Love confession

Two week had past since I came from P' Zee's apartment.  He has been little busy with his medical camp and his appointments lately. so I couldn't meet him in person. We could only communicate through the phone. I miss him so much. Sometimes he make a video call. And it was the most important and precious moment for me in the past two weeks. Even now I am waiting for his call as I am watching my phone's screen.

He will be here in two days. I am so excited to meet him. After he come back I am going to surprise him with my love confession. He will be very happy. After all he eagerly waiting to hear this. Yes he already confessed me last night, through the video call. After all today is my birthday.  It was the most happiest birthday and proposal for me ever.

Yesterday at 11.55 p.m...

"Nong Saint?"

"Khrab P'!"

"P' miss you so much na?"

"Nong also miss you P'."  Saint said with smile.

"And.... I miss your lips too." Zee said more like wishpered because there were lots of people around him walking here and there.

"P'???" Saint said with shy as he close his eyes.

"Look at me Saint. Why are you closing your eyes?" He ordered his Nong to opened his eyes.

"Khrab.." he slowly opened his eyes slightly.

"Widely Saint." He ordered again to open his eyes more.

"First promise me that you won't tease me?" Saint said as he bowed his head.

"Hahaha I promise. " after he gave him the promise Saint looked at Zee right away.

"You opened your eyes without any hesitation when I promised. Do you believe me that much?" Zee asked with amusement.

"Sure P', Who else can I trust if I don't trust you? I trust you with all my heart." Saint gave him his words.

"Thank you Nong. And I didn't lie na, I do miss your lips. And please don't close your eyes again. Because I wanna tell you something."

"Khrab P'." He looked at the doctor in confusion like what is he gonna tell me.

"Normally if I attend any medical camp it would be my most relaxing place. Because I love my profession. But this time it's not like that. I don't know why. I couldn't eat, couldn't sleep, couldn't chat with anyone. It's more like I don't want to do that. I always think about you only. It's like my heart doesn't belong with me anymore."

"P', what are you saying?" Saint got very happy by his statement.

"Just wait..."Zee set the camera in wide angle. And Saint noticed some people raising some card behind Zee. But it turned backside. When Zee gave them the ok sign they turned the card one by one and it says,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NONG SAINT.

And some of children waved their hands with Roses. As Saint thought after the sweet talk, he will Wish him Happy Birthday but he didn't expect anything like this. His eyes filled with tears. It's the best birthday for him ever. He looked like he will cry any minute.

"I am sorry, I couldn't wish you in person. I really want to be with you right now. Forgive your P' na?"

"P' don't be sad ok. Nong is very happy that you know my birthday and you turned this day the best birthday ever. And thank you so much everyone. You don't know me, although you wishing me happy birthday.  I am really happy. " Saint thanks to everybody in that camp.

"I have to tell you one more thing." Zee said with a smiling face.

"Hmm." He couldn't speak because of the happiness, so he could only nodded his head.

"Please listen to me carefully Saint."

When the doctor about to say what he wanted , everybody in the camp screaming,

"P' Zee Love You Nong Saint."

Everybody screamed with joy and excitement. The moment he heard the proposal he couldn't hold his tears anymore. So he let the tears overflowed from his sweet eyes. And it is the best proposal in his life. He felt like he is the most happiest and luckiest person in the world.

"Saint, don't cry please, I am not beside you there to hold you and wipe the tears. I don't want to see you cry."

"I am not crying P'. You made me the happiest person in the world. The tears are the evidence of my happiness that you gave me. " He said with tears.

"And Please let me take care of you na Saint? I can't wait anymore to make you mine. This two weeks felt like hell without you and I couldn't think my of my future without you." Zee said as he kneel down with a red rose and a small box in his hand. But the younger couldn't say anything. Only he could covered his face with his hands and smiled widely through the tears. The happiness now he getting has no end.

Present...

Yesterday I didn't give him the answer that he wanted to hear. So I want to make him happy when he arrived. I am eagerly waiting for his arrival.

