Chapter 5 (Dormmate ... Reason)

It's been a week after what happened in the mall and im here at Yoongi's dorm with Jimin

Yes im with the YoonMin couple just hanging around and killing some time.

"Babe, i'll be outside for a moment to buy some snacks , is there anything you want?" Yoongi ask his boyfriend while wearing his jacket

"Hmm. Honey Butter Chips babe"

"How bout you Tae"

"Honey Twist hyung"

"Ah okay. I'm going now." Yoongi hyung said his farewell and kiss Jimin's forehead before he go

"Hmm? I didn't know that Yoongi hyung is sweet" i said to Jimin who went to kitchen to get some water

"Well, yeah me too. Would you believe that the Min Yoongi we know who is always so savage and so quiet could be the sweetest and caring boyfriend in the whole world?!" Jimin expand his hand when he says the whole world making me laugh and Jimin continues his confession how happy he is to be with Yoongi hyung

I place my chin on my hand and said " But Jimin, how would you know that if Yoongi is your first ever boyfriend and let me remind you , you are NBNGSB" i laughed as i said it that makes Jimin stop entering to his dreamland

"Well you're right, but whatever at least i already have the love of my life , not like the other who still super duper inlove with his childhood bestfriend who doesn't even have a slightest clue about his feelings." Jimin teased me and went to sit beside me.

"W-what do you mean super duper inlove huh? I ... Ahmmm ... I just like him" I defend myself

"Like? helping his best friend out of whatever help he ask and with just a millisecond , take note! A millisecond, you are there to his side. And don't try to fool me Tae, cause i know you. " Jimin crossed his arm while raising one of his eyebrow

"W-whatever he ask for help and with just a millisecond? Jimin you're just exaggerating"

"Ok, in a millisecond yes but whatever he ask for help is a big no"

"And how can you say that?"

"Huh? You're really asking me that? You know what Kim Taehyung, i didn't know that you are so dead over heels in love with Jungkook" Jimin said so surprise and i just tilt my head trying to understand what he want to say

"I can't believe you" Jimin shakes his head while looking at me

So I just stared at him looking so clueless. I actually didn't understand what he really is trying to say.

"Kim Taehyung, let me remind you. You help Jungkook when he ask you to choose a gift for his girlfriend for their 1st monthsary"

"T-that's only normal"

"Ok, 1st monthsary is normal but what the eff?! You always help him every time"

"Jimin that's what friends are for, i will also do it to you when you need help okay." i said and grab a glass of water

I was about to drink the water when Jimin said that made me stop.

"Really? Then, would you cry in front of me every time the surprise is done that i will do for Yoongi like there is no tomorrow and regret it after and complain how dumb i am and how hurt you are?"

"I ... " I didn't know what to say.

Jimin is right.

I put the glass down and try to smile a bit while remembering all those things i've done for Jungkook.

His every smile and laugh after those event that made him happy.

And there's no other word i could find to explain those things but only

"Well, you'll do anything for the one you love"

The next day

"So how's the shirt hyung? Did Jackson like it?" Jungkook ask as we sit in the chair

"Yep, and he particularly like the color"

"As i thought! Huh! See Taehyung, i'm good at picking clothes" Jungkook said to me as i was about to have a bite on my food

Well, after we bought the gift for Jackson, i asked Jungkook why he keeps having a white and black shirt all the time out of nowhere and teased him that he is not a good dresser and it's bugging him all the time

"Yeah, i already know that but what's the point of being good if you always pick the color white or black?"

"Why? Is there something wrong with those color?" Yoongi ask the moment he place his tray on the table and join our conversation

I forgot that Yoongi hyung is the same as Jungkook or must i tell that Yoongi hyung is in different level of Jungkook because all the clothes of Yoongi hyung is always black or white and nothing else unlike Jungkook, i can still see some piece of shirt with different color instead of black and white.

"By the way guys, there is something we want to tell you" Jin said that caught our attention

We stayed silent waiting for Jin hyung

"Well, I already discussed this with Namjoon and Hoseok that we'll be switching our dorm."

"So you mean hyung, i'll be with Hoseok hyung starting now?" Jungkook ask

"Well, starting tomorrow Jungkook"

"Hmm. That's fine with me. " -JK

"And i will also have an announcement to make guys" Hoseok

Now all our attention is on Hoseok hyung except for Yoongi hyung who is now eating like he didn't care what Hoseok hyung will say.

