He knows the truth

"You can hit on me." Since he said this words I couldn't control myself from being the happiest person in the world. That verse keeps ringing in my head over and over again. Here are lots of people in the cafe but my eyes only looking at him and my ears are only longing for his words. I can clearly hear that he is talking about his Americano that he's having now. But why can't I rememberd anything? Is this how everyone feel who are in love?

"Errr P'Zee???? Hello?" When Saint talking about the coffee he had, the doctor looked zoned out. So the favourite patient of the doctor who sitting in front of him tried to get his attention. So Saint waved his hand in front of Zee.

"Ah, what did you say?" Zee asked as he blinked his eyes several times.

"P' am I boring you?" Saint asked softly.

"What? No no. You are not. How come you think like this?" Zee asked as he caressed Saint's left hand which was on the table. Because of this Zee's action Saint felt something happened on his stomach. He felt like butterflies flew in his stomach.

"Th....then w....why d.....did P'Zee looked zo.....zoned out?" Saint asked as he looked at the hands. He couldn't speak clearly. Because Zee's hand was still caressing his hand. Then zee noticed that Saint being uncomfortable with what he was doing. So he left Saint's hands slowly.

"Because you made me. " Zee started to flirt with Saint.

"I am so sorry. I love to talk with others. So Everybody call me a little chatter box. Next time I'll talk little." Saint said with an embarrassing tone.

"No no, don't mistaken me. Yes I said you are the person who made me zoned out. But boring is not the reason. You making me fall for you deeply with your behaviour and your beauty. That's why I forgot myself and kept looking at you." Zee said in a flirting way.

Saint suddenly got shy with zee's words and his cheeks turned red immediately. He couldn't hide his shy and blushing. He felt like he want to die right now.

"You said you like to talk with others. But why are you suddenly silent? Are you shy?" Zee smirked and winked at Saint.

Oh god P'Zee, why are you doing this? Don't you know you are making me weak here. Basically I am a strong person. But whenever I am with you I am losing myself. How can you do this to my poor heart? Saint thought to himself.

"Err P', don't you want to drink your coffee? Saint asked casually , pretended like nothing happened.

Zee noticed Saint blushed and smiled himself. "I am about to." He simply said like he didn't noticed. Because he didn't wanted to make Saint awkward and also he want to change the subject to make him comfortable.

"Then what are you studying?" He started a normal conversation.

"I am studying Science in Kasetsart university and I am in my 3rd year now." Saint got relaxed and happy because of the conversation changed.

"Ooh, what a coincidence." Zee got surprised.

"Why P'? Why are you surprised?"

"Because my brother also studying there at the same faculty and he is a freshman. "

"Oh really, what's his name? May be I know him. After all he is my junior." Saint asked excitedly.

" ooohh, His name is Per..."

"SAINT." When Zee about to told his brother's name, they heard a loud voice called 'Saint' and they turned. There was a person rushed towards them.

"Saint let's go." Tommy said in a hurry.

"What?" Saint asked without any idea.

"I said let's go. Can you come or not?" Tommy asked straightaway.

"What are you doing?" Zee looked at Tommy and asked. When Zee interfered them, Tommy got annoyed by him. But he didn't respond to him. Then he dragged Saint without even looked at Zee.

"Wait, Tommy listen to me." Saint try to stopped Tommy but he failed. And Saint turned to looked at Zee. Zee was looking at Saint until they reached out the door.

"What happened?" Jimmy came and asked Zee as he patted his shoulder.

"Huh?" Zee couldn't understood what's just happened now. So he stood still for a while and just recalled what happened.

"Hey what??" Jimmy asked as he shook zee.

"Hey I am the one who have to ask that question. What happened? Why is he this furious? "Zee asked Jimmy after recalled everything.

"Err... Err...."

"Why aren't you saying anything?"

"Err... I am sorry Zee. I made a biggest mistake. "

"Mistake? What mistake are you talking about?"

"He found out that we are friends and he understood what happened at the gym. I am sorry man."

"How did he find out anyway?"

"I.... I.....I....told him."

"You told him?" Zee got furious.

" But not intentionally. I swear." Jimmy swore.

"Oh god Why are you doing this to me?" He said as he looked at the sky.

"Zee." Jimmy called Zee with guilty.

"It's okay leave it." Zee said.

"I am so sorry man. I just wanted to help you but I ruined everything."

"It's ok. If he likes me he will come to me. And I'll try to call him tonight." Zee said as he stared at the door.

Saint's pov...

"Tommy wait, what happened to you?" Saint tried to stop Tommy and they stopped in front of their car at the parking lot. But Tommy didn't speak a word. He went straight to the driver seat. So Saint also went his seat and sat beside his friend. He was looking at his friend worriedly but the latter didn't show any reaction except coldness on his face. He kept his face straight and concentrated on driving.

Saint understood something went wrong, from his friend's behaviour. So he didn't want to push him. But he kept looking at him only. They were on their halfway from their home now but saint never took his sight from Tommy. So Tommy try to speak.

"I know you want to know." Tommy said as he kept his look straight.

"Yes I want to know." Saint said straightaway.

"If you want to know the reason why I did that earlier, I will tell you at home. I don't want to lose my driving licence."

