Chapter 17: The Plan: Part1

( After Classes )

( Ember's POV )

( In Ember and Dylan's Dorm )

"Okay so, what's the plan?", I ask after entering the room and closing and locking the door.

"Well, I heard about there being some kinda meeting thing tomorrow that everyone in the whole school has to go to, it's going to be held in the library.", Yasmine said and I nodded.

"So, that's our target for the night.", I say to them and they nod.

"But there's most likely gonna be security guards there cause they already probably know your guys usual schedule and since the whole school will be going there tomorrow they'll probably be trying to catch you guys in the act.", I say to them trying to think of a plan.

"So, they'll most likely be guarding the front and back way into the library, right?", I ask them and Blake nodded listening to what I have to say.

"Well, we got Dylan who's some kinda Spiderman and they for some reason leave the windows open to the library all day and night s-", I'm cut off before I finish what I was saying.

"How the hell do you know all of this?!", Aaron exclaimed and I face palm myself.

"If you haven't noticed I very observant of my surroundings practically 24/7, now can I please continue what I was saying?", I ask her and she nods.

"Thank you, now anyways, so since they them open all day and night, Dylan can climb through one of them and then he can open the side door so we can get inside the library.", I tell them and they nod at the plan.

"Okay so, what are we going to be doing once we get in?", I ask looking up at them.

"Well I mean we could just do what we normally do.", Dylan suggests and I shake my head

"We can't do that, even though it might seem like a good idea but you have to think, the library is like base central for the teachers or something like that.", I tell him and start to think of different ways of how to do this.

After a few minutes of thinking I had got an idea, and hopefully we wouldn't end up getting caught cause of it.

"I've got a plan but....", I trail off trying to figure out the best way to say it.

"But?", Blake asked

"But, some of us might end up getting caught.", I say them cautiously.

"Okay, we know that you can't get caught, right?", Yasmine asks and we nod.

"Okay good. We need to make sure Ember doesn't get caught, we can get but Ember can't, she only has this one shot and she has to go with it for two more years.", Yasmine continues.

"So you're saying, let you guys take all the blame whilst I just sit back and let guys take the blame?", I ask a little aggregated at the idea.

"Yes, it's the only way we could quite possibly pull off this plan of yours without you getting caught.", Yasmine says and I shake my head.

"I can't let that happen!", I exclaim standing up quickly starting to pace around trying to figure something else out to where nobody could get caught but nothing came to mind.

"Damn it!", I exclaim kicking the wall.

"Hey, calm down we'll be fine, it wouldn't be our first time getting caught.", Aaron says calmly.

"That's not the point! The fact of the matter is that you guys would be taking the fucking fall for something that I also did!", I exclaim starting to get really aggregated.

"How about this, you tell us your plan and we'll go from there, okay?", Dylan says calm me down.

"Fine just let me change into something more comfortable and plus I need a minute to calm down.", I say to them grabbing a dark Grey hoodie and some yoga shorts.

I walk out of the door, down the hall, and to the bathrooms so I could change. After I changed I was fixing to walk outside before someone ran into me. I fall to the ground and after a few moments I look up to see who ran into me.

"Oh not you again!", I groan seeing Chase again

"Well don't be to excited to see me.", he says smiling.

"Yeah, I'm so fucking excited to see you it's unreal.", I say sarcastically as I get up.

"Don't talk to me in that tone!", he exclaims pushing me back some.

"Keep your filthy paws off of me.", I say to him calmly trying to walk away but he just wouldn't let me.

"Oh, what's wrong princess di-", he says before I cut him off.

"Don't fucking call me that you prick!", I yell at him walking away. I can hear him calling my name but I didn't listen I just continued to walk outside.

When I got outside I noticed that it was raining. I don't know if I've ever told you but I love the rain.

It's beautiful in more ways than one. The rain also makes me happy and calm like as if I understand it and it understands me.... I know I sound like some kinda psycho, right? Well I'm just saying.

I walk out into the rain barefoot and pull my hoodie up over my head. It wasn't like full blown raining more so of a drizzle or something.

I continue to walk through the rain and think of all the things I've done and the reasons I did them. Was it really worth the risk? Was really worth the time?

The answer is yes. Yes it was worth the risk, and yes it was worth the time. I mean not everything I did was the right thing to do but, I did it to help others. To give them some kinda strength through the hell they were going through.

At least I know I did things I did for all the right reasons but they were all in the wrong ways. Maybe I shouldn't have done all the things I did despite what I thought was the right thing to do. But then again if I didn't do all those things, I wouldn't be here. I wouldn't be able to help any of the students here, to be able to give them hope and strength.

So, yeah it was all worth the risks and time. If I had a second chance to go back in time to change all the things I did I wouldn't change a single thing cause at least I know I was trying to do the right thing.

After think all of that I walked back to the dorm building and sat down on one of the steps. It started to rain a little harder but not to much.

After what seemed like a few minutes but most have been longer since it was starting to get dark outside I started to head inside and back to my dorm.

I walk in and see that everyone is still here in the dorm looking little worried until they heard the door close. Their heads snapped towards me and their worried looks turned to relief.

"Where the hell have you been?!", Aaron says running up to me and hugging me.

"I wasn't gone for that long.", I tell her

"Yes you were and, why are you wet?", she asks and I smile a little.

"I was walking in the rain and plus it's only been like what an hour maybe an hour and a half.", I say to them

"That one Chase dude came by and said that you and him get into some kinda fight.", Dylan says and I roll my eyes

"First off don't listen a thing that comes outta that douchebag's mouth, and second off he knocked me over and put his filthy paws on me, and lastly we didn't get into a fight an argument yeah but not a fight.", I tell them walking over to my bed and sitting on it.

"Okay so, I have a question.", Blake says and I nod.

"Shoot.", I say

"Why do you hate this Chase guy so much? I mean we have a few hours until we have to leave so we not talk about it. I sigh and look at the ground.

"It's a pretty long story and, I'd prefer not to talk about it right now, maybe some other time but right now, we need to go over my plan.", I tell them and Blake sighed in defeat with a nod.

I started to tell them the plan and Blake would change a few parts to where we were less likely to get caught but the chance of getting caught were still kinda high.

"Okay so, does everyone understand the plan?", I ask and they nodded

"Okay good, now go to your guys rooms see y'all later on tonight.", I tell Blake, Aaron, and Yasmine and they nod.

"See ya later.", they said and walked outta the door.

I plop down onto my bed and close my eyes with a sigh.

"Hey, can ask you a question?", Dylan asks and smile with a small giggle

"You just did but shoot.", I tell him and I could practically him roll his eyes.

"Why are you so I don't know like closed off? I mean like I know about your past but it takes alot more than that to make you so closed off to the point where well, you seem to not like talking about what your going through, what your problems are, or even your feelings and emotions.", he says and I sigh opening my eyes and sitting looking at him.

"Because the only thing that talking about what's wrong, or my problems, or even my feelings has brought me is pain and it has hurt so many people around me I don't need that for y'all.", I say to him with tears threatening to fall as I remember memories of my past.

"I'd prefer not to talk about any of it.", I say to him and I laying back down, I close my eyes in hopes to get some sleep but after like 20 minutes of trying to go to sleep and not being able to I give up on trying and just lay there looking at the ceiling and thinking about everything.