Juvenile

Ken had to let Sonia go he felt bad about this. But she understood the situation he was in. She thank him for letting her stay there. He even given her money so she wouldn't be broke. Before she left she gave him a hug and told him to never give up. That all things all possible. Then she ran off. It felt like a whole adventure to her. And for the first time she felt free with no worries. Sonia knew that she could handle herself out in the real world as she ran through the woods.

Sonia ran and ran for days and days without going to school. She spent her time hiding from the cops and staying out of sight. Weeks without going to school. Sonia felt great about this. She even really didn't feel depressed that much anymore. Sonia even spent her time at the orphanage when school was out. She would read to the children's and play games with them everyday. Till a month later everything was getting suspicious. She saw herself on the tv. News reporters saying she was missing, her mother fake crying on tv saying she wants her daughter Sonia back.

Please bring back my baby Sonia Jaxnson. Adrienne said as she looked at the new reporter.

After all the news reporters was gone Adrienne when back into her house. Smashing and breaking everything that was her daughter. Adrienne begun to lose her mind as she set her child on clothes on fire and the tub. Walking out the bathroom going to the kitchen she pour herself a glass of wine drinking every bit of it. As the sky grew darker, still no Sonia. No where to be found.

Days, weeks, and months pass by Sonia still hasn't come home or went to school. She enjoy being on her own away from rude people. She slept in a tent that she brought from the store. Loving the outdoors and being free away from all the abusive.

She turn back on her CD listening to Janet Jackson what about as tears streams down her face.

What about the times you lied to me?

What about the times you said no one would want me?

What about all the shit you've done to me?

What about that, what about that?

What about the times you yelled at me?

What about the times I cried? You wouldn't even hold me

What about those things?

What about that, what about that?

What about the times you hit my face?

What about the times you kept on when I said, "No more please"

What about those things?

What about that, what about that?

What about the times you shamed to me?

What about that, what about that?

Sonia laid on her pillow in her tent as she heard people walking through the woods looking for her. Her body begun to shakes as she heard the people called out her name. Sonia Jaxnson! She then crawl out the tent, and ran through the woods. You've have to get me first screamed at the cop. Sonia ran as fast she could.

2 hours later Sonia was finally caught. She tired and tired to fight her way out. She kicked and screamed to she couldn't struggle to get a loose anymore. The cops held her down as she cried.

I don't wanna go back Please don't make me officer. She cried even more as the officer sat her in the car. I guess she could feel my pain too. I could tell that she could. But she didn't Wanna show it. She had to be cold hearted to keep her job. But when the other officers wasn't looking she would wipe the tears off my face. Then she whispers softly to me.

Let not your be troubled believe in God believe also in me. She quoted John 14:1

She also quoted to me Philippians 4:13 I can do all things through Jesus Christ strength me.

I looked at her and smiled and just nodded my head. I felt so much better as this officer walked away. Looking out the window of the cop car. I knew everything would be alright.

I even hum Whitney Houston and Mariah Carey song to myself. There can be miracle when you believe.

Many nights we prayed

With no proof anyone could hear

In our hearts a hope for a song

We barely understood

Now we are not afraid

Although we know there's much to fear

We were moving mountains

Long before we knew we could, whoa, yes

There can be miracles

When you believe

Though hope is frail

Its hard to kill

Who knows what miracles

You can achieve

When you believe somehow you will

You will when you believe

Mmmyeah

In this time of fear

When prayer so often proves in vain

Hope seems like the summer bird

Too swiftly flown away

Yet now I'm standing here

My hearts so full, I can't explain

Seeking faith and speakin' words

I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles

When you believe (When you believe)

I closed my eyes and leaned my head against the car seat. I wasn't sleep I was just praying to myself. It's good to pray through your troubles and also through the good times. It what makes you stronger. Something I should be doing all the time. But I really don't. It seems like the only time when we pray is when we going through something bad or just wanting something from God and Jesus. It's like we become afraid to pray as if God won't hear us. But as for me I should be falling to my knees and praying and giving God the glory.