From his friend's statement he understood that Tommy is furious right now. So he didn't want to force his friend. He let Tommy drove the car peacefully.

After 15 minutes they arrived Saint's apartment Saint opened his room with key card. After they entered the room Saint went straight to the kitchen and took a water bottle from fridge and also a glass. He poured the water and gave it to his friend who sat on the sofa in the living room.

"Here drink it."

"Thank you." Tommy said with a low voice. And he handed over the glass to Saint after drank the water.

"I know you are in a bad mood now. So I don't want to force you. You can tell me when you are comfortable. " Saint said as he left the spot but Tommy held his hand and made him seated beside him.

"You think I am controlling you?" Tommy asked as he hold the latter's hand.

"Hey, what are you saying?"

"Please tell me Saint. You think I am controlling your life? Am I annoying you?"

"What the hell are you talking Tommy. Are you insane? Why are you thinking like that? Have I ever told you, you are controlling me or annoying me?"

"But....." Tommy suddenly went silent as he thinking something.

"Hey here, you know you can tell me anything. Just say it out whatever bothering you." Saint said affectionately.

"First I want to apologise to you. Because yesterday I said, I will be by your side when you meet doctor Zee. But I left you with him all by yourself."

"It's not a problem Tommy."

"Please hear me out first."

"Hm."

"I really don't want to left you. But today I saw the person I hate the most. Do you remember the tall guy I talk about 2 days ago?"

"Hm." Saint nodded.

"I saw him today at the cafe."

Tommy's flashback

"Saint I will be back." Tommy rushed to the backyard of the cafe.

"Hey you." Tommy called someone walking in front of him. But the person didn't stop. He continued his walk.

"Hey, wait."

Again he didn't pay attention to him. So Tommy decided to stop him forcefully. Then he ran before the person infront of him and hid his way.

"Whooh. What are you doing?" Jimmy asked pretended like he didn't know him.

"Wasn't it you the first one who did the same at the gym?" Tommy asked sarcastically.

"What are you talking about? Are you crazy? You come out of the blue from somewhere and talking like a crazy person. Leave my way."

"Am I crazy? Don't try to act like you don't know me. I know you asshole. I won't forget you." Tommy said with furious tone.

"You won't forget me?" Jimmy stepped closer to the latter but Tommy stood still like a strong brick. "Why? Do you like me?" He stepped even closer. And this time Tommy's strength loosened a bit. He stepped back a little.

"Tell me. Why won't you forget me? Are you in love with me?" He even stepped closer to him. His voice also turned soft. Now Tommy took two feet back and stuck with the wall behind him. So Jimmy used this chance to even closer to him. The gap between them continued to narrow. Jimmy put his hands on the wall like hid the latter's way. So Tommy closed his eyes tightly because of their closeness.

"Why are you close you eyes like this? Are you afraid of me?" Jimmy whispered at Tommy's ear. Then Tommy came to his senses with the other's whishper and push him hardly with his hands.

"Are you out of your mind? Do you know what you are doing?" Tommy asked angrily.

"Oh So, you know what you are doing right?" Jimmy asked sarcastically.

"What are you talking about bastard?" Tommy asked confusingly.

"I am talking about you. I am talking about how you control your friend's life and how you are using your friendship for that. Or is it not a friendship and more than that? That's why you don't want Saint dating anyone?" Jimmy make him angrier.

"You asshole mother f*cker, This is not true."

"Whooh what a shitty mouth. If it is not true, then what? Tell me. He is 23 now. He is not a kid anymore. He has the rights to choose his path. He has the rights to choose the person he want to date. So, why are you force him to do what you want? I don't want to see my friend sad." Jimmy yelled at Tommy.

"Listen, Zee is a very good person. He will be loyal to your friend. Don't try to interfere in their life. And....."

"Zee?" When Jimmy was talking Tommy interrupted him with his question. Jimmy came to his sense and understood that he made a wrong move. So he couldn't say anything.

"You said Zee? As in Doctor Zee? Yees, now everything come to the sense. So that day you intentionally hid my way because that doc want to spent time with my friend. And today is also not a coincidence. You wanted me left Saint with your friend." Tommy said extremely angry.

"No, this is not what you think it is. You misunderstood." Jimmy tried to calm the latter down. But Tommy ignored and left him.

"Oh shit. What will gonna happen now? Sorry my friend Zee. I ruind it." Jimmy talked to himself as he watched Tommy leaving.

"Saint let's go." Tommy came quickly and dragged his friend away.

End of flash back.

"This is what happened. So tell me. Was he telling the truth?Am I controlling......." Saint put his forefinger on Tommy's lips before he finished the sentence.

"Don't try to talk one more word. Listen to me ok. YOU ARE MY FRIEND. NOBODY CAN'T DESTROY THIS FRIENDSHIP WITH THEIR WRONG MINDS. I KNOW YOU, OK? HERE, YOU ARE MY MOM, DAD, WELWISHER, BROTHER, BEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD. After my dad died you are the one who took care of me from his place.

You have all the rights over me. I won't do anything that you hate. You always let me do whatever I want. And also you did everything in your life for me. You are the only person beside me when I was happy or sad. You always have my heart." Saint's this word made Tommy melted. Then he hugged Saint tightly and cried on his shoulder. Saint hugged him back.