20.- First Warning

I threw the box to the floor, obviously scared, I remembered that I had a bottle of whiskey in my glove compartment so I took it out and threw it all in the box and then set it on fire.

I was terrified and I felt how my body stopped responding to me everything was repeating itself and if I couldn't save Anya as I did with Annah I didn't want to think about it, but the guilt made me repeat the question several times in my head the sounds were heard again so far away until Alice shook me grabbing me by the shoulders.

-Julen!- she shouted when she saw that I reacted to the violent shaking she stopped -Listen to me this time you are not alone I am here with you as well as Beck and your sister-

I was right this time I could do it, I couldn't afford to fail again.

-My friend I don't know what is going on, but if I can help you in any way just tell me- said Sebastian looking at me worried.

I appreciated the fact that he wanted to help me even if he didn't know what was going on.