Xavier was staring at me for a few long minutes before he clears his throat and said "What makes you think that I hate you or I have some grudge against you?".His question left me baffled I mean how he can think that all of this torture is for nothing.
I stand up from my seat and stand in front of him. I was ready to take all of my anger out on him.
"So you are trying to say that all this humiliation and torture is just because I am an outsider and not a member of your pack,"I questioned him with anger on my face.
"No, it isn't like that you are getting wrong it's just that I don't want a mate my life is good without one and you are getting in my way."He was trying to explain me but his reason did not seem satisfactory to me.
"If you don't want me then why can't you free me from this and trust me my life is also perfect without you" my word made him flinch and I think he is hurt by them but what I can do after his rejection I can't say that I want him as my mate.
"I can't do that," he said by looking away from my eyes.
"Why can't you do that when you don't me as your mate?"I asked him by slightly raising my voice. I want answers and a lot of it.
"It's just that my wolf can't bear to see you with anyone and he will not like it if you go away from here and I can't control him as he has his own mind."He sheepily said looking into my eyes and his statement is making my blood boil.
"You are ruining my life for your own selfish reason while you are fucking your whores.Don't you any morale? You know what is going to happen if you are going to fuck any woman and you are doing this only because you want to see me hurt and this is going to satisfy your big-ass ego," I finished with a loud sigh, and my emotions are all over the place.
"We can do something about it if only you will cooperate so are you ready to listen,"He asked me in a low tone, and my mind is already saying that whatever he is going to say will not be good. I nod my head in a yes.
"We are going to try this whole mate thing but first we will start by friendship if it works for us then we see what the future hold for us this will be only between us and nobody is going to know about it."
After thinking about all the pros and cons of this whole offer and I finally said yes to him. I have nothing to lose from this as I am not going to fall in love with him and I know how to protect my heart from all of this. Life has taught me better.