Chapter Forty Six

Copyright © 2019 by S.M. TOZER

The warmth of a soft surface embraced Raven's lips sending an unusual shock down his body while he slept. Unable to relax from this feeling, Raven pulled back from the other taking a deep breath opening his eyes.

Instead of who he thought it would be Raven was startled by the one before him. The dream girl; his female body that he had named Robin, sitting over top of him as she peered lovingly down into his eyes.

His brow crossed confused as he tried to understand how she could be in front of him when they were the same being. She stared down at him like she were waiting for him to say something.

While he panicked at first he remembered that this was how he always seen her before, though since the last time he saw her in a dream things didn't go so well for him. Even knowing this, he wanted to know what it was she wanted now, "What?" he questioned looking up to her.

Waiting for a response, he finally noticed she was pinning him down. Shaking his head he quickly changed his mind, he no longer wanted to know why she was there, "What are you doing? Just go away leave me alone" he snapped trying to make her leave him be while he pulled at his arms to try and get free.

Her eyes glowed green while her angelic expression turned and a sadistic grin grew across her face. The hair on her head began to shorten till it got past her shoulders just like Raven's male hairstyle. Going further, her body continued to change before his eyes till his male form sat above him.

While this happened Raven felt the burning in his stomach as if he were changing into a girl again. Knowing he was changing, he couldn't believe they'd switch bodies even in his dreams. It was strange to him, knowing she was apart of him yet he couldn't understand how she seemed to have a mind of her own. Though this was the least of his concerns as the look in her eyes never left him. It scared him from moving even an inch while his own hand crawled up his chest caressing his now feminine face. Feeling the breath on his cheek he knew how close their lips were, making him even more concerned with this dream not knowing what it meant.

"Embrace yourself" his dream body claimed these words before placing her lips back onto him again.

Raven's eyes widened upon hearing these words not knowing what they meant, he feared the worst the moment their lips met. Kissing himself was even stranger than kissing his best friend, he pulled his hand free reaching up to his dream self's chest to push her away.

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Eyes opening fully awake, Raven jerked back pushing the person on top of him away with a frightened expression. His eyes glowing green without his knowledge he somehow had the strength to push Carson's lips from his own.

Carson winced to the force being used against him, giving way as he leaned up looking down at the hand that grasped his shirt so tight it could rip. He had not expected this sort of reaction from Raven in the early morning having done this already before. Staring back to the bright green in Raven's eyes, Carson watched it slowly fade and the grip lose its strength along with it.

Raven's rapid breathing quickly calmed down once he noticed it was only Carson on top of him and that it was just a dream. However, looking at Carson in his bed pinning him down in a sense, it wasn't much of an upgrade.

"What are you doing?" he questioned assuming this was the cause for such an unusual dream.

Carson remained silent for a moment, having never seen the green in Raven's eyes before nor expecting him to be able to lift his body up. He wondered how and what brought Raven to do this but with the way Raven seemed angered with him, he figured it was his doing.

"Making you comfortable?" he explained with a shrug in a defeated tone knowing it didn't really matter how he tired. Raven was avoiding being okay with their encounters every time he fed on him since the weekend began.

Raven hissed letting go of Carson's shirt, rolling over to his side while he pulled the blanket to his face and covered his mouth. Making it obvious he was wiping it from the saliva that remained on his lips, "There is nothing comfortable about you kissing me every morning for the past four days, get out of my bed already" he grumbled trying to go back to sleep before he had to get dressed for class.

Carson huffed to Raven's cruel words laying back down on top of him with a sigh, "I have no choice, you don't come to me willingly. How else are you going to feed?" Carson informed pointing out that he was doing it for Raven after all.

Even with these words Raven didn't move from his position nor respond but Carson could hear a growl threatening him from under the sheet. He knew he was making Raven angry and wonder if he should move before Raven truly became upset with him. Though before he could Raven responded to his words.

"Of course I won't, I still have my pride" Raven grumbled as this was all he could say from under the covers.

Even though he was pushing his luck Carson couldn't stop himself, "You didn't seem to have your pride when we were in the park," he taunted lightly while he tightened his stomach expecting something to come at him with force whether that be hand/knee/or foot he was prepared.

Raven jerks down the blanket from his face with anger, glaring back to Carson, "You... those were under different circumstances," he snapped. However, he didn't notice Carson's face was so close to his own while he was under the covers so this made him lose his temper and look away, "Drop it already" he demands while giving up about to cover his face again when Carson grabbed the covers.

"So you have to be a chick to lose your pride, you're that easy?" Carson teased further while offering a playfully grin at Raven.

Feeling like he was being taunted as usual Raven growled "Didn't I warn you about being in my bed again?" he threatened giving a dull expression in response. Trying not to show that he was irritated by Carson's suggestive words.

Carson scoffed looking Raven's face over seeing a familiar expression, "Technically I'm on you, not the bed but... no, I don't recall" he claimed shaking his head as he played ignorant to Raven's warnings only to encourage a playful fight to break out between them.

