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"Sorry..." He looked at me "I know I kind of acted like nothing happened, but we clearly need to talk, Y/n." He seriously said as he turned his whole body to face me.
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I blankly stared at him, as I listened to his words. I didn't know what to say and I was also surprised that he wanted to talk to me about that. It's awkward but I am still glad that he noticed that we had to talk about it, since things happened between us.
"I know it was a real dick move, I can't imagine the way you must have felt after...hearing us." He slowly looked at me and met my eyes "I know apologizing won't change anything, I have to show you that I'm really sorry." He encircled my waist with his strong arms
"I am glad to hear that and of course I was feeling bad." I answered back looking straight into his eyes, trying to show him my emotions "but...I am not mad anymore. Like you said I should not care, since we don't have any kind of relationship. I'm sorry if I invaded your privacy. I overreacted..." I lowly said, slowly lowering my head and finally showing how I really feel
"Y/n-ah," He lifted my chin with his hand "You didn't overreacted, I think I would've reacted the same if I was in this situation and I am sorry I made you feel sad. I am really sorry." He seriously, but softly said as he looked at me with shiny eyes
"Hmm, thank you." I mumbled lowly, not knwoing what to answer.
"I love you, okay?" He softly whispered and hugged me tight as he encircled his arms around my waist. "I am gonna show you how much I love you." He lightly chuckled
"Stop..." I shyly said , but chuckle at his words making me blush. "I love you too..."
"Sleep with me tonight..." He lowly whispered "I want to wake up next to you tomorrow."
I slightly widened my eyes as I remembered that I already made plans with Yoongi, but I also thought about the fact that I rarely sleep with Jungkook. I don't know whtat to do.
"Kookie," I slightly push him away with my hands on his torso "I made plans with Yoongi, but I can cancel if you want...?" I unsurely asked him
"Oh," He said as his mouth formed an 'O' shape "I-...I don't want to bother you." He scratched the back of his neck
"You know what? I'll just cancel, hmm?" He tilted my head "I can make plans with him tomorrow. I want to have a little bit of time with you." I patted his hair
"Thanks." He widely smiled, revealing his bunny teeth and dimples
-- 45 M I N L A T E R / Y / N ' S H O T E L R O O M --
"I am back!" He said as he reentered my room, but this time with clothes and a towel. "Oh what are you doing?" He curiously asked as he saw me smiling while holding my phone
"I was watching Jin, Namjoon and Taehyungie's live. They're doing a live teehee." I giggled as I saw them having fun while eating their meal.
"Aaah I see." He smiled as he sat next to me watching a little part of the lvie with me "I am gonna wash up in your bathroom, is that okay for you?"
"Of course you can, but I don't have men shampoo though." I looked at him briefly "I don't know, but you can use my shower gel and my shampoo if you want to. Your hair are just gonna smell like vanilla and strawberries." I chuckled as I ruffled his soft hair.
"Okay, then I'm going to wash up now." He lightly smiled and walkep into the bathroom. While he was showering, I went into the small walk-in closet of my room and chose what I wanted to wear tonight. I simply took some shorts and a t-shirt of Jungkook. I took it once when I went to his place, because I love his clothes. They're oversized. I took some panties and waited for him to be done.
"I am hungry." I pouted as I talked to myself and began to search for my diet pills.
When I found them, I swallowed one pill with water and took another pill for my diet. I was hungry of course, but the only thing I was gonna eat were fruits and may be salad.
Oh my god, If I hadn't gained extra fat, I wouldn't be here swallowing-
"I am done. You can go in the bathroom." He smiled as he walked toward the bed, his half naked body, only covered by a towel encircling his waist. I would be lying if I say that he wasn't looking hot with fine abs and damp hair. Fuck my life
"Stop drooling." He laughed "You like what you see?" He widely smiled as he lowered his gaze on his tummy
"No I don't." I scoffed and stood up to head in the bathroom. "Your abs don't look fine enough. Should work out a little more Kookie." I teasingly raised my eyebrows at him and smirked as I closed the bathroom door and took a warm shower.
