Chapter 10

Rhea's POV

Kailangan ko ng masanay na wala ka na talaga, Kailangan na kitang hayaan na maging masaya kahit hindi na piling ko.

Cause baby you look happier, you do

My friends told me one day. I'll feel it too And until then I'll smile to hide the truth.

Baby, you look happier. Now and

I knew one day you'd fall for someone new, You do.

I need to move on, I need to forget all the things about you.

Masakit man na makita kang may kasamang iba, at lalong mas masakit malaman na yung babaeng kahalikan mo nung araw na anniversary natin. Girlfriend mo na pala, girlfriend mo na pala siya ngayon.

Susuko na ako dahil ayun yung tama, yung dapat na gawin ko.

Hindi ibig sabihin na kapag sumuko ka, Talo ka. Minsan sumusuko ka kasi ito yung tama, Ito yung dapat na gawin mo.

Rhea's POV

I need to get used to you being really gone, I need to let you be happy even when I am no longer with you.

Cause baby you look happier, you do

My friends told me one day. I'll feel it too And until then I'll smile to hide the truth.

Baby, you look happier. Now and

I knew one day you'd fall for someone new, You do.

I need to move on, I need to forget all the things about you.

It hurts to see you with others, and it hurts even more to know that the woman you kissed on our anniversary day. By the way, she is your girlfriend, she is your girlfriend now.

I will give up because that is the right thing, what I should do.

It does not mean that when you give up, you lose. Sometimes you give up because this is the right thing to do, This is what you should do.

It does not mean that when you give up, you are weak. We all give up because not everything we can fight or fight for.

You will fight a person even if you know he is wrong to fight, And do not fight a relationship if you know that you are the only one fighting.

Sometimes we also need to let go, we also need to let someone leave our lives. That he also needs to disappear from our lives.

And here ends our story, the story of the two of us. This is where it ends because it is impossible to have another chapter.

It does not mean that when you love, you will be happy. Sometimes when you love, you will be hurt.

Because you already know the person you love, Someone else just loves.

Sometimes who else do you love, this is the one who will leave you, hurt you, fool you.

Sometimes we really have to let go, we have to let go of that person. We need to release the person who is happy with others.

I hope you are happy, I hope he does not hurt you. I hope she is really the woman destined for you.

I hope you really love him, I hope you don't make him feel the pain I felt for you.

Yes I am still hurting now, I am not happy because you are not by my side. But the day will also come when I will say that ..

'I'M HAPPY WITHOUT YOU'

After that party or we'll say Prom. I will be back in Canada again. But I will come back with Ryan, he said because he wants to accompany me to Canada.

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I am already inside the house, but why the darkness? What's up? Ryan is gone? Did I think he was here before?

Later, the light suddenly turned on. "WELCOME BACK, RHEA!" Ryan's loud shout caused me to be surprised.

I smiled and approached him and hugged him tightly. "Thank you, Ryan"

"Did you miss me?" He asked and smiled.

I laughed at what he said. "What did you miss there? We were just together last week, don't. You just came here to Canada first,"

He laughed. "Damn you, Rhea. You just didn't accompany my trip,"

"I don't know about you," I told him with a laugh.

He pulled me closer to him and hugged me tightly. "Even though we were just together last week, I still miss you."

When I broke away from hugging her, her deep dimples immediately caught my attention.

"Is there dirt on my face?" He asked which made me look into his eyes. "You've been staring at me before,"

I shook my head and answered. "No, it's your dimples."

"You love dimples tho?" He asked and smiled.

"Maybe? I can easily attract a person with dimpless," I answered here and smiled.

"So there is hope you like me?" Ryan whispered softly.

When I realized what he said I immediately looked at him.

"Ha, What did you say? Please, I didn't hear it," I said but he just smiled at me.

"Nothing,"

"What is that?" I carved him.

I didn't hear much of what he said so I wanted to repeat it to him, but he didn't seem to want to.

"Nothing," he said causing me to pout. He suddenly laughed when he saw my face now. "No, You said, I miss you."

"Hmpt!" Sabi ko at nag crossed arms.

Ryan's POV

Now that you are here next to me, I will never let you leave again. What happened before will never happen again.

And I will not let them hurt you again, I promise I love you. I will continue to love you dearly, and I will not leave you.

I will never let you be hurt again, I will never let you cry again because of them. Because of the person you loved but just ignored you, cheated and just left you.

I will admit to you how I feel, how long I have loved you.

Rhea, I love you to the moon and back. I love you since we were young.

I want to be with you for the rest of my life, You will not let me be sad. I will always make you happy.

I will not let you cry again, I love you so much I love you. Promise, You will not be disappointed and you will never leave.

I will keep my promises to you, My promises will not be nailed down. I promise you that, my Lady.

I am protective of Rhea, And she knows I am protective of her. Sometimes I become over protective of him.

But she understands that because she knows I don't want to hurt her, that I don't want her to cry just because of a man.

