14- Sorry

Having this new information, he doesn't even flinch to make amendments, which lands me the opportunity to admire his unique set of eyes.

Yep admire.

Sighing after a while, I decide there was only one word to describe them,

Dark.

That's the only word that could define how he looked that moment.

Having dark shades underneath each of them, I could say that they resemble the look of eye bags but really didn't.

I would say that they give musicians that try using dark liners a run for their money.

"You have beautiful eyes," I say, realizing it myself. Getting up, I slowly walk to where he hard his eyes plastered at, through the whole time.

Taking his heated hand into mine, I continue. "And there's no reason to hide that,"

I wait for a further response, feeling him flinch at my slight touch but instead I get this.

"Get out,"

Those simple two words shocked me from the core.

"What?" Feeling confused by his bluntness, I let go of the hand.

"I said leave," Its obvious his patience was running thin for me, and the way he spoke through gritted teeth only proved my point.

Slowly taking drastic steps towards the door, I wait until I'm outside it that I finally glance back.

"Although you might not believe it, I'm sor - "

*Bam* The door slammed at my face.

°°°

It seems like I've struck a nerve cause after he had literally shut the door at my face, he made sure it got locked which proved my protests about staying in groups fell on deaf ears.

Feeling my body slip slowly down the smooth door, I fall slump on the floor as I begin to wonder why I always have to walk in on people at the most inappropriate time.

Burying my head in between my legs, I let my thoughts get the best of me.

Is there ever anything I don't mess up?

Take for example, my friendship with Liza which only got repaired yesterday. We have been enemies for years now and it would have stayed that way if not for kiko reminding me of Liza's ex boyfriend that I totally forgot about.

Then there's my relationship with Cole. Everyone is aware that it has been withered years ago. But somehow, I never managed to get the message now, any friendship that could've been possible has now been turned into an impossibility.

Leaving Louis at last place.

I've only known him for sometime now, but from all the crap that I've gone through by him, it's felt like ages.

He always looks for a way to make me feel like everything I do is not worth his time. And although I try, it's pretty hard not to fall victim.

Well one thing I'm sure about is that any guy that tries hooking up with him is up for a surprise. Oh yeah, he's gay.

'Why are all the good looking ones gay.' My female inner mind screams.

I'm about to shut it down when my back goes back to when he had me on his shoulders. Cause this way, it felt impossible to get my eyes off his arms.

Maybe my female inner mind is not wrong there, he is good looking.

I'm already feeling better now as the same crap keep flooding through my mind when I feel someone rest their hand of my shoulder.

Looking up, I feel my brows narrow. "Darwin?"

"Need company?" Happy that he asked, I nod.

"Yeah,"

"May I sit?"

"Of course," I smile, patting at the free space on the floor I had my butt on.

"Nice jeans,"

Grinning like an idiot. "They aren't mine,"

"Oh,"

He didn't say much after that but honestly, he didn't really have to.

I've heard that actions speak better than words and that's what he did.

Taking my hand, he squeezed it.

So when I turn to his face, I could actually see that a lot was going through his mind.

And that's when I realized something.

I've never taken the time to actually acknowledge that just like me, Darwin must be passing through some mental shit.

But at least he's never tried harming himself. Or someone else.

My inner mind reminds me as attached with that reminder, comes the image of Rosà I wanted to achieve when I see her so close to Cole.

Jealously has always had it's toll on me, but this time, it seemed to get worse.

Shoving my swollen fingers into the baggy jeans, I stare forward just like Chase does, and that's how we stayed.

Two teenagers that are probably wondering why life could be so cruel for making them as complex and messed up as possible.

That's exactly how I feel, and he probably does to.

"Have you ever thought about the reasons for the weather changes?"

Turning to him, I try to make sure that I heard him right. "What?"

"Yes you heard me. Have you ever?" He cocks his head at me, but still maintained a straight face.

"Well when you bring the topic up, not really no,"

Sighing. "Well I do. The only reasons for these seasonal changes are simple us humans. Thinking its for our own good, we get carried away by our choices of making the world a better place by actually destroying it,"

Fully hearing what he said, I spoke. "That - " Clearing my throat. "That's deep man,"

"Just some thoughts that cross my mind once in a while. Nothing much really," He shrugged.

"Well if you shared it with me, then it is something," I smile resting a ha on his shoulder. "Do you want to go downstairs already?"

Not answering immediately, he got up, adjusted his clothes and dusted them before stretching out his hand towards me.

"I've been waiting for you to say that for a while now,"

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