A Little Broken Heart

It was a lie that Toma got a call from his mother. He went straight back to the city where his school is, though he doesn't plan to spend his days at the dorm.

As he knocked at a door, it took a few moments before it opened and Noru was too surprised to find Toma infront of his door again. "Oh my, you look like a mess." Noru couldn't even greet Toma when he noticed that he looked horrible.

"Let me stay in for a few days." Toma walked in Noru's apartment without a second thought. 

Noru was still in shock seeing Toma near him, and what's more surprising is to find the confident Toma looking down on the floor. He tried to talk to Toma to know what exactly happened to the guy. "Hmm, let me guess, were you rejected?" Noru even chuckled.

"…worse, I… I kissed Yuji." Toma said as he sat on Noru's couch.

His statement even made Noru more shocked than he already is.

"Aaaand then? Isn't that supposed to be a good thing? What's with the long face?" Noru asked.

"It is for me! But, I think Yuji is homophobic." Toma pouts as he came with that conclusion.

Noru shakes his head at Toma who looked like he's about to cry, and sat next to him. "So you're giving up on him now?"

"No. That's not an option." Toma was still firm about his plans with Yuji, though Noru is still wondering why the heck Toma is in his apartment at the moment.

"If that's so, what are you doing here?"

"Is my motive not obvious enough?" Toma asked back as he suddenly sat on Noru's lap.

And there, Noru grins from ear to ear while looking at Toma. "I see that you have weak resolve, haven't you told me that you'll stay loyal to Yuji from now on?" He grabs Toma's neck and pulled him closer.

Both of them began to feel hard as they grind themselves on each other. "I know, it's just that…" Toma wasn't able to finish what he was trying to say and just buried his face on Noru's shoulder. His behavior made Noru laugh.

"Hey, I'm not some kind of rebound. This is unfair."

"Isn't this what you like anyway?"

"Ha! I'm not some sex crazed man, Toma."

"Right, I used to do a lot of your requested bullshits when we were sleeping together."

"That's a different matter! It's the quality of the fucking sex. The point is that I don't have sex with just anyone." Toma leaned closer to Noru's face as he said that.

"And I'm not just anyone to you, right?"

"Of course, you're someone who I'm supposed to avoid now… since you're already persuading a certain someone. And it's not good to use me as your get away you asshole, I'm not your rebound." His words made Toma even more down than he already was.

He decided to get off of Noru and just sat on the floor, looking depressed. "I hate that you have to ruin the mood, we were just getting started." He mumbled.

"I know, but that doesn't mean I'm rejecting you right now, I'm just telling you what's on my mind." Noru pulled him close to him again and had Toma kneeling infront of him. "Since when did you get so talkative at those kinds of things? You never really cared about feelings and opinions. You were always going on about sex." Toma had to ask.

"Then your thoughts and impression of me these past few years were clearly wrong."

"…so… why did you even sleep with me back then?"

Noru smirks and grabbed Toma on the hair to pull his face to his crotch. "I was curious about it, just like you. And I never thought that we'll both get addicted by the idea of fucking each other. It was you who gave me the opportunity of learning this kind of sex… since girls were starting to get boring."

"So it was still about sex." Toma thought there's another reason.

"Yeah, but you know, since you were my first guy…" Noru's thumb traced Toma's lips, then tried to touch Toma's tongue. "…you hold a special space in my heart."

Hearing that, it made Toma laugh. "I think you mean a place in your dick."

"Yeah, that too." And just when Noru got his shaft out to put it in Toma's mouth, someone suddenly knocked on his door. "Tsk." The two got mad at the interruption.

"I'll take care of that." Noru said and fixed himself. When he answered the person who just disturbed him, he found out it was Hino. "Ah, what do you need?" He asked coldly.

"Oh uhm, here's the books I've borrowed." As Hino handed the books, Noru quickly closed the door and got back to Toma.

"That was Hino, right?"

"Yeah."

"…I thought you were going out with that guy?" Noru carried Toma all the way to his bed and laid him down. "I've got nothing to do with that guy anymore." Noru stated.

"Something happened?"

"You know what? Let's just not talk about that and get started with this." Noru said as he stripped out of his clothes and got on top of Toma. Nothing else were talked about after that, all that mattered between the two at the moment was to satisfy what both their bodies were asking for.