Ch. 20 -- Big News

These last few days have been a little easier ever since Caroline got suspended from school. I still haven’t heard what her parents decided, but I know she acts out just to get everyone’s attention. Even though William is still upset with me—and even though I already got a spanking for it —I really believe I was only trying to protect myself. Even though my POTS sometimes makes me feel dizzy and tired, I tried my hardest to be brave. Caroline attacked me first, and before I knew it, I ended up retaliating, which made her tease me in front of everyone. Now I’m wondering if I went too far. I haven’t talked much to William lately because I was so hurt, and I know I should have listened to him. Normally, I’d tell a teacher or one of my older brothers, but I didn’t want anyone calling me a tattletale. I tried to fix things on my own—and now I’ve got a really sore bottom and a punishment that feels like it will last forever!