Chapter 21: First fuck

VERY EXPLICIT CHAPTER, YOU MUST BE 16 OR OLDER TO READ THIS!

"Scenario okay! if we were not where we are now and we had one day to spend together do you think you would fall in love with me in that 24 hours?" I turn to ask Jahin after the movie we were watching ended.

"So we watch The Sun Is Also A Star, the movie you have been dying to see and now our relationship is suddenly being questioned?" he flipped me on top of him and I giggled out loud.

"Well, maybe it is but you have to answer me, babe," I replied with a funny-sad face.

"I would not fall in love with you in 24 hours, I would fall in love with you the moment I saw your smile, how your eyes glow whenever you see the smallest things that always seem to excite you so much I do not think I could ever make you feel that way, to be honest, I would fall in love with you for your humanity, Haya you are filled with so much kindness I do not think there are people left on this earth who are like you. You are so considerate, every breath you take you do not want to take away from someone else, you have raw talent and you should start believing more in yourself. Release yourself, see how magical you truly are, and save someone else the way you keep on saving me." Jahin said looking at me with teary eyes.

I slowly got off the bed trying not to break the eye contact between Jahin and me. I untied my hair, letting my beautiful African hair float and make me feel like the astounding creature I am. I slowly took off every piece of clothing covering my brown skin, my vibrant natural stripes, and my imperfect curves.

Jahin looked so shocked and nervous because of my sudden actions. I decided to put on the playlist we made together hoping that it would make the both of us less scared of the sin we were both about to commit because of the feelings that come with Love.

I got back on top of the bed naked, I tried my best to not hide from him, I wanted him to look at every inch of my body because that is what I needed. I needed him to admire my imperfections, to make me feel like an open but mysterious piece of art.

All my life I have hated my body because everything society believes is the perfect body, I tried to look at myself hoping to one day be proud of who I really am without being ashamed but I could not love myself enough to feel that way. The noise everyone around me made overpowered my cries and I learned to survive by shying away from embracing my physique.

Physique

Caress your body the way the tortoise's shell protects it

Decorate it with all that brings you peace

Play your favorite songs, let your soul breathe through you at ease

I notice your ass, your curves, and those amazing stripes you always hide

Dear boys, you can like what you like but never degrade what you do not understand

She is perfect! let her stand out and walk loud

I notice your peace, your smile, and how much you will love yourself now

-B

"Haya what are you doing?" Jahin slowly got off the bed and looked at me with total disbelief.

"Take your clothes off, I am not good with words the way you are. My love language is physical touch, affection and I need to express myself to you now." I replied approaching the side of the bed he was standing and slowly removed his hoodie.

"I thought you said you were not ready, I can wait. You do not have to do this." the boy of my dreams tried his best to convince me otherwise because he cared for me so deeply he was ready to put his needs aside.

"Shh, kiss me. Jahin please kiss me." I replied looking at him as he carefully looked at the perfect perky breasts he loved so much and then quickly brought his focus back on my face.

He caressed my cheek looking straight into my eyes, he looked at me like he was feeling pity for what he was about to do to me and this look is my all-time favorite because he always delivers. He aggressively pushed me away from him, I fell on my back and quietly giggled while biting my bottom lip then I carefully balanced myself with my elbows so that I could look at him. He slowly removed his white muscle vest revealing his contorted sick pack, he lowered his grey sweatpants and I could see the huge bulge inside his underwear.

He caught me looking at it, he lowered his head to see what I was looking at when he saw himself he looked back at me and chuckled.

"You see what you do to me?" he said climbing up the bed approaching me. I honestly did not know how to answer his rhetorical question so I decided to keep quiet.

He lowered himself getting on top of me, he sneaked his fingers into my hair and brought my head closer to him then slowly started kissing me. I could feel his bulge on my lower stomach, my whole body felt like it was being electrified. He went down my neck and started kissing me aggressively, I could feel him playfully biting my earlobes.

"You like that?" he whispered into my ear.

"Yess, do not stop," I said trying my best to catch my breath so that he could hear every single word coming out of my mouth.

At first, it felt weird for me to answer him when he said naughty things to me during our intimate moments but now Jahin is my best friend and I am closer to him than ever. I feel comfortable with him by my side.

I felt him take off his underwear, I suddenly got so anxious I started breathing out loud. I assume Jahin saw me because he gently started kissing me all over my body to calm me down. He moved to my breasts, oh my weakness! he starting sucking them unapologetically and I grabbed the sheets out of pleasure.

"Please do not keep me waiting!" I said struggling to say a word.

"Okay, this is going to hurt a bit." that one sentence before he went inside of me changed my whole life.

He started slowly, I opened my legs and gently curled them on his back. He continued to kiss me, he would ask me if it hurts or if he should stop between our kisses as his pace increased when I said no. I called out his name several times feeling utmost pleasure, I reached the peak of my climax and as each second passed I started enjoying it even more.

"Babe I am almost close," I said when I suddenly felt relieved.

He went in and out of me a couple of times before he quickly pulled out and came on my breasts then carefully got off of me. I looked at him and he looked at me, we both smiled at each other catching our breath. I looked up the ceiling trying my best to process everything that just happened.

I knew that everything will never be the same again, surprisingly I was happy and I knew that I would never trade this experience for anything else because it all felt right.

"Flight attendants, prepare for landing please!" the captain's announcement suddenly woke me up.