December 4, 2020 Friday

Hello self!

Oops.. i am sorry i was absent yesterday. Well, there was nothing so special about yesterday and I was also feeling kind of tired so i thought it would be better to get an early sleep.

Weather is very foggy and cold here. I am loaded full of warm clothes. And I don't know why, my head is spinning a bit today. I wanted to sleep today also, but I can't take such long breaks. I already had one last day. So I thought it would be better to talk to you first before going to sleep. And that's why, I am here.😉😁

About today, it is intensely interesting. Tomorrow afterwards, I am going to write my exams. Although these exams doesn't matter even a bit because they are practice exams for finals, but the school is taking it very seriously.

Teachers are forcing every student to attend these exams OFFLINE. And you know, this is the pandemic time. None of us had a proper class. All the classes were taken online, which I call nothing but a formality. Because believe me, no one is ready to write exams with such a lame study. We weren't studying, we were just pretending. Like we do in holidays. That's why, no one wants to write exams offline.

Everyone is seeking for an online option, because in this way, atleast you will get a little help and improve your marks by improper means. I know it's wrong, but when you are in my condition, or in condition of any student from my area, the only thing that matters is how much marks you score.

No is gonna check your skills. For them, that piece of paper describes what you really are. No one is gonna check your callibre. That's why, students have to do it unwillingly. You can see, how struggling life we have. No one is going to understand you. They will keep high hopes on you, and if you are not able to stand of their hopes, you are useless, cheap..a f*cking unnecessary load on earth.

Well, that's why I had to convience teacher to allow me to write my exams online. And I was trying all the combinations by which I could convience him. Suddenly, two days ago, some people in my neighborhood got tested Covid positive. Now it's not a thing to be happy and I am also not an insensitive person, but believe me, when I heard this, I was really happy. Don't consider me as a bad person lol, because I am not. I was just happy that I got an excuse to tell the teachers that why I can't leave my house. Danger has surrounded me. Well.. all these things were hypothetically possible because no one.. literally no one is taking covid-19 seriously in my area. The teachers also are saying that I don't care if there is a covid positive student sitting next to them. They just want students to appear in school and write their exams. This was a problem here. But believe me, I am a guy who can find solutions of any problem.

Luckily (tho I feel ashamed saying this), the family which is covid positive, is the family of a senior officer of my father. And he is a doctor. So, everyone is taking more precautions.

In today's online class, me and my other three classmates (ex-friends) stopped at the end to have a talk with the class teacher. We four students are the star of the class, the best students you can say. That's why, we planned to talk to him after class in private. When all students left the meet, we talked to sir about it. I had already talked yesterday on this topic to him(sorry, I forgot to tell you earlier) and convinced him to let me write my exams online by using the excuses. I was just there to company my friends ( it's easy to say, so let's use the same word) and ensure completely that we all are going to write our exams online.

My friend Venessa, her grandfather died some days ago. I am really sorry for her loss. So, she is attending his funeral in village, far from us and the school. So, there is no possible way that she can attend the school and write exams offline. So, her matter was also clear.

Now, the other two left were Derek and Ayesha. They are always rumoured to be lovebirds. Derek is my bestfriend (you can say). When schools were open and we were intensely close, anyone could say that I and Derek are non-identical twins. You could always find us together. And Derek had told me once, also it was obvious to all.. that he has a crush of Ayesha. And I think Ayesha also knows this. Still, they are also good friends and very close. So close that I think they has started dating, tho I don't have enough evidence to prove this. And they go to same tutoring classes.

Last night,I gave Derek the idea that they both can say that their tutoring teacher and one of the students have been found Covid positive and they are home isolated. That's the same they did today, and after some chit chats with teacher, we were allowed to write our exams offline. Earlier, there was another guy also in the plan, Hermes. But, he betrayed at the end and tomorrow, he is going to write exams offline, while we can write our exams online.

Phew, Such a long story.

Well, it needed a long demonstration anyways. I also had to compensate for yesterday's absence, and I think this is enough for that haha.. And wait, My head is spinning no more. Whoo.. literally talking to you makes me calm and relax. You are boon to me, my dear cutie. Love you.

Ok dear, I think it's enough for today. I will be back tomorrow on the same time with some new and spicy topics. 😉

Bbye.

Good night. 😘