Chapter 9

Kairon's POV

Annoyed, I pulled myself together. "Putang * na!"

I stared at the picture of Rhea and me for a moment, she was smiling while holding my face.

I fell off my seat when Ryan suddenly punched me.

"So I left you because you were stupid, you cheated on the person you knew who loved you so much!" He shouted. "Gag *, you're lucky because you are the one I love when I love you. But look, you even managed to cheat!"

I stood up and angrily touched the collar of his dress.

"Who are you?!" I shouted.

"I'm just Ryan Monteleon, the man who has been in love with Rhea Flamesworth for a long time. The woman you cheated on," he answered boldly causing me to push him.

"Aba'y g * go ka pala eh." I said angrily to him.

"You better gag, don't lose." He said and mocked me. "It's up to you, you're the one who's loved. But you still managed to cheat, on the day of your anniversary? You had the courage to cheat,"

"Can you be quiet?" Annoyed I told him. "Get out of there, Pre. So if you don't want to get hurt, don't know. It's not your girlfriend, Tol. She's my girlfriend," I told her seriously while looking at her badly.

"Correction, ex-girlfriend. Rhea is your ex-girlfriend, she broke up with you, right?" He said and grinned. "You can no longer stop me from approaching Rhea, you are gone."

He even teased me before he turned around and walked away.

My vision darkened as the chair was knocked down. "Look!"

****

"Can't you still talk to Rhea?" I seriously asked them.

Sky looked at me and shook his head. "Bro, even if I hack the message. Still nothing, not replying. Not seen can not do eh,"

I sighed and massaged my senses. "He really has no intention of talking to me," I said softly.

"Are you going to hurt Rhea, right? And cheat on your anniversary, who won't be hurt there? Gag *, Kairon. Rhea is not a robot, she is human, she is also hurt." Jasper suddenly said reason for me to look at him badly.

I stood up and approached him and touched him by the collar. "Are you quiet or are you quiet?"

"G * go ka!" He shouted.

My vision darkened, I immediately punched him because of the anger I was feeling.

Sky immediately approached us, and forcibly pulled me away from Jash.

"That's enough," Bryle whispered to the two of us.

My head got hotter when I caught Jasper smiling. "If you don't just g * go, the person you love won't leave you. Tangin *, Rhea loves you so much. Then you will be fooled? That is wrong, Kairon. Wrong wrong. Will you be fooled?

"Shut up!" I shouted at him as I tried to approach him, but because Sky was holding me I couldn't. He is stronger than me.

"Tangina, Kairon. I thought you were sober, but you're still gag *. You're still a playboy," he grinned.

He looked at Jabez and Kalix. "Let me go." He shouted and released her immediately.

"G * go ka!" He said before it finally left the house.

Rhea's POV

I looked up at the sky and watched the moon and the stars.

Suddenly my phone rang causing me to take it to the table and answer the call.

['Rhea'] I heard him say that.

'Jash' I whispered softly to his name.

['How are you?'] He asked with mixed concern.

'I'm Fine, Don't worry about me' I lied to him

I bit my lip when I felt my tears dripping, I do not want him to know or hear me crying.

['Stop pretending, I know that you're not okay'] I heard him say from the other line.

Suddenly my tears flowed, I bit my lip so that I could not make any noise that would make him realize that I was crying.

'Jash, I'm hurt'

['I know']

'H-how?' I speak softly.

['Because I can feel it']

'I hope Kairon is the same, I hope he feels the same way I feel now, right? But not. I know he is happy now because he is free, he can do everything he wants to do. The things he didn't do when we were still together. And first of all, he can be with the one he really loves. And even if she is a woman, no one will get angry. Nothing will stop '

I bit my lip to stop myself from sobbing.

['He's a jerk, Rhea. He hurts you ']

'He's your friend, Jash. So don't say that '

['But it's true']

'Jash I do not want to be the cause of the loss of friendship between the two, he's your bestfriend'

I heard Jash sigh because of what I said.

'Jash I don't want to ruin, I don't want to ruin a relationship. I don't want you to throw away the one you and Kairon were together just because of me, I don't want that anymore '

['Rhea']

'Jash, can I a favor?' I said softly to him.

