Mine And Mine Alone

(Flash Back)

"I just want to find out what happened with my papa, So Sarah... Please, support me and help me get through this. You are the only one I'm telling this." He finally looks into my eyes, searching for an answer. "You might have an idea that I always wanted to study and do a job in the city maybe it's the best option now laying in front of me."

It was different now. Before he wanted to go to the city on his own... Now it's The Shippers we were talking about besides making a career, he had an ulterior motive even I could sense that much!

I know he's already decided but he needs strength to walk on this path but how could I bring that strength into me knowing the consequences it held? I can't even imagine him walking on a thin rope tied above burning hot lava. Being restless and frightened for every breath he takes that might it be his last one. I can't push him into a fire that is supposed to turn him into ashes.