Chapter 38: Her light

EXPLICIT CHAPTER! YOU MUST BE 16 AND ABOVE TO READ

Jahin's POV

My thirst for her needed to be quenched. My lips made love to hers making me feel complete bliss.

Although breath was lost we were most alive.

I gently unbuttoned her dress revealing her breathtaking body. She looked up at me struggling to breathe as I took off her bra...her perky breasts were left naked for me to see. She belongs in a Playboy magazine but exclusively made for me. It would be entertaining to page through each and every inch of her body.

I circled her nipple using my index finger, she bit her lip and her face looked up the ceiling due to the pleasure I was making her feel. I grabbed her breasts and started sucking them.

"Jahinnn," she softly whispered out my name.

Hearing her call out my name took out all of the frustration I felt all those years when I was unable to see her. A hungry beast was unleashed and it needed to be fed.

I suddenly picked her up and put her on top my desk. I continued to kiss her as I took off my clothes. I lied her on the huge table then got on top of her. I took a moment to caress her cheek admiring how beautiful she looked.

I started kissing all of her making her body submissive to the bulge I will shortly be welcoming inside of her.

I removed her panties and parted both of her legs then placed myself in between them. She crossed her legs behind my lower back and I slowly went inside of her. Each time I went deeper I lost my senses, I became a predator piercing into its prey's sensitive skin.

With every stroke inside of her, I became overwhelmed by her light. I saw all things clearly and I was more myself than I was before our spirits intertwined after such a long time. I received serenity from deeply penetrating inside of her, I got goosebumps...I felt like a little kid who had just been given candy. I did not care about being dominant I only wanted to give her all of me. I must be the one she thinks about, no one else.

The moans her sweet lips released were music to my ears. I groaned as her fingertips caressed my back then both of her hands slowly went up to my neck. My weakness.

She ran her fingers inside of my hair making me tighten my grip on her thigh. I decreased my movement then started going in and out of her slowly. I knew as I went inside of her I was getting close so immediately pulled out and came on her breasts.

I kissed her on the cheek then got off the table and put my underwear on. I went to the bathroom in my office to get her a wet towel so that she can wipe off the mess I made. I found her already wearing her panties and she looked stunning to look at as I approached her.

I hugged her from the back and gently wiped off my cum. She turn to look at me with tears in her eyes.

"What's wrong?" my heart skipped a beat when tears started falling from her eyes.

"Noo, do not cry. Did I hurt you?" I asked hoping I did not because I will never forgive myself if I did.

"Yes, you have hurt me but not physically. Emotionally you have hurt me. You left Jahin, you f***** left me all alone! Do you know how much I needed you, do you know how many nights I cried myself to sleep begging for you to come back to me? Do you know!" she screamed at me continuously punching me on my chest.

I held both of her hands and looked into her eyes. I wanted to tell her everything right there and then but I could not.

I need time, I do not think I am ready to relive that horrible night again. Not now at least, right now I am happy that you are here with me. My world is complete please find it in your heart to forgive me Haya.

"Forgive me, I was in pain. I needed to leave Haya," a tear fell down my cheek.

I quickly left her and turn my back on her. I do not want her to see me crying, my father has always told me that crying is for the weak. I will never cry.

"You do not have to hide from me, I do not think crying makes you weak." she turn me to face her.

Her words melted my heart, I truly wonder how she knew what exactly I felt but why am I surprised...she has always seen right through me.

"I was not crying. There was something in my eye." I replied with no emotion visible on my face.

"Tell me, why did you leave?" she asked wiping off her face.

"Do you realize that we are naked? we should get dressed. We still have time," I pointed out trying to avoid having the conversation.

"I do not care, this is nothing we both haven't seen before. I want to know why you left or I am leaving right now and you are never going to hear from me," she gave me an ultimatum.

"You are mine Haya, you are not going anywhere," I said grabbing her waist and pulling her close to me.

"You do not own me, let me go! Jahin I said let me go," she kept shrugging her body away from me but I held her tighter.

"I love you, please do not leave me. Can we forget all that we have done to each other and start afresh," I ran my fingers into her hair making her turn her head up to look at me.

"What did I do to you?" she asked fuming with anger.

"You slept with him!" the thought of the both of them made me push her away from me. I looked over at her scared I might have hurt her but she was fine.

"I never slept with anyone while I was with you Jahin, what are you talking about?" she approached me.

"Nevermind," I grabbed my clothes and started getting dressed. She just stood there looking at me with disbelief all over her face. She grabbed her stuff and went inside the bathroom.

After a few minutes, she finally walked out and I do not think I will ever get tired of looking at her. While she was in there I asked my receptionist to bring the both of us pizza, her favorite meal.

Her eyes lit up the moment she saw it, she looked over at me and the excitement on her face disappeared.

"I am probably in trouble right now since you beat up my lecturer and you brought me inside of here during a school activity so I am leaving. I will see which story to make up, do not say anything," she headed towards the door.

"Don't you dare step out of that door Haya!" I instructed but she left anyway.