Let's Fall Like Dominoes

I heave a deep sigh as I look at her and started to walk into the living room. "I feel restless and decided to go for a drink. But instead of calming myself, the opposite happens. I saw Paige whoring after he proposed to be my boyfriend and that damned Thoven thinks I'm playing hard to get and wanted to get into my pants again." Lonia just silently listens to me as we arrived in the living room.

"So? Where's them saving you in that?" she asks as we both sit down then hand me the papers that are already on the table. I guess she's not lying when she said I needed to check this. I just groan inside knowing that lots of work are ahead but then continue my conversation with her.

"While they are trying to have a bitch fight on who's worst, some douche try to force himself on me, luckily those two came and stop him before he can do anything," I said with my voice not shaking and like I'm telling her what did I eat for lunch. And she just stares at me, a stare that I'm quite familiar with as of now. I know why she's giving me that stare, even I know to myself that I'm trying to hide it. That I still feel scared knowing what would've happened if those two doesn't arrive.

I thought I toughened myself up, but I can't help but laugh pitily at myself as what I thought was wrong. After all this time I'm still scared and that shit annoys me.

"Kends," Lonia started, she looks like she wants to say something but then hesitating to say it so I just ask her what. In which she just shakes her head and smiles at me, "You know I'm just here always. I'll always support you and do my best to help." hearing that, I also just smile at her and thank her then continue with what I'm doing.

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I try to steady myself before going in. It's that day again where I need to teach him something. And that something is something that even I don't freaking know. Calm down Kends, it'll be just over real quick. I turn the doorknob and was greeted with a sight of an annoying handsome guy sitting so casually reading a book.

"You're late," he said so without even looking at my face. I wanted to groan at him and say that I don't even want to come here! But instead, all I did was to lower my head and make an excuse, "Class dismissed a little late.." I didn't get to finish with what I'm saying when he shifted in his seat and give his full attention to me. Admittedly, that makes me feel fucking uncomfortable and my brain just keeps on saying that I should freaking run away from him. But with his gaze, my body just couldn't move.

Damn it, Ezekiel! Why do I always get scared because of you? I unconsciously grit my teeth as I feel myself flinch with just his subtle movements. "What are you doing there? Sit." I feel like a robot obeying his commands as I sit stiffly. He just stares at my every move and that makes me annoyed. I just sigh to calm myself down.

He caught me off guard there for a second but I need to collect myself otherwise meeting him like this will all be fucking useless. My head is still looking down but I do take a glance at him once in a while. Imitating how nerds are when they sit across someone intimidated. And it seems like no one wants to speak so I just say to hell with it and started talking so this could end fast.

"W-what do you want me to t-teach you today?" he just stares at me for a couple more seconds before he stands up and heads towards the door. I just sit there dumbfounded watching him walk.

Is that it? Is our session finished?

His hand then reaches for the knob and I'm still there not knowing what to do until he stops and plainly said, "Come." And with that, I don't know what comes over me but I did follow him up inside his car and now we're on a drive towards somewhere I didn't know.

My senses only come back to me when we stop in a parking lot of an amusement park. I don't remember much of it but Lonia and I love throwing a fuss just to go here back then. Remembering all this just makes me more confused. What the hell are we doing here?!

Zeke gets out and comes to my side to open the door for me. I hesitantly step out as I'm still not sure on what his intentions are. The way his mind works is too much of a mystery to me up until now. But I want to see the end of it and what's his planning so I decided to just go with his ways today.

Once we enter, I can't take my eyes off of the rides, the games, and the snacks here. Roaming around, my eyes stop at the rollercoaster and I remember riding it until me and Lonia get sick. Feeling all the excitement rushing through my veins I look at him all smiles and even take his hand dragging him and telling him on how I want to ride it. But after a couple of steps, it dawns on me, I'm Kendall, the nerd Kendall.

Like touching a boiling pot my hand just let goes of his in an instant. I know that up until now he's watching my every move and this.. This is just an accident, I let my emotions get the better of me. Feeling shocked at what I did, I mask it with panic. Hoping that he doesn't notice the little fear that creeps in between those emotions.

After analyzing the situation I decided to bow my head down and apologize. "I-I'm sorry. I-I'm really sorry. I'm not thinking straight.." I ranted but then I stop when I hear a snicker. He then walks ahead of me then looks back at me, "You want to ride this, right? Come on."

I follow him and we sit in front. I really want to enjoy this ride but all I can do is to sit stiffly beside him. How do nerds do this? Not expressing themselves the way they want, it's freaking difficult. As the ride starts so does my excitement escalate. I just wanna scream and enjoy it but I can't afford that until I hear him say, "You can scream, everyone has the right to enjoy." After that, I just scream and giggle showing how excited I am and that I'm having fun after quite a while.

Just as the ride ended, we try a couple more and play some games before we decided that it's time to eat. Thinking about it, he doesn't really talk much and he just follows me silently. I feel guilty about it but then again he's the one who brought me here. It's his choice to enjoy it or not.

Eating just brings another moment of silence again and I want to ask the question that I've been meaning to ask since earlier. "Say it." I stop shoving food in my mouth and look at him. "You want to say something, say it." That's all he says and continues eating.

Arrogant jerk! Tss, I clear my throat and ask it, "What are we doing here?"

"Are you done eating, we'll head out now." and he shot me off just like that. So I just nod so we left and walk towards the parking lot. I don't know if I need to be Kendall or be me but I just shut up and not giving him a fuck. "You ask me why, did you forget that you're about to teach me today?"

"Yeah, and I don't know what to teach you and why did you bring me here." hearing that he comes toward me slowly and smirk. "I learned a lot today, don't worry."

"But I didn't know what did I teach you and if I taught it right." As I am talking he's now in front of me and very close at that. He takes a couple of strands of my hair and kisses it then looks into my eyes. No no no no, this is a dangerous field we're playing at.

I was about to step back when I feel him wrap his hands around my waist. "Then why not give me a kiss? I think I'll learn it better with that." Oh no no, I wanted to push him out of the way but his grip is quite strong. Our lips were about to touch when I hear someone call my name.

"Kendall?" and when I look at who it is, I laugh inside my mind at how ridiculous this is as I look in the eyes through the glasses of a demon nerd.