One last smile

One last time, I promise, these are my last words revealed about my last evils.

A last inglorious farewell, yet I will miss my ailments, my painful feelings, the fact of being constantly unhappy. There, now, I finally retain the reality, I stop fantasizing, I finally accept the truth.

Now I am going to live, I just forbid myself to love you in order to love me. Now I forget about you.

Now jealousy, loneliness and love will make me suffer more.

I'll be happy like you, be me.