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My head was comfortably laying on Yoongi's shoulder. Yes, we are cuddling. I know he said he won't cuddle with me for one week but he finally gave in after having me begging for 2 hours.

You may think I'm kind of little bitch trying to get whatever she wants, but the thing is that-

"Y/n, are you hungry?" He lowly asked with his soothing voice that everyone adores

I was so hungry, I needed food, I wanted to eat tteokboki so hard and black beans noodles too, but I need to lose weight, I have to be skinnier and less thick.

"Thank you, but I am not hungry." I encircled my arms around his small waist "I am gonna eat later." I weakly smiled

"Y/n, i didn't see you eating since we're home-" I cut him off

"I ate with Tae-Rang Oppa at the mall today."

"Ok." I know he wasn't believing me, he just didn't want to argue and let this subject go any further.

I slowly removed my arms that were wrapped around him and just laid my cold body on the couch. "Come here." I did what he told me without hesitating "Promise me you're not doing any stupid diet? Hm?" He whispered

I can't promise this. "I promise."

"Good girl." He chuckled and kissed my forehead "I can order you some chicken nuggets and corn dog if you want to?"

Fuck.

"Yeah thank you." I widely smiled at him

- 1 hour later-

We were all together around the table eating and talking at the same time. Well, they were talking. I was just playing around with my food not really feeling like eating what Yoongi ordered me. Yeah, you may think that I'm exaggerating and that I should eat and stop complaining, but in the industry in which we are, all the girls got such beautiful and skinny body, while I'm here with my fat ass and thighs. I don't like it.

"I know right! It was so funny!" He laughed "It felt like my soul was leaving my body," he laughed harder "I was laughing so much!"

"Jin hyung, you are such a dork." Namjoon chuckled

"Yah. I'm not a dork!" He stopped laughing and pinched Namjoon's arm

"Aish." He wince "I'm sorry Hyung. Do not overreact."

"Ruby, why didn't you touch your plate?" Jiminie asked with concern in his voice "Yoongi Hyung ordered one of your favorite dish tho." He sighed

"Well...I-I just don't feel hungry right now." I smiled as I looked at him "I think I'll just eat an apple."

"Y/n."

"Hm?" I looked up

"Do you really think I'm gonna believe that?" Jimin said as he began to get annoyed

"Oppa, I said I wasn't hungry." I looked straight into his eyes with a cold stare. I really don't like when the boys try to know what's bothering me, cause I feel like I'm overreacting about something I shouldn't.

"Guys, don't start a fight now." Hoseok sighed as he put his chopsticks down "We are all tired. Tomorrow will be a long day so I suggest to go to our room and relax, okay?" He proposed as he looked at everyone.

I didn't answer, but stood up with my plate in my hands to put it in the kitchen and head upstairs in my own room.

As I made my way upstairs, I really felt like my hormones were messing with me. I am on my period, that's why I've been annoying and making whims the whole day. I felt bad for the way I talked to Jimin, but I really didn't like the fact that they were so worried about something so small. May be they should not take everything seriously.

After entering my bedroom and locking it after me, I made my way into my walk-in closet and changed into a baggy sweatpants and a tight crop top. Too lazy to wear a bra, my breasts are not so big anyway. I put my hair into a messy bun and went back into the bedroom.

"Bruh, where did I put my MacBook?" I sighed heavily after searching for 2 minutes. "I planed to watch a good tv show, but I guess I'll just lay in my bed and find a way to apologize to Mochi." I said

I was lazy to search for my laptop, so I just took my phone and put a random k-drama that I didn't finished.

"Seo Joon Oppa is really hawwt." I squealed loudly and smiled widely "Taehyung must be so lucky to be friends with him." I pouted

I continued to watch 'What's wrong with secretary Kim', but got quickly bored so I just put my phone aside on the nightstand and sat properly on the bed thinking if I should go eat or no. Cause yes, I was getting hungry, I didn't eat anything since this morning and I was beginning to starve.

I checked the time and it was 22:34.

"Bitch, i should just go." I told myself as I put my barefooted feet on the floor and walked quietly downstairs.

"Why the fuck is it so cold ?" I felt the goosebumps on my arms and decided to walked a bit quicker

I spotted the fridge from afar and ran toward it. I quietly opened it and looked for something eatable.

There was a rest of ramen, gimbap, black beans noodle, rice, fruits and some drinks. I didn't want to eat something fat, so I decided to take a sandwich that Jin made yesterday, but didn't get to eat and for the drink I just took a little bottle of water.

"I think that'll be-"

"Eating secretly now?" Startled, I turned around to be met with the gorgeous face of Jungkook "I thought you didn't want to eat."

"Yeah, but it's not a reason to let myself starve." I shot back "are you here to attack me? Cause I am not in the mood to fight with you Jk." I said with tired voice

"I was just gonna ask you if you could keep me some company." He slightly smiled "I am gonna play BO4 "

"Oh," I stared at him "I can keep you company, but I won't play. I'm kinda tired." I simply responded

"It's okay. I just wanna be with you" He smiled as he took my hand to lead the way to his room.

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