replaced by annoyance. "YOU THINKING SO ADVANCE!" I shouted that makes him stunned until I realized what I've said.

"so....you're going to have an interest to me, soon?" His playful smile appeared again.

"NO," I said emphatically.

He shrugged "okay, if you say so" and kicked the ball I stepped on so I almost fell.