You are my heart

Evening 7 p.m...(at the college entrance)

"Good evening P'."

"Hooo, your class really finished late." Zee said to Saint and Tommy.

"Have you waiting too long P'?"

"Not that much. Just for 2 hours." Zee said in a teasing way.

"Oooiii, two hours? You really like my bestie, don't you? " Tommy got surprised.

"Ooh, I am sorry for kept you waiting for me P'. Why didn't you text me? Then you hadn't wait for me this much of time. You would have had a work."

"Yeah? I thought so. Actually I have a doubt doc." When Tommy said doc Saint stared at him. So Tommy whispered sorry to him and turned to Zee.

"Can I?"

"Hm go ahead."

"I have a doubt that are you really a doctor.?" With this Tommy's doubt the other two looked on him in amazement.

"Why are you had this doubt?" Zee asked with smile.

"No, I always wonder you are really a doctor or what? Because I always see you outside of the hospital.  Doctors are free that much nowadays?"

"Tommy what the hell are you asking?" Saint got angry at his friend by his question.

"Hahaha... it's ok Saint. Let me clear this doubt of your friend."

"Hm try me." Tommy said.

"First of all I am a cardiologist not just a ward doctor.  I have my appointments and schedules.  It's not necessary to me staying at the hospital all the time."

"Cardiologist? You mean, the doctor who has checks the patients who have the heart problems?"

"Hmm yes."

"Oooh, I think I know a friend of mine who has heart problems. You are the one who can save him." When Tommy was telling about his friend to Zee, Saint looked at Tommy with confusion.

"Ooh really? Then next time bring him to me. I will check on him." Zee said as a doctor.

"Why next time? I already brought him."

They didn't understand a thing that Tommy said. So they were looking at each other in confusion.

"Don't overthink doc. I was just talking about your Saint only, no one else. I think he has a heart problem.  Because whenever he heard your name or whenever he meet you his heart beating so fast. So I thought only you can cure him." Tommy teased Saint in front of Zee. So Saint got blushes by embarrassment. 

"Tommy shut up." Saint whispered.

Zee couldn't speak a word. So he only looked at Saint with amusement and love.

"P' can we go?" Saint asked Zee to deal with an uncomfortable situation. 

"Yeah sure. You want a ride FM?" Zee asked at Tommy.

"No, I don't want to be a third wheel. I have my own ride. By the way what do you mean by FM?"

"Ask my friend Jimmy bye." Zee smiled and got on the car. And Saint followed Zee as he saying goodbye to Tommy. 

On the ride...

"Why are you looking upset? You don't want to go out with me?" Zee looked at him and asked anxiously.

"What makes you think that?" Saint asked him calmly.

"Because you are silent in this whole ride. So I thought you are not comfortable with come with me."

"P'Zee, didn't you pay attention to my friend when he said my heart problem."

"Then what makes you upset?"

"It's not about you and I am so happy to come with you."

"So it means you are tired with your classes right. You want to take rest?"

"No P' calm down. It's not about my classes too."

"Then what's wrong? Care to share if you don't mind?"

"I will P'. I trust you, I gave my heart to you. So I have to tell you everything that happening in my life. But I don't know how to start and what would you will feel after I say this." Saint said with reluctantly.

"You can share whatever you want. I am here beside you." Zee said as he hold Saint's hand with his one hand.

"Ok. I... I have this junior from my faculty. I met him at the college before I met you. Since we met he chasing after me."

"You are this beautiful, so everybody will like you, and if he disturb you you want my help to get rid of him?" Zee said with smile.

"Oi P'.... don't exaggerate. I am mature enough to handle my problems.  Are you a doctor or a boxer."

"Hahaha just kidding." Zee laughed at Saint.

"He.... already confessed to me." Saint said while Zee laughing. Then he immediately stopped the car. It made Saint hit his forehead a bit.

"Ouch." Saint rubbed his forehead.

"Oh shit. I am really sorry. Please forgive me Nong Saint. Are you hurt? Let me see the wound." Zee examined Saint's forehead with lots of affection and also felt guilty. When he checked Saint's forehead it turned red at the spot where he hit. He was so worried about Saint. So he placed a gentle kiss on the spot. And asked "Are you ok? Are you hurt?" When Zee asked, Saint only looking at Zee's eyes with love and said "I am alright don't worry." In a soft voice. Zee caught by the latter's eyes and softly asked "what do you think about the confession?"

Saint surprised the doctor with his answer.

"How could I think of anyone when I have you as my heart?" He said softly at the same time affectionately as he looked at Zee's eyes. Their faces were so close like they could exchange their breath.

"Can I kiss you?" Zee asked as he Stared at Saint's lips.

"Hmm." Saint nodded his head softly. Then he hold Saint's face with his hands and gently pressed his lips on Saint's plum lips. He kissed him passionately and Saint kissed him back. They were enjoying the kiss at the moment Like no one else exist in the world except them.

"Hooooonk." They interrupted by the horn when they were tasting each others lips and they came to their senses and immediately the two parted from each other.

"I....I am sorry." Zee apologized to Saint like he did something wrong.

"P', why do you apologise to me?" Saint asked awkwardly.

"You.... wanted to take things slow. But I kissed you to full fill my desire. Actually I can't control my emotions when i am with you. I am sorry." Zee said with concern look.

"But..... I accepted it." Saint said slowly with a pouty face as he bowed his head.

"Don't make that face na. I am sorry for making you sad. Please.... give me your smile. Please....na...na na na." Zee tried to make Saint smile and he succeeded.



"Now let's go eat something. " Zee patted Saint's head and started the engine.

"Hmm." Saint smiled at Zee.

At the restaurant...

"How was the dish?"

"Delicious P'. I am so full." Saint said as he rubbed his tummy like a child.  And Zee was enjoying the view and smiled.

"Err what you want for dessert?"

"Dessert?" Saint's eyes widen like a child who got excited for ice cream.

"I want ice cream P'."

"Ice cream?" Zee asked in surprised.

"Hm. I love ice cream. " Saint said excitedly .

"You are really a baby." Zee smiled and ordered him an ice cream.

At the apartment...

"Thank you for your ride P'."

"Don't thank me nong Saint. It's my pleasure."

"Then.... I go to my room." Saint said as he pointed the way of his room.

"Hmm." Zee nodded his head like he doesn't want to let Saint go. So he Was watching Saint with nostalgia.

"P' do you wanna say something.?" He asked as he pursing his lips.

"Err... I am going to miss you." He said with smile and gave him a sudden unexpected hug. Saint got surprised by Zee's action.

"Good night Nong Saint. Sleep well." Zee wished the latter and gave a gentle kiss at the forehead where he hit. "I am sorry for hurting you." Zee was really worried about what he did to his Nong earlier.

"It's really nothing P'. See there is no more wound and pain. Don't worry na P'." Saint said as he lift his hair.

"Good night P'Zee.Go home safe." They said good byes and left with lots of happiness. 

BEEEEEEP

"I don't know about you but for me you are my everything beside my younger brother. I won't let you go from me even if you want." Saint got feeling that he float in the air by the doctor's message.

"You are my everything too. I know how much you love your brother. And I am so happy to know that I am also as important as your brother for you. Then....I won't leave you even if you want too." Saint said himself and went to sleep as he hugged the pillow.