-- 15 M I N L A T E R --
I stepped out of the bathroom and ruffled my hair with the towel, trying to dry them with it. I put it aside on the chair and looked at Jungkook, who was already looking at me.
"Is that my shirt?" He pointed toward me "I was searching for it!" He frowned his forehead as he looked at me with a confused expression.
"Now, you found it." I shrugged and pursed my lips as I throw myself on the bed. "I really like your shirt, it smells good and it's comfy." I teasingly smiled at him
"Hmm, whatever." He mumbles as he also lied down next to me and took me in a warm embrace as he hid his head in the crook of my neck. "You smell good."
"It's the Victoria Secret mist you gifted for my birthday." I pursed my lips and took my phone to check my notifications and then put it back on the nightstand. I turned around to face him and hug him back. "Jungkookie?"
"Wassup?" He mumbled with his closed eyes
"Is Jennie your girlfriend?" I lowly asked and looked at him with shiny eyes
"She's not my girlfriend babygirl." He opened his eyes and also looked at me before lightly smiling "She was never my girlfriend and you know that."
"I just wanted to be sure..." I ran my hand through his hair "Whatever..." I chuckled as I lightly massaged his head
"It feels good..." He sighed as he pulled me closer and closed his eyes again
"I know..." I smiled as I could smell the fresh scent of my shampoo on his hair "Your hair smell like mine now." I giggled
"You'll have to tell me where you buy it, because it smells way too good." He chuckled and I could feel the vibration of it on my neck as his head was resting in the crook of it.
"I am getting sleepy..."
"Then sleep." He simply and lowly answered as I also decided to close my eyes
-- N E X T M O R N I N G --
So I kinda lied to you guys when I said that it was the first time a boy--
"Bitch hurry up!" Hoseok said as he saw me struggling getting my things together "They're waiting for us in the van." He heavily sighed as he crossed his arms
"Aisshh, you're also late. Don't put me under pressure." I said loud enough for him to hear and gather the last things and ran outside of the room.
Yes, as you can see I'm late. Yes, I am running even though I don't have the right to and yes, Hobi is behind me, also running. i hate running, it's annyoing and tiring. I don't know who's the person who invented running, but I'll sue you.
" I've never ran so much." Hoseok heavily breathed as he tried to walk toward the van without dying
"Hurry, I am sure they're all looking at us, because we look like shit." I said in an annoyed tone "Why didn't he wake me up?" I cursed under my breath as I opened the car door and got into it and taking a seat in the process.
"Heyo-" I cut Jimin off
"Why didn't you wake me up?" I calmly asked Jungkook as I crossed my legs and rested my back
"Because...I don't know." I saw him trying to refrain from laughing and this making me mad lmfao. I mean, why would you do that?
"Look at me," I closed my eyes a brief moment "Do I look I wanna laugh right now? Because, just to inform you, Hobi came in my room, I don't know how and couldn't keep screaming in my ears." I tilted my head and raised my eyebrows
"Oh-...Hahaha, I thought he came to give you food." He fakely laughed as he widened his eyes and looked at Hobi
"NO! He did not come to give me food JUNGKOOK!" I said as I loudly pronounced his name "You could have wake me up, you know?" I crossed my arms
"But you were sleeping in my arms, so cute, I didn't want to bother you." He pouted
"But we have rehearsal fam!" I scoffed and made a confused expression "Whatever." I crossed my arms and looked away
"You guys slept together?" Taehyung asked looking at Jungkook and me
"Yeah, I wanted to make up with her, because I did something bad, so I asked if I could hangout with her, in her room." Jungkook simply answered, focused on his phone
"Hmm, I see." Yoongi said as he looked at me with an unreadable expression "Did you have fun ?"
"What's that question, bro?" Namjoon suddenly asked with furrowed eyebrows and nervously chuckled while shaking his head side to side
"I am just asking if they had fun, what's wrong with my question." He shrugged acting like his question was normal and I was just sitting here and feeling uncomfortable while I was blushing
"We did have fun." Jungkook said as he nervously chuckled
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