Xaryan's POV

Ian said that Rhea returned to Canada again, he said he preferred it there because he could not see the person who hurt him.

He was with Ryan again and I knew he would never leave Rhea alone.

He loves that, he really loves my bestfriend.

Aunt and Ian have a lot of trust in Ryan because they have known each other for a long time.

Rhea has been together since Ryan was a child. And Ryan has loved Rhea ever since, since they were kids.

Maybe the fun that Rhea is looking for is the fun that she can't feel in other people. Maybe he can only feel that for Ryan, Maybe he is really the one destined for my bestfriend.

A lot has happened in Rhea's life but she never thought to leave it. He even stayed next to it.

I am very happy because he is there, he is there for my best friend. Because Rhea is happy with her, Rhea doesn't think much about what she is going through.

Ryan does everything to make Rhea happy, he really loves my bestfriend. He loves her dearly.

Isn't that so? They say when you love the person, you will do everything to make them happy. And when he has a problem, you always sympathize with him. Even if you don't talk to him as long as you are just by his side, he will feel and feel your love for him.

Yes, it is difficult to love. Why? Because we do not know if we will love in the end or we will love back. But no, that's really when it comes to love. You have to sacrifice and you also have to accept that he just loves you as a friend, And until then you two really are.

Don't leave me, when you hear that word from the person you love. Will you leave? of course it depends. You know why? because we know that when we get to that point, we have to leave the person we love because we can no longer bear the pain.

You are already hurting, you are still waiting. You can no longer just endure the pain. Sometimes we also have to leave the person you know he is causing or he is the reason why you are not able to be happy. You can't always just be a martyr.

Yes, you want that person to be happy because you love him. And yes, you also do not want to hurt him, especially if you do not want to see him hurt. But when you choose to stay next to him because you know he does not want to lose you, because you are the only person who is always by his side. You never left him.

But we also need to think about ourselves, and we need to choose the thing that we know will make us happy or the one that you know is right.

If you know you are in so much pain, that you no longer want to, give up. Do not pity yourself. There are many more, many more love you and Especially more people will love you.

Your life will not collapse if you do not get him, if he does not love you as much as you love him.

Everyone has the right to love. But before we love someone, I hope you learn to love yourself first. Love Yourself First, they say.

Rhea's POV

"I love you," I heard him say cause I looked back at him. "I love you Rhea,"

"Ryan ..." I said softly to his name. "I love you but...."

He looked at me and smiled. "But just as a friend. I know that, Rhea."

"Ryan ... I'm sorry ..." I told him and bowed. "I'm sorry."

He smiled and shook his head. "You don't have to be sorry, it's not your fault that I loved you. It's my fault, Rhea. Because I let myself fall for you,"

I did not say a word and just looked him straight in the eye.

"I know she's the one you love, she's still the one you love, right? Her bob *, because she let you go. She's the woman I love, eh," he said softly and smiled at me.

"Ryan, I'm sorry if you're hurting now. I'm sorry because I was the reason why you're hurting now. I'm sorry, Ryan." Crying I said.

He approached me and hugged me tightly. "Shhhh ... Rhea please ... Don't cry ..... I'm in pain"

I bit my lip to stop myself from sobbing. "I'm really sorry, Ryan ..."

He let go of my hug and turned to face me. "Look at me," he ordered. "Don't be sorry, Rhea."

"But Ryan-"

"Rhea please ..." He cut me off. "It's not your fault, okay? It's not your fault that I love you, it's also not your fault that I love you so easily."

"Ryan .."

"Y-Yes? I love you,"

"Ryan, Can you do me a favor?" I asked. "Please be happy and move on, I don't want to see you hurt just because of me."

"Rhea ..."

"Ryan, you won't leave me, will you? You won't avoid me? You won't throw away the two of us together, will you? Will you Ryan?" Tears welled up as I told her.

He smiled at me. "I will never leave you, I promise."

Jasper's POV

I was about to leave the gym when Kairon suddenly stopped in front of me.

"Besides," I said annoyed.

"Before I step aside, answer my question first. Where is Rhea?" He said, I just looked at him and did not answer his question. "Where's Rhea ?!"

"Rhea? Why are you looking for her, you have no right to her anymore, right?" Smiling I said here.

"Just answer my question, Can I?" He shouted angrily at me.

"Are you upset, Kairon? You'll be kicked later, Are you looking for Rhea? Then go abroad with Ryan." I'm annoyed with this.

"What, are they together ?!" This question makes me smile.

"Yes, you are right. They are together, and what do you care?"

"She's my girlfriend okay ?! So I care." He said that was the reason I looked at him and smiled.

"Your girlfriend? Maybe an ex-girlfriend. You've been without my bestfriend for a long time, Okay? It's obvious to you that you haven't moved on yet."

"I'll take him back, I'll take him from Ryan." He said that was the reason I hit him.