['Yes, What is it?']

'Please tell Kairon, I love him dearly. Also tell him that, he will never let himself down because otherwise, I will not hesitate to talk to his future girlfriend '

['Rhea, are you coming back yet?']

I smiled bitterly.

'I don't know, but I might come back'

['Rhea, come back ah']

'I can't promise you, I don't know if I will come back. I'm not sure'

After I said that, our surroundings suddenly became quiet. We can only hear our breathing.

'Jash, I need to go. Babye na '

['Rhea, you will come back ah']

'I'm not sure, but I'm going to try. Okay? '

['Okay ... I love you'] I heard him say before he dropped the call.

I smiled bitterly.

I do not know, I do not know how to start again. How can I train myself without you, without you by my side, without seeing you and not talking to you.

Rhea's POV

I looked up at the sky and watched the moon and the stars.

Suddenly my phone rang causing me to take it to the table and answer the call.

['Rhea'] I heard him say that.

'Jash' I whispered softly to his name.

['How are you?'] He asked with mixed concern.

'I'm Fine, Don't worry about me' I lied to him

I bit my lip when I felt my tears dripping, I do not want him to know or hear me crying.

['Stop pretending, I know that you're not okay'] I heard him say from the other line.

Suddenly my tears flowed, I bit my lip so that I could not make any noise that would make him realize that I was crying.

'Jash, I'm hurt'

['I know']

'H-how?' I speak softly.

['Because I can feel it']

'I hope Kairon is the same, I hope he feels the same way I feel now, right? But not. I know he is happy now because he is free, he can do everything he wants to do. The things he didn't do when we were still together. And first of all, he can be with the one he really loves. And even if she is a woman, no one will get angry. Nothing will stop '

I bit my lip to stop myself from sobbing.

['He's a jerk, Rhea. He hurts you ']

'He's your friend, Jash. So don't say that '

['But it's true']

'Jash I do not want to be the cause of the loss of friendship between the two, he's your bestfriend'

I heard Jash sigh because of what I said.

'Jash I don't want to ruin, I don't want to ruin a relationship. I don't want you to throw away the one you and Kairon were together just because of me, I don't want that anymore '

['Rhea']

'Jash, can I a favor?' I said softly to him.

['Yes, What is it?']

'Please tell Kairon, I love him dearly. Also tell him that, he will never let himself down because otherwise, I will not hesitate to talk to his future girlfriend '

['Rhea, are you coming back yet?']

I smiled bitterly.

'I don't know, but I might come back'

['Rhea, come back ah']

'I can't promise you, I don't know if I will come back. I'm not sure'

After I said that, our surroundings suddenly became quiet. We can only hear our breathing.

'Jash, I need to go. Babye na '

['Rhea, you will come back ah']

'I'm not sure, but I'm going to try. Okay? '

['Okay ... I love you'] I heard him say before he dropped the call.

I smiled bitterly.

I do not know, I do not know how to start again. How can I train myself without you, without you by my side, without seeing you and not talking to you.

Yanna's POV

There are really things that even if we want to, it is not possible.

It is irreversible and especially irreversible.

Because if only until then, then until then. We can no longer force, we can no longer continue what we had before.

I hope we can go back to the past noh? or we can bring back what we were.

If I could just go back to the past, I would have done it, right? When the two of us are still happy, we can still be called.

But they say, if you love. You will let, you will let be happy even when you are no longer with you. Even if you are no longer the reason he is happy.

The difficulty of accepting the person you love, You have forgotten. And the person you love is already hurting, no one remembers even one about you.

They want me to forget Kalix, but it's not that easy for me. I hope it's easy to forget someone, when you wake up tomorrow. You no longer feel for her, you will not be hurt and you have moved.

I hope it's that easy ....

It's easy to forget my love for you.

I'm still haunted by our memories and I still missing you.

My fight with my Dad, it seems like it just ended in nothing. The one I worked for, suddenly disappeared like a bubble.

FLASHBACK ...

I was shocked when Dad dropped his belongings on the sofa.

He looked at me. He's angry, I see it through his eyes.

