They strap me down on the chair, they run electricity through my body.
"You never learn do you." The monster is here again, with her deadly face, the witch incarnate.
She orders them to shock me again and again till I can't feel my body.
If I just died now, it would be perfect. The last shock takes me out of reality, the colour disappears away my body drops dead.
Honey Bear!
"Alice!." My mother calls out my name.
Am downstairs, she's all dressed up.
"Where to," I ask her.
"She's off to a date," Mercy answers in place of her. Hmm..
Since the neighbors moved in our family has been changing.
My mother goes to dates, Mercy is more cheerful and out on dates with Mike. And me, am in love, always around her.
She controls me like a puppet.
"See you later on, behave." The door closes in my face.
"Well, see you tomorrow." Mercy grabs her coat and heads out.
They leave me alone again, seconds later I hear a knock at the door, it's Sam. I always miss her.
"Came to keep you company," she swings her arms over my shoulders.
She kisses my lips before the door is closed behind her.
"I missed you." I carry her in my arms. I lay down on the bed, my sweet cup of honey thee delicate flower.
Her lips taste just as fine as there appearance. Our clothes are removed from our bodies, I can feel her skin on mine.
I lay on the bed with her, she looks like an angel even when she's asleep.
I whisper in her ear. "am glad I met you", I fall asleep as well.
Am woken up by a caressing touch. She's got that silly smile on her face when I turn over too look at her.
"I want your arms around me, your body against mine," she tells me and I do just that. My arms are on her waist as we fall asleep.
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They pour cold water on me, am awaken, am on the nasty bathroom floor.
"Good!, your awake."
"Take her to her room." She commands the huge men behind her. They carry me all the way to my cell.
Soon after that the medicine train comes again, I refuse to take them, I want to think for myself.
They don't let me, a needle goes through my skin sending chills all over my body.
She walks out satisfied, the room starts getting dim.
They start taking effect in my body, it goes numb, my mind stops working my eyes are heavy. The lights go out.
Am taken out of my hell.