Snowflakes Are In Ways Beautifully Lonely

I stayed in the sack comfortably until the knights started snoring that was a breaking point for me

we had been staying at the deepest part of the cave because of it being unaffected by the cold temperature outside

In a way it was even warm there... but their snoring was just to much

As I got out of the bag to get away from all the snoring people I noticed one of the kights was cuddling another in his sleep

It was... HILARIOUS

oh dear god their gonna freak out when they wake up... or are they actually a couple and I just don't know... I wonder if people are fine with that in this world, if they are then that cool

Maybe if I become a human again I can right BL novels?!?!?!?!?!?

Or maybe sense this is a new world I can just copy write all the books I have already read...

Eh never mind I'll save all that for now I need to get away from all this strange snoring... ughh

I dragged my sack along with me to the front part of the cave which was actally pretty far away from where we were

Unexpectedly though I saw someone was already sitting at the front of the cave where I was hoping to be

That someone was no other then Hunter

...Wonder why he's up this late

All though it wont probably be as peaceful as I was hoping I still continued dragging my sack up to the front of the cave

I even gave Hunter the honor of me laying down right next to him

I expected it to be silent for the rest of the night but as I laid down next to Hunter he was of course at first startled but then just settled down and started petting me

"Did you come out here to keep me company?" Hunter asked in a semi sad voice which kind of surprised me if I'm being honest

The answer to that question is obviously no, cause I didn't even relies he wasn't there but of course I ain't gonna tell him that so I just further laid down next to him a laid my head down against his leg

"I wonder what's waiting when I get back to the empire..." He started with a sigh " It defiantly not gonna be friendly faces and pleasant welcomes that's for sure" He said as he started laugh a startlingly humorless laugh

It was truly an unpleasant sound... how do you even laugh wit- like that..?

Only now did I look up at him he was just staring at the snow falling down only a few inches away from us

He looked tired...

I sighed as I pushed my head further into his leg

"If It wasn't for all the schemes I wouldn't have ended up so far away in that forest you know..." He paused then said " Its utterly funny and horribly sad how their schemes either end up leading me to both the worst and best things in my life"

"Some times I wonder how my life would be without them... without all the drama... but then again without it I wouldn't be who I am today, right? Hell I wouldn't have had the chance to make half of the good memories I currently have without them... Or maybe I would have more good memories just different ones..." he sighs " I guess even If I did have more good memories with out all the drama they wouldn't matter as much to me cause I would never had known to treasure them"

By this time I'm already back to looking back to his face again, no longer laying my head down on his thigh

He's no longer frowning instead he's smiling

Looks like the idiots back to normal.. I shake my head as I knock Hunter down onto the ground and just lay the front half of my body on his stomach

He just starts laughing a bit then closes his eyes

Taking a deep breathe before he says " You somehow managed to make those forever stiff knights calm down and act normal for once you know" he paused for a moment when he saw me staring down at him confused " Although those guys are loyal to me, they had never been even a fraction as comfortable around me as they are right now... and I know that them acting like this has almost nothing to do with me but you, your strangely calming I guess" he said the last bit with a laugh but it just made me more confused

I didnt even do anything to make anyone act differently! Hunter must just be delusional... crazy I say crazy

Never the less I just ignore him and look out at the snow

Everything was deathly silent the only real noise you could hear came from the wind and the only light came shinning down from the moon

The snow just kept falling and I just kept watching

If snow is almost never by itself why does it still feel so lonely just starring at it makes you feel surreal

Everything just kept falling, just as I just kept staring, everything was in slow-motion if not for hunters chest moving up and down and the fact that the snow just kept falling I would have thought that everything had just frozen and decided to become still

I don't know when but sometime later I just fell asleep while listening and watching the snow