"Yanna! Let's talk about this, shall we ?!" He said aloud. "We have an agreement, if you live here abroad with us. You will agree to marry the son of our business partner,"

"D-Dad," I stammered.

"What?" Its a pretty loud question.

"Dad, I can't marry him." I said without hesitation.

"Why?" He asked emphatically.

"Because I don't love him." I answered him quickly.

"Then learn to love him!" He said quickly and seriously. "Learn to love him, Lyanna Mae Jarsdel."

I looked at him. "Dad, do you love me?"

"I love you because you're my daughter," He replied causing me to smile.

"If you love me, then let me free. If you love me, you'll respect my decision. I don't want to marry Winston, Dad. You wanna know why? Because I don't love him. Dad, please... Stop controlling my life," Hindi siya umimik. "I want to be happy,"

"Yanna, it's for you." He answered.

I looked at him. I can't believe what he said.

"For me? Dad, it's for you and our company. You wouldn't marry me to the son of your business partner if not for our company," I replied emphatically. "I am right, right?"

"Yanna ..." I heard Mom say.

I looked at her.

"I'm right, Mom?" I asked.

I'm angry, sad and hurt ....

"Yanna ...."

"I'm right, aren't I?" When I repeat.

I bit my lip to stop myself from crying.

It's really just a pain ....

I looked at my mom. "If you want me to marry that guy, I'm sorry. I can't do it, I want to be free." I smiled at her because looking at my dad. "I'm sorry, Dad. If you want to get my credit card, then go on. If you want to stop studying with me, Okay it's fine. If you want to evict me, okay I'll leave. I'm going to work to pay for my tuitions, as long as you don't marry me. "

"Yanna ...." My mom said.

I smiled. "I'm going to leave, thank you for everything."

I smiled at the two of them before turning their backs on them and walking away.

****

My brother was shocked when he saw me carrying a suitcase.

I looked at him.

"Where are you going?" He asked.

"I'm going to leave this house, the wedding will not continue. Winston and I got married, because it was just the first time. I really don't want to," I answered.

"Where do you live?"

"Kila Kaelyn, Kuya." I answered. "Don't worry about me, I will work. I have to study and have daily expenses." I said and would have turned around when he stopped me.

"No." He said emphatically. "If you leave this house, I will leave too. I will not let you leave without me,"

I hold his hand.

I looked at her.

"No, Kuya Sean. No one will watch mommy if you come with me," I said.

"No." He said. "Yanna, you are my sister. I will not let you just leave this house,"

"Kuya ... It's my problem not yours,"

He shook because of what I said. "You're my sister, Yanna. So this is my problem too. I don't want to see you sad, because you are hurting my brother. I am your older brother, you are my younger brother. You are very important to me,"

My tears flowed. "Why is that brother? Why can't I do the things I want to do?" I asked.

He pulled me closer to him and hugged me tightly. "Shhh .. Don't cry, I'll talk to Mom and Dad. Okay?"

I shook. "No, brother. I don't want to hurt you,"

"I've been sympathetic for a long time, Yanna. And I was just sympathetic, You know why? Because you're my sister. And I love you so much," He whispered in my ear.

"Why is that? Why do I always get hurt, Why do I always leave, Why do they always seem to control my life? Do I have the right to do the thing I want, Nothing?" I asked.

He let go of my hug and looked me straight in the eye.

"Yanna, you have a right. Why? Because it's your life, it's your own. You're too big, you're not young anymore. You already know what's right and wrong, you already know the things you can't do. Yanna, you're a teenager. "

I looked at him. "Brother, why is that?"

"I don't know," He answered.

Rhea's POV

I on skype now with Ryan, the man I have been with for a long time. The man I once loved too.

'Why the pain?' Out of nowhere I asked him.

['It hurts because you love him, You love the person so much and then he suddenly hurts you and cheats on you']

'What have I done?' I asked him.

['You love the wrong person']

If I could only control how I feel, I would have done it, right? Ryan, I'm really hurt. You know why? Because I love him, I love him so much '

['I hope you just chose me, didn't you?'] He said reason for me to be quiet.

