how do I tell him? #6
Tyler's pov
After lastnight I really need to find a way on telling him how I feel.. im in love with my dad and he needs to know how I feel I can't just let this pass me by. Lastnight was one of the best nights ever,and holy fuck does he give good head like damn.but enough about that today will be about figuring how I will tell him.. I just need to hint at it and hopefully he will take the hint.. I just hope he loves me back and it was not just a quick kiss and a quick suck to him seriously,that would fucking break me... but enough about all that sad shit its time to be the queen I am and get ready for the day. So like im not gonna get a shower right now but defintally before bed.. yeah you can be grossed out whatever.. let's see what I have that might accually be cute today.
I throw on a red lacy crop top,with some tight white ripped jeans,red vans,and some red makeup,and some purple nails with black hearts on them.. I think its fucking adorable,now its time to head to the store to get what I need to get so I can set up for later..
"Hey daddy im going out to the store ill be back later bye".
"Have fun kitten".
And with that im out the door its not a far walk so why not walk to the store I need excersie,and a little fresh air won't do me bad.. so im gonna be honest im not a small boy, but I try to love my body but its hard when all you see is literally perfect people walking around looking like models,like I just wanna cry but I don't,it would make me seem weak and its hard enough being fat then be weak at the same time. But enough of my sob story I just made it to the store now I need to pick up whats on my list,and yes so im so gay I made a shopping list,go ahead and judge me.. im waiting..now let's see whats on here.
1. Rose petals
2. Wine
3. Chocolate
4. Lube
5. Fairy lights
6. Candles
7. Roses
Okay I think that is all,as I was reading the list I was shopping so im literally ready to check out,and the next issue is to make sure he's out of the house so I can set up and it might take two hours at the most,I got alot of shit dont judge me bitch lol. Now my next issue is getting all of this stuff home but im halfway there already so I only have a little more of a walk.. it wont take me long and anyways I just got here now.
Now let's get inside and set up for tonight... but wait what the fuck am I hearing is that moaning no I can't be.. I open the front door and close it very lightly so no one would know im home. I set my stuff in my room and make my way towards my dad's room i start hearing it more and more now..let's investigate why don't we.. I open the door and there stands my dad fucking another man..what the accual fuck..im going to have an anxiety attack.. im just gonna leave and not say a word but my dumbass steps on a creaky board and it makes noise.
"T..tyler its not what it looks like,just let me explain please".
"No just leave me the fuck alone,I HATE YOU,I HATE YOU,I dont want anything to do with you,you broke my fucking heart,I hope you guys have fun fucking,im leaving im taking the car and leaving,and the kiss we shared was NOTHING AT ALL NOW,dont come looking for me because you broke me,im so madly in love with you but now im broken so don't even try ,goodbye father".
"TYLER WAIT PLEASE HUN,I LOVE YOU PLEASE,THIS MENT NOTHING PLEASE PRINCESS".
And like that I walked out of his room grabbed some clothes and got into the car and took off,I have money so im just going to stay at a hotel until I can get my own house.. I have to move on I just have to.. he still means the world to me and always will but I have to... I hope he's happy without me..I really hope he is..
Allen's pov
What the fuck just happened,what the fuck did I just do.. I just lost the love of my life,the guy i was fucking was going to tell my company about my feelings for my son so I had no other choice but fuck him.. that was the biggest mistake ever made.. but I need to fix it I need to find him and appoligize and tell him how much I accualy love him and what he means to me.. he thinks I dont know where he Is going but I know the money he will use is on a credit card that I have access to in times like this.. ill give him some time to relax and think but im the one who fucked up and I need to make this up.. I just hope he will love me after all of this..I just want to kiss,hug,fuck,hold hands with him he's my world and I need to show him how much he means to me..wish me luck...
Hey everyone I hope you like this chapter its a world wind on how I write but I wanted to try it.if you like it let me know. Happy Halloween everyone im officially 18,. I love you rainbows🏳️🌈
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