Chapter 8 Ways to kill this feeling

Soleil P.O.V

I felt nervous sitting there just watching her. She...She is just so beautiful you can't help but watch. I moved my hand over her cheek, they were so soft but I shouldn't be allowed to touch her or even look at her. How can someone like me be blessed with her, She deserves better, no, she needs better. I'm not the one she should love, I'm not even the one who should be her friends. So why am I so lucky? I moved my hand away, leaving. "Chloe, can you leave?"

I watched Chloe look at me puzzled. "W-what? Why?" I let out a sigh "I don't feel so good" I held my stomach. "Are you okay?" I watched as she came closer. "I'm okay, Can you go wake up Ryuko?"

She nodded at me. I let out a sigh after they left and went to my room. I was scared to lay on my bed, the fear of smelling her was too much for me. "I don't know what to do" I sat in the same spot, leaning my head against my bed. I felt my phone vibrant. 'Hey, are you okay?' Ryuko texted me. I didn't say anything, just left her on scene. 'I can't face her, I won't' I closed my eyes. "I want these feelings gone" I look back at my phone, 'Hey, do you want to go see a movie next week?' I texted Chloe. "I will make these feelings go away"