TEARS

I don't know what's wrong with him. We stoped at a play ground and there's no one around. I was so angry at him, my eyes wants to cry and then he suddenly appear. I want to slap and punch him. But he suddenly say " cry if you want there's no one here. Let your tears fall, it is more painful if you hide all the pain and problems in your heart ". I don't expect that he is the one who would say that words to me. I bit my lips because of anger and my tears are just begun to fall. Again he grab my hand and hug me and said " there's nothing wrong if you let your tears fall. Just cry and cry until your tears stops ". My heart begun to pound his smell is like a red rose at the garden. But it doesn't matter, I just want to cry until my tears stops just like what he said.

When my tears starts to stop I asked Jazz

" why are you doing this. I mean we're enemies ". I push Jazz and let go from his hug he just gave me a cold eyes and say " So for you I am still an enemy ". I don't know but I think his disappointed. He turn back and started to walk but I also want to thank him but I can't. I also start to walk but at the opposite direction.

When I finally came home I lay down at my bed. I am so tired and I don't want to think what happened but realizing it makes me so embarrassed. But in my mind I need to thank him no matter what.