And....if you ask me about Perth,  yeah he always flirted me like every day. And I ignored him like as always. Sometimes he behaved well. Whenever we started our practice he turned into determined person. I really like that side of his. So sad that he rarely showed me that side. At the same time I don't know what to do. He is in a stage that nobody can't cure him. I couldn't tell him that I already seeing someone.  I am afraid of hurting his feelings. And also I don't want to give him any false hope. I hope after the competition I will make him understand that I can't love him. Because I can't think of anyone except P' Zee. He is the only one for me. Nobody can't separate us. He won't allow me to let go. He promised me after all.

"Hey Saint, what are you doing? Waiting for his call?" Tommy asked as he offered the water bottle.

"Thank you. And yes I am but I am waiting for Perth also." Saint said as he took the water bottle from his friend.

"Oh how is he doing? Is he good?"

"Hm yes. He is perfect for the moon. He is a talented guy. That's why I am stress free."

"When will he arrive?"

"In 5 minutes his class will end. And not that much of practice remain.  He already learned everything. I just want to give him some advice."

"Speak of the devil. " Tommy pointed at Perth.

"Good evening P'Saint and P'Tommy. " Perth sit closed to Saint as he wai at them. And Tommy got surprised that Saint didn't complaint about Perth.

"Why are you looking surprised P'?" Perth asked at Tommy who widely opened his eyes and mouth.

"I am surprised because of my friend. He didn't complaint about you sitting close to him like this. I think he is in a good mood. Are you Saint?" He already know that Zee Proposed Saint to be his boyfriend. So he wanted to tease his friend. Then Saint stepped on his foot.

"OUCH.... P' why did you step on me?" Perth asked like a kid.

"Ooh I am so sorry." Saint apologized to Perth awkwardly as he rubbed his head.

"Don't mind him Perth. He just used his wrong foot. Because of his too much of happiness he becomes blind I think." Tommy teased Saint as he playfully leaned on Saint.

"Too much of happiness? Why?" Perth asked without understanding anything.

"Aw, I thought you already known what is the day today."

"P', I don't understand anything you say. What is today? " perth asked as he looked at Saint.

"Ooiii Perth, How could you not know about your Saint's birthday?" Tommy asked Perth in a demanding way.

"What? Today is your birthday?" Perth asked shockingly at Saint.

"Tommy shut up." Saint scold at his friend and said yes to Perth awkwardly.

"Yes of course. How could you be this careless?"

"Don't mind him Perth.Tommy I said shut up." This time Saint said with a furious tone at his friend.

"P' don't scold P'Tommy. He is right, how could I not know about your birthday?" Perth asked him with a sad tone.

"Perth, it's not necessary to you to know my birthday. And I am not a celebrity for everyone to remember that." Saint said casually like he doesn't care.

"P', yes you are not a celebrity but you are one of the most important person to me." He said as he hold Saint's hand. And Saint slowly pulled his hand from Perth's.

"Ok, let's start this." Saint pointed at their work and said awkwardly.

"No P', come with me." Perth made him got up.

"For what?"

"Just come with me P'." After he got up Perth dragged Saint.

"Hoi wait wait. Can you please consider me as a person for once. Don't you see me sitting here? Where do you think you are dragging him like that?"

"P' don't mind me ok. But today my Saint's day not your day." He dragged Saint with him as he smiled at Tommy.

At the car...

"Perth can you explain where do you bringing me with you?"

"You will see." So Saint thought it is waste to asked him anymore. However he doesn't let him know, so it is best to shut up and do as he want.

After 15 minutes of ride the car stopped at a shopping complex.

"P' can you get off of the car?" Perth asked politely.

"Here?" Saint asked confusingly.

"Yes P', come on let's go. " so Perth dragged Saint into the shopping complex. And he brought Saint straight into the men's wear. Saint not to dare to asked the latter anything because it is waste to trying. 

"P', select what you want." He pointed at the clothes.

"Perth, listen to me. Can you please tell me what are you doing?" Saint asked as he shaked the latter's shoulder with his hands.

"P', I am really sorry for not know about your birthday today. So I want to compensate my fault." Perth said as he hold Saint's hands.

"This is not necessary to you to do this.  I don't mind that Perth. I am not mad at you or something."

"Please Saint, let me do what I want. Or else I can't concentrate on my competition. If I don't do anything on your birthday, it will haunt me P', please..... na na na." Perth was begging to Saint. So he had no choice than accept.

