Completely lucid

Slowly a tear escapes from my eyes, moreover, I was surprised that I still had some left.

And again, I blamed myself for my lack of indifference.

And now I blame you for your absence.

I screamed your name so loud, but nothing, I cried so hard, but nothing, I prayed so hard, but still nothing.

Not even the shadow of your smile, not even the sound of your voice, not even hope.

But hope gives life, but for me hope is torture.

Your eyes in mine, my expectations and yours.

The softness of your hands, my head on your shoulder, all is hope.

I'm looking for you in the dark.

Always in vain and I blame you even more now,

But it will always be in vain.

In vain, I will never be able to forget you.

I can't get you out of my head.

Indeed, you are inked in me.

You are a part of me.

You are each of my emotions.

You are my every feeling.