['Edi I hope you don't get hurt now']

I hope the heart can be taught that only those who can be loved, those who deserve to be loved. But no, nothing like that '

['Gag * he got to the point where he hit you, He cheated on you. He is so stupid because he just wasted you, His luck. Because the woman I love, she is the one I love ']

I didn't say a word and just looked at him.

Even though we are far apart, I can feel the pain with every word he utters.

'If i could'

['Rhea, why not just me? Why am I no longer the one you love, Why am I no longer the one you chose? ']

I bit my lip to stop myself from crying.

'I don't know, Ryan. I just followed my heart, I just followed what he was beating. And that is Kairon .... '

['Why not just me?'] He asked. His bosses knew he was hurting, he was hurting because of me.

Suddenly my tears flowed because of his question.

It hurts me to see him hurt, then I am the cause of the pain he feels.

'Cause it's not you, Ryan .... It's not you my heart is screaming for, I don't want to ruin our friendship. I don't want to lose that, I don't want to lose you '

['Rhea, you will never lose me. I will never leave you ... ']

'Promise?'

He smiled. ['Promise']

['If only I was there next to you, Rhea. Edi would have hugged you, I hugged you so tightly ']

'Ryan, Can I ask you a favor?' I asked.

['Rhea ano yun?']

'If I ever return to the Philippines, Please stay at my side. I need you, maybe I can see Kairon with someone else, with the woman he really loves'

['Rhea why?']

'I feel like I can't see him with anyone else, with the one he really loves and the one who really makes him happy. I'm not ready to see that he's in someone else's hands, because I'm sure I'll be hurt '

['All right, if that's what you want, I'll help you. If that is your request, I will fulfill it. You know why? Because I want you to be happy, I want you to feel my love. Even if I am not the one you love, I can only feel my love for you. It's okay for me ']

'Do I deserve to be hurt?'

He shook in response. ['You don't deserve to be hurt, Rhea. You deserve to be happier. Kaso wala eh, gag * yung lalaking minahal mo ']

****

I was about to leave the room when a woman stopped me, Reiza.

The woman I caught kissing my boyfriend, Is wrong. My ex-boyfriend is Kairon because we are gone.

"Rhei" She called me using my nickname.

I looked at her.

"Never call me Rhei, we are not close. So you have no right to call me Rhei, Do you understand?" I raised an eyebrow as I told her.

"Rhei, you look so angry. Aren't you still able to move on, that you caught your boyfriend kissing me and that is me?" she said she would make fun of me.

I smiled before speaking. "So? What am I going to do? Kneel in front of you and have mercy on you to stay away from Kairon? H * ll No."

"If I say yes, what are you going to do? I know you're just jealous, But I'll just remind you. Kairon is just your ex, so you have no right to be jealous." Smiling she said to me.

"Am I jealous? Is that a joke." I said and laughed softly. "First of all, I'm not jealous. Why? Because I don't care if you and Kairon are still together, even if you kiss in front of me again. It's okay, it's fun so watch it face to face. The user will kiss and used, Perfect match right? " I raised an eyebrow in response to her which made her feel very annoyed.

"What the f * ck." It screamed annoyingly and was about to slap me.

Even before he slapped me, I immediately grabbed her arm to stop her.

I smiled. "I will not let your dirty hand land on my face," I said as I dropped her hand.

She raised an eyebrow at me. "Your courage ah, it looks like you didn't make Kairon cry."

"I hope I didn't cry for him that day because I realized. He does not deserve my tears, I love my tears ghOrl. It is even more expensive than the face you underwent," I said and smiled.

She glared at me. "What did you say?" When he shuddered he asked me.

I smiled before speaking. "I said it's more expensive than the face you had my tears retouched,"

"What ?!" He said and was about to kick me when I stopped her and stared at her.

"Try to touch me, you'll get mad at me." I told her and sneered at her. "I'm not kidding, Reiza. I'm not fooling you, like Kairon is doing to you now."

"F * ck you," he said angrily.

I approached herand whispered. "Bye, Reiza." I whispered here and I walked away.

"B * tch, Come back here. We're not done yet !!" I heard her shout, obviously irritating she irritated me.

I turned around and I smiled at her.

I likes to tease and see her face pissed off because of me.