"Alright,  I will do." Saint accepted as he rolled his eyes.

"Yaaay...." Perth cheered by Saint's acceptance.

"Perth calm down."

"Ok P', then you go try out whatever you want and I will be back in two minutes."

"Whatever." Saint said as he shake his head and went straight to the try out room.

"Where is he?" He asked himself after came out from the room. He wore a simple black t shirt and a ripped Jeans.

"P', you are so handsome. " Perth ran towards Saint as he saying. How do you know I like black?" He asked the latter excitedly.

"You like black?" Saint asked surprisingly.

"Hmm yes." Perth nodded his head several time as he smiled.

"I don't know you like black. But I like simple cloths.  So I choose this one because it looked very simple than others."

"It's ok whatever the reason. As long as you wear black it's enough for me to be happy. " Perth was very happy at the moment.

"You easily satisfied." Saint said with amusement.

"If it is only about you." Perth said as he leaned on Saint.

"Keep flirting with me, then I'll leave." Saint got a bit irritation. It's not that he hate Perth but he doesn't wanted to giving him hope.

"Ok ok I'll zip my lips."

"Hm. Then what?" Saint asked what next.

"If you want to know, you have to tie this cloth on your eyes." He showed a blindfold to Saint.

"What the hell Perth? What are you trying to do? You want to kidnap me?"

"I really want to do that. But I can't kidnap you, because you will come to me for yourself." Perth smirked at Saint. And Saint staring at the latter with an evil look and said, "Over confident is not good for health."

"Sorry sorry, when I am with you I couldn't control my emotions.  Even how hard I try, my feelings popped out in words beyond my lips."

"Enough of your bullshits. Let's just get this over with." He said irritably.

"Ok P', let's do this." Perth made Saint blindfolded and led him slowly to the certain spot.

"P' Saint please stay here.  I will be back in one minute. " He rushed from Saint.

"Perth, Perth..." Saint called the other while he stood with blindfolded.

"Are you ready P'Saint?" Perth returned in one minute as he said.

"Ready for what?" Saint got a little fear in his chest and asked confusingly.

"You will see. Just untie your blindfold." He insisted the senior to untie.

When the birthday boy untied his cloth from his eyes he saw the person in front of him was holding a beautiful cake coated by chocolate and decorated by strawberries.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY P'SAINT..." Saint didn't expect that. So he stood with shocking.

"Blow off the candle P'." Perth said as he smiled at Saint. And Saint blows off the candle without said anything as he looked at Perth. And the people around them clapped for Saint. He felt guilty at the moment for Perth to let his emotions towards him grow.  His heart pushed him to tell him the truth that he can't love him but his brain forbid him to do that. At the moment he ashamed of himself and the tears filled in his eyes.

"Happy birthday..." Perth handed over the cake to Saint as he sang him happy birthday song.

30 minutes later...

"I will drop you off at your dorm P'."

"It's ok no need. I parked my car at the college parking lot. I have to pick up my car. " Saint said calmly.

"Then... I'll drop you at the campus. However you have to take the bus to go to campus no?"

"Hmm." Saint nodded silently.

The ride from the shopping complex to campus took 15 minutes. But the senior kept his mouth shut for the whole ride. He didn't talk anything nor complain about Perth's flirt. He only sit and looked outside through the window as he thinking something for the whole ride.

The parking lot...

"Thank you for the ride. And.... for the cake and the cloth too. It's a beautiful cake." Saint said, wearing fake smile on his face. At the moment Perth kept the others hand and hold it for a while and said,

"P', I don't know if I make this your birthday memorable for you or not. But I wanted to make this birthday unforgettable for you. I really wish you happiness in your whole life P', whether I am near you or not." After he said Saint hugged Perth tightly as the tears overflowed from his eyes.

"Thank you, thank you so much for today and sorry for hurting you." Saint said as he hugged the other.

"You are not hurting me P'. You made me a happiest person today. You let me do what I wanted to do with you. I only want to be beside you and you allowed me today P'. So I am the person who should Thank you." He said emotionally . And Saint said as he wiped his tears,

"All the very best to your competition. You will be the moon of this campus. Trust in yourself na?" Saint patted Perth's head and left the place after wished him good night.

"Good night Perth."

"Good night P'."