Chp - 50

Ray couldn't believe that Samark the one whom he love so much would bring him this much pain. He doesn't have any voice left. He only felt disgusted by himself as the horrific flashes of previous night kept on coming in front of him. His hand touch the shower valve and it made it on which eventually made luke warm water flow on Ray. The lukewarm water on battered and shattered body brought pain to Ray.

But this pain couldn't be hurting him as the pain of last night is still hurting him. He couldn't walk properly his legs were wobbly. He somehow managed to clean himself and changed into fresh clothes. He tried opening the door but to his bad luck it was locked from outside. The door was locked like that only until the sun set down.

Whole day Ray was kept hungry though there was a water in his room which kept him hydrated. The sound of opening of door lights a small ray of hope in his heart that someone has come to his rescue. But all his hope was crashed into pieces as he saw Samark entering the room with a tray of food. Ray was angry at Samark but he was smart enough not to insult or trigger Samark's anger in any way.

He silently ate the food and that's when Samark apologized for previous night. Ray was ignoring him as he didn't want to talk with Samark now because he knew if he open his mouth to talk there will be insults for Samark. It was then Samark asked, "Now you must have known whom you belong to?" Ray gave a hollow laugh and replied, "I belong to only myself and no one."

It somehow made Samark ask Ray whether he love him or not. To which Ray replied in negative. The things Samark did previously and last night made Ray sure that Samark is not his soulmate and he has mistaken him as an angel whereas in reality he is a monster. Upon seeing the shaking head of Ray Samark got angry as he slapped Ray and said I ll show you that you only belong to me.

Those mere words or in other words that sentence made Ray to shiver in fear as he don't want last night things to be repeated. But it seems like his will has been unacceptable here. As once again Samark stripped himself and teared Ray's clothes. This time he tied Ray with his belt. Ray look at his eyes to let him know that he is scared, that he doesn't want this but the eyes of Samark was unreadable as if Ray couldn't read his eyes.

The sharp pain made Ray scream as Samark with a sudden push entered inside him. As soon as he was inside he kept on raping him with fastest pace as he bite him, lick him, sometimes slap him when Ray tried to get himself free or reject his kiss. This time the pain was unbearable as Samark was like a monster who continued raping Ray whenever Ray replied negative to his question.

And the question everytime was similar, "Do you love me?" Whole night Samark raped him he used to stop for sometimes and will again ask the same question and then will continue to **** him. Ray's cheeks were red, and it was having stain of tears. Even now his tears have dried up, his mouth has been dry and he has no voice left to say. He was being battered and shattered into uncountable pieces. His soul and body both felt disgusted because of what Samark was doing.

The next morning Ray find sheets having reddish color in it as Ray's blood was in it. He wanted to run away from this place but he couldn't get succeeded in it. Days passby and turn into a week, Ray lost his smile, he felt his soul has been dead and he is only living dead now. Now his tears have dried up when Samark brutally raped him, his voice has been gone as he couldn't speak a single thing now. He couldn't feel any pain as Samark has given him all the pain.

His cheeks were brutally hurt, his body got thin, his lower is numb. He couldn't walk properly. There are bite marks on his upper body. His hand has tying mark. Ray don't know what he did to deserve such a horrible thing. He wanted to go back to his family and friends. He don't want to be in Samark's hell. But he now know that there is no escape from this place.

He don't want to be more disgusted. He don't want to be in this hell anymore so he stood up and started walking towards bathroom. Upon entering the bathroom his eyes searched for something that could help him. And than he sit on the floor, took a towel and put it in his mouth. He has already taken the blade from the shelf as he cut his veins. Thanks to the towel in his mouth he couldn't scream he look at his hand as fresh blood started oozing out from the wounded area.

He never in million years thought that he will be kept away from his family for such a long time. He realized how costly it is to love someone and how important it is to love someone right. He closed his eyes and let the faces of his beloved appear in front of his eyes. As he couldn't speak he couldn't say them goodbye. He opened his eyes and saw lot of blood has been came out of his body.

His eyes started becoming heavy. As his whole body started to feel numb. He willingly close his eyes and is ready to embrace to death. As death is the only freedom from his hell. Soon Ray closed his eyes, and his breathing was abnormal. The pace of breathing started decreasing and there was Ray simply lying on the floor motionless in the pool of his own blood.

He finally got his freedom from this living hell.