"Gag * ka ba, you cheated on her right? On the day of your anniversary. She was hurt because she loves you, then you just fooled her? If you really love Rhea, you will never fool her. And you will not find others. " I said that was the reason he kept quiet.

"He gave you a chance, didn't he? Even if he didn't want to answer you or allow you to court him because he knew you were a playboy, he allowed you. Why? Because we talked to him. We said you were serious with him and you changed, but gag * pre. Until now you are still a woman, "

"Kairon, if you have any plans to return Rhea. Do not return, and do not plan to kidnap Rhea from Ryan. Do you not notice? She is happy with Ryan so do not disturb her. You love her not "If you love him, let him be happy even in the company of others. Just be happy for him."

"No," he replied seriously. "I will not allow, I will do everything to get Rhea back to me."

I looked at him.

"Then what? Will you hurt him again when he gets up again ?! Is that so? If so, Potang * na mo. Do not continue what you are planning if that is what you are going to do. Let go of Rhea, Can I? "Let her be happy, let her move on with you. Why? You hurt her right? If you really love Rhea, you will let her do what she wants. You will let her be happy with others," I said seriously to him.

"I love him, Jasper." He answered firmly.

"Do you love me? You love me but you managed to fool me, you're so good." I told him and sneered at him.

"I really love him Jasper,"

"Tang * na, Pre. That's right, I don't want to hear anything from you. Pre, if you love you you won't fool. If you love you you won't hurt," I said seriously to him and tapped him before I left him.

Kairon's POV

I was walking when I suddenly met Rhea, she just passed me and she didn't even glance.

"Rhea," I called her, causing her to stop and turn to me.

She looked at me.

"How long will you avoid me?" I asked him seriously as I looked him straight in the eye.

He looked at me without emotion. "Until you lose your feelings for me, I will just stop avoiding you when you move on." He answered without emotion.

"Rhea, please. Don't avoid me, why did you avoid me?" I have a serious question.

"You know why, Kairon? Because we need to, because we need space. Space for each other, we are gone. And we will never get back together again, we can't !!"

"Why not?" I asked in astonishment while looking at him.

"Why? Because I can't give you a second chance, I hurt you too much. And I don't want that to happen again," he said while looking straight into my eyes.

"Rhea, Give me a second chance. I promise you will never be hurt again because of me," I told her and held her two hands.

"Promise? You promise that you will never hurt me again, Kairon we do not know. What if you hurt me again? What if you cheat on me again? What if I cry again because of you, and if you just want to bring us back. Sorry, Kairon. But impossible! "

"Rhea, I want to bring us back. I still want you, I still love you. But why, why can't I feel your love anymore?" I promised sadly while looking at him.

"Because I don't love you anymore," he answered directly, which made me feel very sick.

"Because I no longer feel for you, I will no longer love you !!"

"Rhea, it's not possible. Is it that easy? It looks like you can move on," I shouted at him. "Have you really moved on or are you just pretending ?!"

"I've moved on okay, Kairon. I'm happy, I'm happy even without you, I can be alone," He said which caused me to kneel in front of him.

"Stand up," he told me and tried to pull me upright. "Kairon, Please. Stand up, it's embarrassing."

"Rhea, let's just go again. Please?" I feel sorry for you. "Rhea ..."

"Kairon, please. Stand up," he said while holding my two arms.

I stood up, I immediately pulled him and hugged him. "Rhea," I whispered in her ear.

"Kairon, Release me." He said as he tried to let go of my hug with him.

"Rhea, please. Just two minutes, even now just give me a break." I said while still hugging him.

He was no longer naughty and just let me hug him. I hope this is not the last hug.

"Why are you here ?!" I heard him ask me. "Why are you here?"

"Because I followed you" I simply answered him.

"How did you know I was here?" He asked confused.

"Rhea, when you first left to go here to Canada. I followed you, I went to the Airport but you left. And the second one? I found out from Jasper that you came back here, you came here with the gag * man yun. " I told him seriously.

"Gag * ng lalaki?" He asked in astonishment.

"Are you referring to Ryan?"

I nodded in response. "Yes," I whispered softly in his ear.

He pushed me away and looked me straight in the eye. "Ryan is not gag *, Okay ?! Of the two of you, you are the more g * go. Do you know why? Because you cheated on me, on our anniversary?"

"Mahal..."

She glared at me. "Never call me Love, Kairon. We are no more. We have been gone for a long time, so never call me Love again. I don't want to be hurt, Kai. So can I? Please, just forgive me .. .. "

"No ...."

I was about to approach her when she suddenly pushed me away. "Don't come near me," she threatened me.

I saw tears dripping from her eyes. "Don't come near me,"

"Rhea ..." I said and walked closer to her.

I caught her biting her lip to stop himself from sobbing.

"I SAID DON'T COME NEAR EH, KAIRON !!" I heard her shout.

I pulled her closer to me and hugged her tightly. "Shhhh ..."

"Kairon, b-let go of me."

"No." I said emphatically. "I will not let you go, Rhea."