Raven's lip curled while he pushed Carson's face away, "Idiot" he complained knowing from their banter that he truly didn't have to worry about anything. Besides them kissing daily Raven saw how Carson was acting like his usual self, always purposely trying to get him angered by his actions. Everything felt normal which put Raven a little at ease causing him to smile a bit.

"Ow, now you're just being mean. I must not have kissed you right, you're still a little toad." Carson chuckles taunting Raven playfully implying he was supposed to turn into a charming prince.

"Maybe it's because your not a fair princess" Raven sneered in return keeping Carson's head at bay.

Carson scoffed to the comment made, "To be fair you would be the princess out of the two of us" Carson corrected while reaching up to grab Raven's hand from pushing on him further. Moving Raven's hand down he smiled knowing Raven was back to acting like himself however he still couldn't stop thinking about what Raven was.

Peering down into his now normal green eyes Carson wondered if Raven truly hated the idea of kissing him that bad. "Do-" He went to ask when he was cut short having heard a noise from his side of the room.

"As did I" Menay snarled with attitude in a young voice referring to when he warned Carson about getting in Raven's bed as well while he sat on Carson's bed in his child form.

Carson paused leaning back off Raven as he looked over to the child that sat on his bed tail flicking back and forth with agitation. It sent a chill down Carson's spin, He could accept Raven but it was the cats that was troubling him to grasp, "The fact that you can be a child is very creepy" he sneered looking back to Raven beginning to really tire of having the cat in the room.

Menay hissed as he stood placing his hands on his hips in an angered manner, "Shut up and get off already" he threatened not caring all to much of what Carson thought of him.

Carson huffed slouching over a little upset now that their moment was interrupted. He looked back to see that Raven's attitude returned as well now that Menay spoke up reminding him they were not alone.

Carson sighed while pushing himself back up glancing over to Menay a little annoyed, "Jeez lighten up, he's a sex demon for chrissakes, I'm not even doing anything." He complained. "Anyways, It's not like you're his dad" he grumbled feeling like the cat had took on the responsibility as an overprotective father in the room rather the serving creature he was supposed to be.

The ears flick back on Menay's head as he heard these claims, "Watch what you say human" he hissed.

"Tsk," Carson clicked his tongue to the way Menay kept treating him like he was a lesser being, "You're really getting on my nerves, I'm starting to see why pets aren't allowed" he adds articulating his hate of having Menay in the room.

"I'm starting to see why neanderthals needed to evolve," Menay scoffed in response being just as fed up with him being around as well. Carson curled his lip and rolled his eyes to the insult only causing Menay to be more aggressive, "I'm warning you" he threatened.

"What are you going to do, throw a tantrum?" Carson sneered in response mocking Menay's current age.

Menay snarled while he went to take off his pants, giving a sign that he was planning to change his form again. Knowing it was likely his adult form he would choose Raven sat up to break the tension not wanting yet another fight between the two to happen again, "Will you two cut it out" Raven growled while lightly punching at Carson's arm.

Carson glanced back as he pointed to Menay, "Punch him, he started it" he whined since being the one Raven attacked every time the two were scolded.

Raven crossed his legs while looking up at Carson like he was pathetic for that statement, "Really, are you five now too?" he mentioned, pointing out that Carson was acting more like a child than the physical one in the room.

Carson arched a brow noticing Raven had a point giving a huff while rubbing his forehead trying to let it go. There was no preventing having Menay around it seemed, since Raven made it clear that the cat would need to stay close by rather going back to their house to stay with Raven's Father.

Though, thinking about it he had forgotten to ask about Joseph, "Hey is your dad still out of town or was that a lie?" He inquired standing up from the bed to get their clothes.

Raven yawned covering his mouth, "No, he's out of town. Why?" he responds glancing up, stretching out his arms still feeling tired thinking it was due to the dream.

Carson nods hearing that Raven's father was really gone from the house knowing it made his coming plans work. Getting out his clothes from the dresser he tossed Raven over the outfit, landing it on the end of the bed. "I figure we can go to your dads this weekend and invite some girls over. That way if they pass out they can sleep it off there or if you turn into a girl you don't need to panic since I can be there to change you back." he suggested while grabbing his own clothes, "So you can practice without being nervous" he adds walking towards the bathroom.

Confused at first Raven had to process what all was said, "Oh that actually makes... sense," Raven claims with a bit of surprise that Carson would think of something so well thought out to accommodate what he was. About to compliment him further Raven looked up wondering what Carson was doing, "Where are you going?" he asked knowing class was about to begin soon.

Carson scoffed hearing the negativity of Raven's comment, "Shower, want to join?" he teased knowing Raven wouldn't.

Raven looked away with a disgusted expression, "Not on your life" he grumbled.

Carson stared at him for a moment before he rolled his eyes with a sigh, "Figured as much, be out in a little while. Don't wait on me" Carson informed closing the door behind him.

After hearing the door shut Raven glanced over at the bathroom not being used to Carson taking a morning shower he wondered what was going through his head lately. There was no way in Raven's mind that a human would truly accept what he was just like that. Yet he was still happy that Carson was at least pretending to accept what he was even if it was only pretend.