"Jackson said that i should move in to his dorm and i decided to agree"

"Huh? But Jackson is Yoongi hyung's dorm mate" i asked so confuse

"Well, Taehyung it means that Me and Jungkook will be the new dorm mate" Yoongi said without any care

"Oohh. Is this a trend now ? Then i'll switch my dorm mate too" Jimin raised his hand excitedly and look at me. " Yah Kim Taehyung, move out in our dorm and go to Jungkook's d-" i didn't let Jimin stop his sentence by hitting his head because i know that his idea is just some BS

"AAAHH! WAEEE!!" Jimin whined like a kid

"Stop with your stupid idea" i whispered to him and secretly pinch his arm

"Well, i think that was a good idea, hey Taehyung would you li-" Yoongi

"Oh yeah! I have something to do in the library. I'll go first bye!" I quickly picked up the tray even before I finished eating just to get out of here

Those YoonMin couple

*Garden*

Grrrrrr

I heard my stomach growl

"Aish! I'm still hungry. This is all YoonMin's fault. I mean why would they even suggest that." I asked like there is someone im talking to.

I don't know what goes to Jimin's mind to suggest that stupid idea.

Grrrrrrr

"Yah! Stop growling there okay? I know you're hungry but keep quiet" i said to my stomach like he will answer me back

"You know what Kim Taehyung, i still wonder why i became friends with you." Someone said behind me that made me flinch

"Yah! What do you mean Jeon Jungkook? Are you regretting that i'm you're childhood bestfriend?" I asked as soon as i saw who spoke

"Ahaha i didn't say that. You did" Jungkook laugh as he sit down beside me

I look at him with disbelief

"You-! How could you? After all i-" i didn't finish my sentence when he hit me with some plastic or what. I was about to scold him when i saw the thing that he hit me with but then feel the heat in my face as soon as i saw what is it.

It was a bread.

"You're welcome Tae" he said looking so cool without looking at me

I was about to find it sweet but then I smirk as i saw that confident smile and hit him

"What was that for?"

He touch the part of his head i hit

"That's me saying thank you pabo" i laugh as i saw his face looking so dumb

"Aissh, i can't believe you" Jungkook shake his head as he look at me and smile.

"Oh yeah by the way Tae, about earlier"

I didn't bother to look at him because i was busy eating the bread he gave me.

"What about it?"

"Well, the switching dorm mate with Yoongi. Are you against with that idea?"

I stop for a moment and continue to eat the bread.

"It will just like before when we are still sharing a dorm." Jungkook said without looking at me.

I sigh as i saw his face looking so down.

Yes, me and jungkook are the original dorm mate but when Yun-hee came in the picture everything is change.

I really don't know why Yun-hee is so jealous of me where in fact I'm the who should be jealous of her because Jungkook choose her.

I still remember what exactly he say before we decided to change our dorm mate.

I was busy with my phone in our dorm that day when Jungkook came up to me and told me that Yun-hee didn't want him to be with me alone and got so jealous of our friendship and how close we are that Yun-hee is scared that Jungkook might lost interest of her and forgot her because of me.

I was like, what kind of sense is that? I really want to say that day that i'm the one who should be jealous because i didn't get to hung out with JK because of Yun-hee like we did before. And she's the one who stole JK from me but i know where i stand in his life and what's my position. Im his best friend , nothing more nothing less so i just said okay and change my dorm mate without saying anything.

That is the day that i feel so betrayed by him. Jungkook choose what Yun-hee said and toss me away just like that.

Aissh, why do you have to ask me that Jungkook. You just made me remember an event that i didn't want to remember.

I suddenly feel the weight in my chest.

Again

Everytime i remember that day this is always the effect on me.

I fake a smile so he won't see the pain i am feeling right now.

"Jungkook, do you forget the reason why we decided to change our dorm mate?" I ask with a fake laugh like a whisper but enough for Jungkook to hear

"Well, Yun-hee is now okay with you and i see that she is not jealous of our friendship anymore"

"Do you really believe that?"

"Well she said that she is not jealous anymore instead she is thankful to you because you are helping me whenever i want to surprise her"

"S-she knew? But how?"

"Well what else? Of course i told her"

And out of nowhere there's this idea that pops in my head.

"Jungkook tell me the truth. What's the reason why you always ask for my help everytime you want to surprise her? I mean you can also Jimin or Jin hyung to help you so why me? "

"Hmm. Why you? Well you already know that Yun-hee didn't like you at first because she is jealous of our friendship, so i do those things because i want the girl that i love the most second to my mom and my childhood best ever friend become close -"

Oh yeah, f*ck that hurts Jungkook.

Those word coming from you is the most painful thing for me you know.

And why didn't i realize your reason behind those time?

I started to feel the tears is starting to form in my eyes and i only realize how dumb, stupid and blind i am when it comes to Jungkook.

I thought that there is nothing more painful in every word he said but i am wrong, his last word pains me more.

"And who knows she'll be the one that i'll be spending the rest of my life. Imagine my lifetime best friend is going along well with my life" Jungkook said and look at me with his bunny smile.

F*ck! That really hurts!

Really, is hurting me is your hobby Jungkook?

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