CHAPTER 17 GIVE HER UP

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we are in the room as I stood in front of her still bother about the fact that I really wanted this proposal to happen, if the lifetime does not consist of her I don't want to live on it. I'm almost wasted with the fact that they are already pushing that freaking wedding yet i get away from it i really don't have the will or rather a thing to marry her

" 2 months before we broke up, I prepare a proposal for you, that should be on your birthday but we didn't make it, I became busy and cold that time because I am settling that proposal and the problem came up "

I said while staring at her cat-like eyes

" I'm speechless, I- I don't know what to say," she said avoiding my glance

" come with me tomorrow and let's visit that place, it's been

a while since I saw that church because from the moment that you left me, I never visit this place again. because I told my self that I will just visit this city again if I'm with you" she is still staring at me and she just nodded at me

" for now let's just take a rest, goodnight " I finish the last sip of my drink and I headed to my room leaving her alone, I lost control this night, I've been holding those feeling for so long and now I express it on her

I felt that my heart hurt so bad, I still remember when I fly back here to cancel everything that I prepared for her, I almost kneeled at the church as I saw that everything is gone from me, including her

I take a nap and sleep my self

The next morning I woke up and everything is ready including Abby . as soon as stood up I receive a call from my and I manage to answer the call, I was still hesitant about this because I know he knows where I can be right now being rich sometimes suck, they manage to track me even if I'll live at the jungle or an unknown island.

" Hello? dad ? what is it ?" I answered as I lift some of my things because tomorrow we will leave and went back to new york

" you're in Paris and what do you think are you doing there while your fiancé is here in Korea waiting for you to came back, do you really think you can get away from me, I know what you're doing Liam and if you're planning to get away you can't "

" dad, she is not my fiancé, and I don't want to marry that girl. I love Abby and I want to spend my whole life with here "

" nope you're not, okay fine let's make a freaking deal and some business here, you'll marry the tom land, or I'll going to ruin that girl's life until she begs for my help, let's see Liam you know me, what I want is what I get to decide now or you'll regret it for the rest of your life "

" damn it, why do you need to do this, you always ruin everything I gave my best and yet this is what I can get, all I want is to be happy, please dad, just give it to me, just this once dad I beg you I'm already begging please," I said in almost crying at the floor

" I'm sorry, Liam but this is for the sake of many, and I need you to be here by next week if not, you already know what will happen to that woman, I'm afraid to say but I don't want anyone to get hurt but you need to choose wisely, your marriage will be next month. you'll still thank me for this in the future I'm doing for what's best and I hope you think of that Liam"

" Grrrr damn it, fuck I hate you " I shouted as I throw my phone at the walls and it breaks into pieces

I sat on the floor and I can feel that my heart is aching from all the sudden news, I felt weak I can't more either say anything right now how am I going to live a life without her when in my past life I feel incomplete, i can't lose her again not anymore not right now.

I can hear some footsteps behind my door revealing Abby she headed in my direction and sat beside me

" Hey why are you crying, what happens?" she said while caressing my back

" Abby, can you do me a favor?"

" what is it ?"