Out the car girl we here. As the other officer said as he pulled me out the car hard. Ouch my arm please stop you hurting me. I cried, nah you a tough girl. You can handle it. Please no I can't you bruising my arm. My arm was sore as he pulled me even harder. I fall into him by accident my legs was already sore too.

I'm sorry I didn't mean to please don't hurt me. But just pushed me away hard making me stumbled backward. Then he caught me by the arm. Just be careful next time. He said to me. After I was in I felt my body begun to shake. There's was different teens in there and even a 8 years old little girl she was scared. She seemed so innocent to be in a place like this. Her head was down as if she was afraid to look up. Who you looking at ? I just turned my head quickly. I bet that little girl is just nervous as I am. Sonia!! I jumped to the call of my name. I walked up as the officer took my finger print and mugshot. Then after I walked to seat I sit next to the little girl and smiled at her. She looked at me and cried. I want my mommy, I want to go home, I didn't mean to be a bad girl. My heart ached for her. Then I laid her on my lap and wiped the tears from her eyes. Everything going to be alright. I felt the need to protect this child. And she did just that. The officers was looking at Sonia as if they wanted to say something. But she still wiped the little girl tears. Some of the teens in there were getting mad at Sonia. They wanted to hurt Sonia to make her feel pain. She wasn't no better then the rest of us. She should be treated like us.

Are you alright? Why are you being nice to me? Sonia just smiled, I'm not a mean person and I just don't want to see you get hurt. A little girl like yourself shouldn't be in a place like this. I didn't know you could go to juvenile from playing freeze tag and accidentally tripping over another kid. I didn't mean for the kid to get hurt. We were all playing at school on the playground. Listening to this child and what she had said next broke my heart. I'll never play again. I swear it I won't. She cried again as I held her to me. Everything going to be alright. So don't you worry you pretty little head. Hey girlie you baby sitting the baby ? Leave her alone she isn't bothering you I said to the short light skinned girl. She was wearing big hoop earrings and her nose and tongue was Pierce too. She looked pretty weird to me. Please we not bothering you. Look girl you in my seat. Oh I'm sorry I didn't see your name on it. It's alright I'll move the little girl said. No you aren't moving from your seat. She has the right to sit here.

The cops was just enjoying this they didn't say a word. They didn't even cared to stop this. I just had to do something I just couldn't watch this little girl get bullied like that. It was wrong. What was I supposed to do in this kind of situation? "She's going to get hurt" then it happen, the next thing I knew I was standing up in this girl face. Things was about to go down now. I can feel it and my ass going to get creamed in here.

I think you should back out of my face if you know what's best for you. The gothic girl said to me.

Bang

Bang some of the other teens said while standing behind the gothic girl. What have I gotten myself into now. My whole body was trembling. No never not in my whole entire life. I won't back from you. While maybe I just made her mad or something. Because she was beginning to ball up her fist. Oh Lord I'm going to get knocked out over some little girl I didn't even know.

Please don't help me please I'll be just fine I heard the little girl said. And she was now crying but I couldn't just let the older teens do her like this. COME FIGHT ME!! This is it, I'm really about to do this. RIGHT NOW FIGHT ME PICK ON SOMEONE YOUR OWN......… BOOM!! I was hit dead in the face. I fell on the floor. Holding my face, it hurts so bad. I was trying so to gather my strength. But trying wasn't good enough. Because those teen were going to the little girl.

No please don't hurt me said the little girl.

No leave her alone she didn't do anything to you. I rolled over as the pain stung my face. I reached out and grabbed the gothic girl by her legs as I made her fell to her face. Now that had to hurt worse then my face. Like I said before pick at someone your own size.

Please help officer the little girl said just don't stand there and not do anything. But the officer just watched it must've been fun to him I guess. I tried to re gain my conscious as the gothic girl punch me more and more. Maybe you shouldn't try to save someone else you don't know she said to me as she kept beating over and over. Until I passed out.

This was over I was going to die. I felt my heart stop beating as I laid there lifeless. With no one to save me. I was truly alone. And going to die alone too. But then something happen. That same little girl I saved was now trying to save me. Without thinking she was performing CPR on me.

Please wake up Sonia you got to wake up you will not die like this.