Embarrassment

Ughhhhhhhhh I feel so depressed..... I want to thank him but I also don't want. In my head he is still my enemy, I envy him... I Hate Him.

I decided to wake up early and go to school so that I can thank Jazz properly without anybody else around. But unexpectedly Jazz came to school so late. I think I should not thank him because his late. Ughhhhh my head is a disaster. The bell begun to ring and it's time to start the class. Our professor starts to discuss but my attention is at Jazz. I looked at him and notice that he is quite handsome but suddenly Jazz look back at me. I just turn around because I am embarrassed. At that time I can feel my face is burning...

Finally the school is done, I start to pack my things but our professor called Jazz. I was wondering, why does professor called Jazz. Well whatever it is I think it's none of my business. I start to walk but suddenly our professor said " Alya Salonga can you help Jazz to clean the old library because we will have a visitor tomorrow. Your not busy right?". I just reply " ahhhh yes, i-i c-can help. Of course why n-n-not ". I just said that word with a fake smile on my face. Ughhhhhh what an embarrassing situation, The heckkkk..