That's not how our’s went

Have you ever walked somewhere with confident people but you feel so uncomfortable as if you wore a pink bra in a transparent white shirt?

That's how I'm feeling right now, parties are not really my scene but I've been to few and I know it's mostly cheap booze, drunk boys, sweaty teenagers with high libido, sex in the rooms and weird guys hitting on you, but I can't say I completely hate it.

And I'm confident enough in my own skin, the only thing is this is not my skin.

I'm cladded in Cam's clothes, even though I strongly disagreed to appear like the rainbow fairy standing on my left hand side, I still feel kinda weird in her clothes. I'm wearing a yellow and pink  pullover and I had to borrow one of Chan pants if I didn't want to appear like a divorced housewife in Vegas.

Cam's bigger than me so her pants are kinda big on me so I decided to rock it like boyfriend jeans but I like my boyfriend jeans to be bigger than this so...

Okay to be sincere, I'm just freaking out because i didn't think about it before but Miles might be at this party. I mean it's suffice to describe him as the life of the party and he gets along with people easily (except me) and I don't see any reason why Judy won't invite a new hot student to her party.

"Come on, from what you are saying this guy made you miss a lot and I can see you really want to go to this party so let's..." Cam was saying.

They've been pep talking to me all through the drive here when they noticed me wringing me hands.

"I say fuck it," Chan cut in as she dragged both of us, with each hand.

"Hey, I was gaining courage," I whined.

"You can never be a hundred percent ready Cass, just do it, plus you're making this guy sound like an assassin, he's just a teenage bully for Godsake's," Chan said as she kept dragging us to the front door.

She's right, I can't go home because I'm afraid Miles will be here. Plus he didn't act like he hated me anymore so that's a plus right?

Two hours later, Camille kissing the guy she'd been flirting with, Chan and I right in front of the booze table half-drunk with Chan's bag full with enough alcohol she 'lifted' and demi Lovato's Commander-in-Chief, I felt like sleeping, so I ordered an Uber and stumbled towards Cam and captain handsy.

I tapped her shoulder from behind, normally I wouldn't look at people kissing but with the alcohol in my system, I can walk up to them and stop Cam from collecting any more germs.

"What?!" She hissed.

"Jeeeez, chill python. I ordered an Ub...eer already and Chan's done packing the good stuff," I giggled,"....so, I'm ...can we go now..."

She sighed, "I'll see you tomorrow Sawyer."

She won't see you again Sawyer, you're old story once she walks out that door.

"Oh dear God." Camille said.

"I agree." The Uber driver muttered.

"One star sir, you are getting one star." I replied from the back seat and Chan chimed in, "yes, rate him with only a star."

Camille laughed.

Then a song we like came up, "ohhhhh," I reached forward and increased the volume to the highest, the driver reduced it but it was still considerably high.

"If you wanna run away with me, I know a galaxy and I can take you for a ride.... I had a premonition that we fell into a rhthym where the music don't stop for life... Glitter in the sky, glitter in my eyes..." We kept singing and swinging our hands.

We reached our destination AKA the Davis's and were still singing.

"You want me, I want you baby.... My sugar boo, I'm levitating.....the milky way, we're renegading....."

Cam dealt with the man and led us inside and upstairs, I spent the night with in Chan's bedroom after Cam got us ready for bed.

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"Wake up, drunk asses." I heard Cam yell from outside and Chan groaned beside me, I looked at her, she looked like shit.

"Good morning, shit face." I smiled.

"Stop smiling and stop shouting and go to Cam's room, you're gonna wear her stuff."

I laughed quietly.

I am among the few people that don't get hungover whereas Chan's hit like a bitch.

We reached school an hour later, we were as late as we could ever be.

And I'll let you know we weren't late because of Chan's or I hangover or lack of in my case it was because the jeans Cam wanted to wear was new and she hadn't exactly seen anything in her overflowing wardrobe that matched the vibe of the trousers.

So Chan and I had to sit (I mean it's not like we're in a hurry to go anyways, I have English first period and we're reading Wuthering heights right now but I finished the book a month ago and I have already written my review on it, and no I am not not a nerd, I just love English) and hear her complain about how she needed to go shopping soon or she'll be out of what to wear.

I say this truthfully, even her bed is always with clothes, her wardrobe can't contain every clothe she owns

So Cam in her normal glitter and unicorns way was wearing a pink skin-tight Jean with a big yellow cardigan, black boots and her Ray Bans. Chan and I wore ours because, you know why and she decided to 'follow the trend'.

Chan was in a black T-shirt and black high-waisted jeans with her signature combat boots while I borrowed a pair black Chan's t-shirt and Cam's plaid trousers with my grey colored ankle boots.

The parking lot was empty and Cam took a few selfies then we headed inside. You see how in movies, when the head characters get a kind of vibe and they walk in slow motion and nice clothes with the soft background tune playing? Yeah that's not how our's went.

We got detention.

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