Prologue

Alexa's p. o. v:

Everything around me seems so blur. Like, why am I still alive in the first place? I should have killed myself two years ago after those traumatic experience that affected my life 360°. I told myself these statements after I first moved into this hell, which was Beverly Hills High School. Everything seemed to be perfectly fine until one day after lunch.......

"Hey Alexa, get your ass over here!! ". One of my ex-best friend, Eve called me into the classroom. There were nobody except me, Eve and a bunch of girls whom I rarely communicate with. I had no faintest idea on what was going on or what could have happened to me. I was just so elated to meet them as they're my first ever friend that I came up with. Plus, I wasn't even expecting anything going wrong throughout my school tenure. But, I did felt something wasn't right. Or was it just my feelings. You know, being a new-comer to this school and I was still adjusting the surroundings. But, it got better. Thank God!!!!!!! Well, back into this, I wasn't quite sure of what will happened to me so I just gave in. Eve, she's far too nice and kind to me. I felt grateful to have such a friend like her. I remembered when I first came to this school, I was so nervous and I thought that I was about to fucked up my high school year. Ms. Ashley Thompson, my form teacher told me to sat in front beside Eve. I looked at here with some sort of urmmmmm..... how should I say this, shy. Yeah, shy. That's the perfect word. (p. s: correct me if I'm wrong okay dear readers? 😉😉). Anyways, she's an angle to me. She helped me alot. What I meant alot were my struggles, homeworks and other shits. We also shared the same interest, which was having a crush on Michael Jackson. Ohhhhhh, we both will be staring at my posters of him smiling. (okay, okay dear readers. Calm down. Take a moment to yourself, take a very, very deep breath and continue reading this okay?? 😁😁😁). Okay, where was I? Oh yes, Eve. She's really into sports as she won almost everything including javelin, high jump, long jump, you name it. She's like taking over these games and nailed it. Like, for real!!!!!! A girl like me can't even do sports like literally!!!! I'm bad at it and I don't give a fuck about it. Okay, enough with that. So, based on the situation that I said just now, I started to feel like something wasn't quite right here like I'm being threatened. I looked at them and smiled as wide as I could. But, something's odd here. The way the smiled were so insincere and a little evilish look. Then, they pushed me to the ground so fucking hard that my ass hurts. I thought for a while that I could make an escape and ran. But, it was too late and I was wrong. They started to beat me with their fists. I was in excruciating pain that I told them to stopped. They just put into deaf ears and continued to beat me. Did they had any sense of humanity and mercy on someone like me here? I asked myself this question while they beat me. Even worst, the students who were in the class started to cheered them up instead of helping me out. I cried and begged them to stop as it was extremely humiliating. They stopped for a while. Eve then told everyone that she faked friend and took the advantage of me because I was going to be a "popular" girl in this and not her. She also told everyone that I ever had sex with her ex-boyfriend which wasn't true. I never liked her ex nor I had sex with him. There was no fucking way that I would do such a thing. I didn't even wanted to lose my virginity. She basically told lies about me and everyone believed her. I tried to explained that she was talking nonsense and I had nothing to do against this type of situation. But sadly, the others just said "Screw you, bitch!! " I then burst into tears saying that it was not true. Before I could stopped explaining, Eve pulled my hair and dragged me to the place where I usually sat. Then, the beating continues. The others kept cheering and encouraging them to beat me with an object. I told them to stop, but it wasn't working. The pain was so strong that I couldn't fought back so I ended up protecting myself using both of my hands though the chances for me to survive were super duper low. After those 35 minutes of suffering, they stopped again. But this time, they didn't beat me again. I was relieved but only for temporary. Eve then whispered to me in a demonic tone to be careful what I wished for. Me???? What did I wished for??? I thought to myself. "You must be wondering right?? You'll just wait and see then. Hahahaha!!!!!! ", Eve said. Her laughs were still vivid in my mind until now. Now, I don't even know what to do now. I don't know what I'm going to encounter with, but it seems that life is not cooperating with me any longer. I don't know what to do!!!!!  Help me please!!!!  I can't stand it any longer!!!!!!!!!